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The human mind is a beautiful but terrifying thing. Sometimes people claim to their therapists that horrific trauma occurred in their childhood. When that trauma is investigated it turns out that it never happened, but they believe it happened with all their heart but it turns out to be a complete false memory.

Kevin is literally trying to gaslight/1984 memory fuck himself until he truly believes he never had any bad experiences and that this is everything he ever wanted. He is trying with all his might to convince himself that all his memories that are not perfectly 100% in-line with that mindset never happened. He never questioned his doctor, he never had that moment when he looked into the mirror and though "my god what have I done". He never cried in the shower after trying to rub his remnant of a penis for hours and feeling nothing. None of that happened. He is free and happy to be who he always is and always was.

"And you can be happy too! If you are a confused kid, I want to tell you all about this amazing experience!"

Repetition to others is a huge part of gaslighting/memory fucking yourself. The more you repeat the lie the more and more it becomes real in the mind. Not just mere "doubling down" or "coping" but truly legitimately believing what you are saying. Every time someone validates their lie, the more the mind begins to accept an alternative reality that never existed. This is why these echo chambers are so important. This is also why this cult cannot handle criticism or dissent from you minding your own business laughing at idiots, or from "de-trans" people who realized what a horrible mistake they have made.

They need a completely artificial environment in order to make permanent an entire false narrative about their own memories and experience.
Yeah, one of the research projects I'd love to do but know I probably would never get funded even if I got it through the ERB is basically tracking down a bunch of the kids who've ended up with false memories of abuse implanted in due to incompetent and/or malicious investigators & quacks, just to see how they compare to people whose memories...aren't false. (The hypothesis would be, roughly, that for the psychological consequences, the only particular difference between the groups is who we should be pissed with.)

From experience, I can very safely say it's disturbingly easy to implant a false memory in somebody. We're talking 'preschooler can do it by accident.'

But that all goes with what I meant by high-grade magical thinking: Kev sincerely believes the shit being shoveled here. I'm also actually very skeptical that Kev was a 'confused kid.' The incel-to-troon pipeline fits better--unless you want to count under 'confusion' the ideas that fuel it, like how if you become the woman you will...somehow get laid by the women you believe you have a right to fuck. (A lot of social conditioning and legit caution means women aren't likely to say 'no' directly to anybody who is being a sex pest. It's why I gave up with one and just...let him trail behind me while I took care of some shopping. It's amusing how so many guys who have trouble with the idea of 'no' suddenly figure it out when you're squeeing over live steel...)

Though, you left out one major group who they'll fight with, though typically not where outsiders can see: Other, non-troon trans people. I actually have gotten to be where I can get the milk from that, and in a position to work out where the borders are, and... I don't think anybody hates troons as much as they do. It's like troons are the LGBTQ* version of plastic shamans.

Edit: Corrected for accuracy.
 
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Why are so many trannies former military?
It's honestly fascinating why.

I'm not a vet or come from a military family, but I like talking to people and hearing about their lives so I've developed some theories as to why so many troons are ex military. So I just wanna say that this is my own damn theory and feel free to drag me if you think I'm totally wrong.

There's multiple reasons:
  • Highly masculine attitude of the military. The military is naturally a masculine environment where a recruit will get shit for showing the slightest effeminate behavior. One quickly learns that being compared to a girl is now harsher than before. There's also a lack of women, so misogynistic views can easily proliferate and make them think of a woman as only a method to coom. Also less likely for a woman to shame them for their weird sex shit, so it just starts to build up to troonery.
  • Restricted views on masculinity. Building off of the previous point, one starts to learn that traits are either masculine or feminine, which can be read as good or bad, respectively. If you start to be compared to a girl one too many times, you'll probably start thinking that you ARE a girl since you're told that men don't do this or that. While most young boys do learn this without a military environment, I'd wager that it's more intense in the military and that boys that grow up in a home where this was enforced harder than others are more likely to join the military.
  • Lack of order and support after discharge. Most of the vets I know have said that they feel lost and that the have no purpose in life after discharge because they lost the structured environment of the military. It's kinda like the same feeling you get when you graduate from highschool: no one is there to tell you what to do and where to go; you have to be your own captain. Which leads me to:
  • Lack of sense of self. We all know that those that are most likely to be troons don't have a strong sense of self. The military emphasizes on the "everyone can only do one specific thing real damn well and when we come together we are a force to be reckoned with" methodology of management, so one can easily feel like a cog in the machine instead of a person.
Now, I could just be totally reading into this too much and the reason could just be that the type of guy to join the military is also the type of guy to be a troon.

Edit: I'll also like to add (@Rainbow Frog Army 's comment reminded me of something) it could also be a rehash of the incel to troon pipeline. Most male vets I know have felt some type of way about the amount of sex that they have. It's the classic body count contest. I could see a ex military guy getting mad at the fact he wasn't laid enough (even if he was) and starts to go down the incel to troon pipeline.
 
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I'm also actually very skeptical that Kev was a 'confused kid.' The incel-to-troon pipeline fits better--unless you want to count under 'confusion' the ideas that fuel it, like how if you become the woman you will...somehow get laid by the women you believe you have a right to fuck. (A lot of social conditioning and legit caution means women aren't likely to say 'no' directly to anybody who is being a sex pest. It's why I gave up with one and just...let him trail behind me while I took care of some shopping. It's amusing how so many guys who have trouble with the idea of 'no' suddenly figure it out when you're squeeing over live steel...)

It's hard to know what exactly drove Kevin to Troon Town. He was a collection of semi-sentient fetishes that coallesced into something with the veener of a person. He's like the Boogie man from Nightmare Before Christmas, just a husk filled with bugs. Which collection of fetishes caused him to turn his dick inside out is beyond our ability to know. We can likely infer that it was some mixture of his AGP, humiliation fetish (because being a woman is humiliating to him), and copious amounts of dick-girl Hentai.

As for being an incel. I have no idea if even Kevin could tell you what his orientation was before he turned into what he is now. If he was an ostensibly straight male then he likely treated women like he wants to be treated: in a hyper-creepy, abstracted pornographic manner, which isn't getting you many second dates out there. So if that is true then it fits your hypothesis pretty well.

Edit: It also fits well because despite what Kevin wants you to believe, him "becoming" a woman has not fixed any of his creepy beliefs about women or given him any empathy towards women.
 
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It's hard to know what exactly drove Kevin to Troon Town. He was a collection of semi-sentient fetishes that coallesced into something with the veener of a person. He's like the Boogie man from Nightmare Before Christmas, just a husk filled with bugs. Which collection of fetishes caused him to turn his dick inside out is beyond our ability to know. We can likely infer that it was some mixture of his AGP, humiliation fetish (because being a woman is humiliating to him), and copious amounts of dick-girl Hentai.

As for being an incel. I have no idea if even Kevin could tell you what his orientation was before he turned into what he is now. If he was an ostensibly straight male then he likely treated women like he wants to be treated: in a hyper-creepy, abstracted pornographic manner, which isn't getting you many second dates out there. So if that is true then it fits your hypothesis pretty well.
He did have a girlfriend (fiancee?), but I don't get the feeling that sex was very often on the menu. But there's less difference than you'd think between a pick-up artist and an incel when it comes to how they treat women on the whole--the main difference is the PUA is playing the numbers game where you bet that if you're a sex pest to enough women, you'll eventually find one who'll give in.

But one of the things with the AGP types is that they all have Kev's hyper-creepy, abstracted pornographic "women are sex toys (when not dommes)" shit going. For research purposes I actually tracked down NSFL amounts of AGP porn, and this is a constant theme, where the only women who escape being treated like this are the ones who forcibly feminize the man who's in the story for the AGPs to identify with. Oh, and invariably it treats the whole 'being turned into a woman' thing as humiliating.

That said, if you actually know your bio and/or approach it with the right sort of mindset, they're a rich source of entertainment, in the same vein as reading lesbian porn that must have written by somebody who seems somehow managed to live their entire life without having ever met a woman. Or seen even as much as a very crude drawing of a vagina.

(But if he was into dickgirl hentai, I'd think he'd have kept his.)
 
It's honestly fascinating why.

I'm not a vet or come from a military family, but I like talking to people and hearing about their lives so I've developed some theories as to why so many troons are ex military. So I just wanna say that this is my own damn theory and feel free to drag me if you think I'm totally wrong.

There's multiple reasons:
  • Highly masculine attitude of the military. The military is naturally a masculine environment where a recruit will get shit for showing the slightest effeminate behavior. One quickly learns that being compared to a girl is now harsher than before. There's also a lack of women, so misogynistic views can easily proliferate and make them think of a woman as only a method to coom. Also less likely for a woman to shame them for their weird sex shit, so it just starts to build up to troonery.
  • Restricted views on masculinity. Building off of the previous point, one starts to learn that traits are either masculine or feminine, which can be read as good or bad, respectively. If you start to be compared to a girl one too many times, you'll probably start thinking that you ARE a girl since you're told that men don't do this or that. While most young boys do learn this without a military environment, I'd wager that it's more intense in the military and that boys that grow up in a home where this was enforced harder than others are more likely to join the military.
  • Lack of order and support after discharge. Most of the vets I know have said that they feel lost and that the have no purpose in life after discharge because they lost the structured environment of the military. It's kinda like the same feeling you get when you graduate from highschool: no one is there to tell you what to do and where to go; you have to be your own captain. Which leads me to:
  • Lack of sense of self. We all know that those that are most likely to be troons don't have a strong sense of self. The military emphasizes on the "everyone can only do one specific thing real damn well and when we come together we are a force to be reckoned with" methodology of management, so one can easily feel like a cog in the machine instead of a person.
Now, I could just be totally reading into this too much and the reason could just be that the type of guy to join the military is also the type of guy to be a troon.

Edit: I'll also like to add (@Rainbow Frog Army 's comment reminded me of something) it could also be a rehash of the incel to troon pipeline. Most male vets I know have felt some type of way about the amount of sex that they have. It's the classic body count contest. I could see a ex military guy getting mad at the fact he wasn't laid enough (even if he was) and starts to go down the incel to troon pipeline.
Thanks for your reply, 1440p Curved Monitor. I really am trying to understand why a man would just declare himself to be female from now on.

I think it's true. If you get called a faggot and a pussy all the time, why not just say, "Yes, I am."
 
For research purposes I actually tracked down NSFL amounts of AGP porn, and this is a constant theme, where the only women who escape being treated like this are the ones who forcibly feminize the man who's in the story for the AGPs to identify with. Oh, and invariably it treats the whole 'being turned into a woman' thing as humiliating.
Glad to see that there's others that also reach the level of autism where you expose yourself too much to the bowels of the internet in the name of science!

It's hard to know what exactly drove Kevin to Troon Town. He was a collection of semi-sentient fetishes that coallesced into something with the veener of a person. He's like the Boogie man from Nightmare Before Christmas, just a husk filled with bugs. Which collection of fetishes caused him to turn his dick inside out is beyond our ability to know. We can likely infer that it was some mixture of his AGP, humiliation fetish (because being a woman is humiliating to him), and copious amounts of dick-girl Hentai.
I think we also have to mention the transformation part of his fetish - specifically the process and not the result. I think that Kevkev honestly and legitimately hated himself for a while before he trooned out. He wants to be a different person, would gladly push a button that will make him swap places with another, and probably had the incel mindset of "women are treated better in society, girl mode is easy mode, and a girl can fuck whenever he wants". His life is pathetic and he knows it. Going through something where he sheds his ugly body and physically transforms into a mystical form that's just better than who he is in all aspects (and more importantly, is NOT him) is the ultimate escapist fantasy. It's why he loves transformation porn like blueberry inflation so much: it reminds him of his current transformation.
 
Thanks for your reply, 1440p Curved Monitor. I really am trying to understand why a man would just declare himself to be female from now on.

I think it's true. If you get called a faggot and a pussy all the time, why not just say, "Yes, I am."
No problem 👌that mostly covers the AGP side of Blanchard's theory. The HSTS is another beast, but AGP is far more interesting in my opinion. Here's the Wikipedia article if you don't know what it is, because your tone here sounds like you've haven't been exposed to it
 
I wonder if he sticks things between his legs and tries to waddle out with it.
Thats actually genius, if I was a cop I wouldn't even reach near the amhole. No ones gonna run up to him and try to reach in there and pull out stolen merchandise. Once he gets it down in that region, they might as well just accept the $20 loss
 
I honestly believe Kevin is just a cautionary tale of what happens if you allow your child to grow up on the internet with no oversight or interventions.

His dad died when he was 12 or 13, his mom let /b/ raise him, he got addicted to porn shit, and when his fantasy of his finacee being his little sub slut didn't work out right he realized he wanted to become the sub slut himself. He made her wear a collar very similar to his own iirc, and it wasn't something she was particularly into. I also think he ripped off specifically his sister to a degree, at least her personal politics, for his feminine model.

The latter point is extra weird as further back in the thread it was discovered his sister is a huge SJW with some sort of claimed trauma (it could of course be something really retarded but the point is she thinks she has it.) This is particularly noteworthy because on his sister's website she discusses the same woke language he uses, yet he has no real grasp of what the words mean. Kevin is nothing but a parrot and he finds useful talking points and jokes to recite and the most skin crawling thing about him to me is it appears to be trying to replicate his own sister in his AGP fantasy.

Edit:Link to Kev's sister's dox with the shit I'm talking about. It's in this thread but I'm on mobile atm and it's being stupid.
 
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Glad to see that there's others that also reach the level of autism where you expose yourself too much to the bowels of the internet in the name of science!


I think we also have to mention the transformation part of his fetish - specifically the process and not the result. I think that Kevkev honestly and legitimately hated himself for a while before he trooned out. He wants to be a different person, would gladly push a button that will make him swap places with another, and probably had the incel mindset of "women are treated better in society, girl mode is easy mode, and a girl can fuck whenever he wants". His life is pathetic and he knows it. Going through something where he sheds his ugly body and physically transforms into a mystical form that's just better than who he is in all aspects (and more importantly, is NOT him) is the ultimate escapist fantasy. It's why he loves transformation porn like blueberry inflation so much: it reminds him of his current transformation.
In the name of science and answering the question "Is any of this not misogynistic?" No. Some of it even manages to be misogynistic enough that I'd expect incels to be thinking it's a bit much.

How Kev describes his experience is ripping off AGP porn, though, and hitting a lot of the common beats you see in it--which means that may be good lens to view the incessant thirst tweeting with, that Kev's just...writing porn starring Kev.

I've read qualitatively better AGP porn, though, including some severely NSFL shit. I mean, one memorable example (which probably hit all of Kev's fetishes) was a plotless massive burning trainwreck at a switching yard, but still better than Kev's efforts. Pretty much the same reason to keep reading it, though: "Okay, how is it going to manage to get wor...oh."
 
In the name of science and answering the question "Is any of this not misogynistic?" No. Some of it even manages to be misogynistic enough that I'd expect incels to be thinking it's a bit much.

How Kev describes his experience is ripping off AGP porn, though, and hitting a lot of the common beats you see in it--which means that may be good lens to view the incessant thirst tweeting with, that Kev's just...writing porn starring Kev.

I've read qualitatively better AGP porn, though, including some severely NSFL shit. I mean, one memorable example (which probably hit all of Kev's fetishes) was a plotless massive burning trainwreck at a switching yard, but still better than Kev's efforts. Pretty much the same reason to keep reading it, though: "Okay, how is it going to manage to get wor...oh."
Lmao, a sentence that I cut from my last comment was "Not to be that radfem shaking her fist to the sky and saying "it's always that got dam misogyny!!" but yea the roots of this phenomenon have a 99.999% chance of being misogynistic." They just keep hitting the target every time. It always fascinates me that some men out there just really hate women to to point where they want to be better women than women.

Kevkev writing porn starting himself is just peak AGP self insert :story: God I wish we will one day find an account of his that's full of smutty self insert fanfiction.

If you can provide the link to that disgraceful chain of word that the porn is, please do.
 
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