Do you think she got jealous because Nader’s neighbours regularly come over to share drugs and escorts with him? Meanwhile she avoids her neighbours. I remember her saying they once saw her struggling to pick up the takeout from her doorstep and they offered to help her - so cold and unfriendly!
I doubt she is jealous of his frendliness with neighbors; I believe her wholeheartedly when she repeatedly tells us she hates people. Of this, there is no doubt. She hides from the neighbors, she hides when she eats, she hides when there are children in the park, she hides when someone pity-invites her to a party (which happens about once every two years), she hides from her own family at family gatherings. She sees herself as smarter than everyone else, above everyone else, more desirable than anybody else, more famous than anyone she knows, and more victimized than everybody else. She is about as perfect an example of misanthropy as one could ever ask for.
So, she does not want to interact with her own neighbors, at least not until she is a famous skinny sexpot superstar. They will be forced to kiss her ass then. Right now, on some dim level, she probably fears they hold grievances about noise, stink, trash, and other issues. Even if they don't, she also knows that compared to them, she looks like a freak.
What I
do think bothers her is that Nader has a social life at all. Even hedonistic drug-using foreigners on 11-year holiday have better social lives than she does. Frankly speaking, she has no "social" life at all, just an antisocial one. She does not appear to have a friend in the world besides stinky, stupid Peetz. Rina hasn't seen her in a year and a half, and the dynamic was frosty between them last time; Rina really came across as a pity-friend. Chantal has thrown two parties in the last year, both of which were attended by one guest, Peetz. She barely even sees her own family.
That isn't what bothers her though. What bothers her is that
other people have access to Nader. She even went so far as to admit she was jealous of him, and used that as justification for her second "breakup" with him. I assume he is shagging some other Tinder whores, and he does seem to have some rather...er...
close male friends with whom to share dick pics. Clotso has to compete against these people for time with her beau. It angers her that Nader will not devote 100% of his time to her. In fact, when she humblebrag/complained that Nader constantly wanted her at his house 24 hours a day, it was really just projection.
She wants attention 24 hours a day, but Nader is unavailable when he is banging his other chicks or smoking pipes with his bros. Other people having access to something at the exclusion of her is exactly the kind of thing that sets her off.
So why would she put up with it? On one level, she doesn't want to; it pisses her off. That's why she breaks up with him twice a week. But she is so starved for attention and affection, no matter how bogus and toxic it is, that she goes crawling back, bringing more household items each time. Leaving her shit there marks her territory; hey bitches, that is
my broken TV, so don't think he's
your man or anything...
This kind of behavior is really not the most insane thing about her; a lot of women with very low self-esteem behave in similar fashion, and guys will work this to their advantage, But it fits right in with other aspects of her personality that
are insane.
