he says he was at the mall "at the wrong place at the wrong time" because if you go to the mall over the weekend, you'll find more couples
kent's family was celebrating his (deceased) grandmother's birthday yesterday (yesterday wasn't her birthday, but it was around then), that's what the ribs he was barbecuing was about. kent's younger female cousin is in an interracial relationship, which surprised him. he thinks the white dude is a nice guy, but it makes him feel bad because he's older and hasn't managed to get in a relationship with anyone of any race.
his cousin asked if he has a girlfriend yet, he said no.
he repeats the fact that he hates seeing women on instagram posting pictures of them with their boyfriends. he will unfollow them if he sees that.
kent says that women throughout his entire life have existed exclusively to humiliate him, call him ugly, reject him, or otherwise torment him.
"i don't believe that there's an average female. you're either attractive, or you're unattractive"
he brings up that he's not a light-skinned dude (like chris brown, drake, trey songz, kid cudi) and is, instead, "just kent." women like light-skinned dudes, unlike him.
he acknowledges that he's been trying to change up his video content (hence the reviews, lists, food, etc--he said he'd do this in
here), but he won't stop venting about females until one of them gives him the time of the day.
"i'm not a cool guy" (interesting to note that kent feels as if he is "something" to himself, but he's "nothing" to women)
kent was at church and the preacher said "everybody hold hands and let's pray" and nobody held kent's hand. nobody wanted to pray with him, nobody even asked him.
kent suggests that something happened in his family (presumably when he was younger) that he will never forget for the rest of his life. he thinks it was really traumatic and vehemently refuses to discuss it further. he says people tell him to "get over it." but he points out that it's pointless to tell a child who was molested to "get over it" and "it's the same thing as my situation"
two options here:
- kent was molested as a child
- whatever happened to kent as a child, he thinks it was as traumatic as a childhood sexual assault.
the latter is more likely, given the context
kent likes thick women wearing jean shorts where you can see parts of their asscheeks
he elaborates on why the interracial thing gets to him: he has tried to date outside of his race (because black women don't find him attractive) and
women of all races don't find him attractive.
kent thinks "mind games" consist of women ignoring kent's text messages, phone calls, messages left on voicemail, etc.
he continues to do the thing where he spells out profanity
one female said "get the hell away from me, kent, i don't like you."
he talks about t-mobile girl clowning him on twitter ("she put the laughing emojis up there!"), he hopes she sees this video because "i don't care anymore," an interesting assertion to make in the middle of a 45 minute video about how women mistreat kent and how kent is the loneliest man in the world.
kent has known he was "worth nothing" to females since when he was in 7th grade. interesting to think about this in the context of the earliest kent videos where he seems much happier.
he's said "true forced loneliness" a couple of times in this video (and in others too)
he talks about how nobody experiences rejection as bad as he does and then stops himself because he is worried his audience might take what he's about to say "out of context."
he reiterates the points of
this video about taking initiative
"guys who can't make youtube videos, i'm standing up for you guys"
he's mainly just sad for this whole video but there is a brief flash of anger around 39:00 (and again around 43:50ish)
39:30 he starts shaking his head for a long time
40:20 there is about twenty seconds of silence (feels much longer than this) as kent hides his head from the camera and literally wallows in despair
he says he's gonna tell his therapist about everything in a couple of weeks when he has his next meeting
kent doesn't want people with experience with women to give him any kind of advice. he further remarks that he's starting to dislike people who have had any success with women (but he doesn't like that he feels this way)