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A single good thing to come of this so far:
Ozzie lesbian youtuber was experiencing Acute Blood Loss every month for 4 years due to severe endometriosis which was draining her body to the point that she could not even hold a full time job or sustain friendships.

Neither her GP or her OBGYN would even look at her uterus to figure out what was wrong with her until a mEnTaL hEaLtH pRoFeSsIoNaL forced a trans diagnosis on her simply because she said she didn't like how she couldn't wear her favorite clothes anymore after gaining a substantial amount of weight. She's been getting the bullshit "but you will want children!!! TWO children!!" runaround for 2 years and the OBGYN refuses her outright...until she brings in the Certificate of Tranny Authenticity™️ and all of a sudden he's totally happy to yank the uterus.

Only after giving her life changing invasive surgery does the OBGYN admit that her uterus was covered in a thick layer of endometrium, inside and out, and her cervix was inflamed, which could have been instantly spotted had he even agreed to do a basic exam.
Yeah, don't know how aussies are still living in the 1950s about women's health and rights and yet they bend over backwards immediately if you say you're a tranny. That's the most backwards shit I've seen yet.
That actually makes MOTI. That egghead should have to pay for her medical damages, lose his license, and be forbidden from ever practicing medicine ever again.
 
do you think identifying as a gnc gay boy is a way for these 100% straight and gender-conforming girls to cope with being "basic"/normal?
Obviously, that is exactly what that is.
They can't admit to themselves that being a girl who wants to get slammed by a taller guy is literal basic biology, so they are spinning it into all forms of "queer".
Plus, coomery-caused brain burn renders some of them unable to think of sex in hetero terms at all (in high school, had weeb chick say that to me).
 
That's exactly what they think it is. They reduce a word (i.e. gay, man), reduce it down to stereotypes or nebulous feelings/vibes/auras, identify with the stereotypes, and then ignore the original definition.
I don't know how to articulate this well, but do you think identifying as a gnc gay boy is a way for these 100% straight and gender-conforming girls to cope with being "basic"/normal? The medieval blacksmith fantasy stood out to me- it's just some straight teenage girl fantasizing about winning over a shredded, strong man and being "protected" by him. It's completely normal for a teenaged girl, and only "progressive" or exceptional for a boy. The only thing that separates it from being a normal straight girl fantasy is the "forbidden love" trope part. In reality OP would never be discouraged from pursuing a blacksmith. They're fantasizing about a form of oppression they'll never face, even as a trans person. Even in the modern-day, if a "trans gay" person were to go to conversion therapy, they wouldn't discourage the "gay" (read: heterosexual) part unless the "trans gay" in question was interested only in other FTMs (read: actually homosexual).
Even the baker/blacksmith dynamic is gender conforming. And it resonates with 75,000 other "mlm". I know that most of this is fujo/AAP related, but I can't help think that these fujos fantasize about being oppressed to some degree, maybe as a result of too much fanfiction/the "forbidden lovers" trope/the need to be special despite being basic.
They’re second tier Beckies. Stacies don’t troon out. They feel like they’re failing at being a feminine teen girl.
 
A single good thing to come of this so far:
Ozzie lesbian youtuber was experiencing Acute Blood Loss every month for 4 years due to severe endometriosis which was draining her body to the point that she could not even hold a full time job or sustain friendships.

Neither her GP or her OBGYN would even look at her uterus to figure out what was wrong with her until a mEnTaL hEaLtH pRoFeSsIoNaL forced a trans diagnosis on her simply because she said she didn't like how she couldn't wear her favorite clothes anymore after gaining a substantial amount of weight. She's been getting the bullshit "but you will want children!!! TWO children!!" runaround for 2 years and the OBGYN refuses her outright...until she brings in the Certificate of Tranny Authenticity™️ and all of a sudden he's totally happy to yank the uterus.

Only after giving her life changing invasive surgery does the OBGYN admit that her uterus was covered in a thick layer of endometrium, inside and out, and her cervix was inflamed, which could have been instantly spotted had he even agreed to do a basic exam.
Yeah, don't know how aussies are still living in the 1950s about women's health and rights and yet they bend over backwards immediately if you say you're a tranny. That's the most backwards shit I've seen yet.
Same shit in my country, odds are its because giving a hysterectomy to every woman who needs one is more expensive than giving one to the 0.00001% of women who actually go trans, and they get brownie points for this shit too which is great for politics because clown world
(in high school, had weeb chick say that to me).
What she liked? anal? that shit from hentai where the dick goes past the cervix?
 
I, uh, meant she "was not able to have sex because she is not a man". Or such.
Then again, she made yaoi RP/photos .with other chick, maybe she simply did not figure out which way she swung by then.
the lesbian-in-RL-who-fujos-on-the-internet-exclusively is personally fascinating to me because :powerlevel: as a fukkin nerd myself who's been in internet fandoms and reading fanfiction in general since my tweens :powerlevel: it's been a thing loooong before the transtrending and i never got it. like, there's an entire sect of m/m shippers with female partners who i'd never see ship f/f beyond passing mention at most. all their time and energy would go into m/m.

one theory is they were getting all the pussy they needed in RL so were venting their dick lust, another is that they were hambeasts no man would fuck and went for the warm body that would take them, but it definitely makes me think about all those modern ftm/ftm softbois LARPing yaoi together out there.

someone mentioned My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness in one of these troon threads and i honestly think it's got some sort of relation with the underlying psychology, if not the politics or identity, of the sort of autist who troons out on the internet, which is why they reportedly vibe so hard with it. i'll post some caps that stuck out to me at the bottom.

she's a lesbian (or, is physically attracted to women, at least,) but previously exclusively got off to BL (like the m/m-exclusive shippers who date women in RL and many, many ftms), and has a (apparently to the point of paraphilic, as she's reputedly into diapers like many, many mtfs are) wish to be a child (and don't troons always go on about me BOY not MAN/want to be the little girl SUP SOPHIE LABELLE).

not to mention her own, admitted psychosexual attraction to her own mother, but when she expounds on it, it seems to me that she's more sexually attracted to mother figures in general than her mother as a specific person. there's even a mention she's never felt an attraction to a specific women, which i feel like the BL dependence for her coomfuel might tie into; what's more self-removed from you personally as a woman than two men fucking?

anyway i feel like legitimate autists are so massively overrepresented in fandom AND troonworld because there's some sort of retreating into the furthest fantasy from you/peter pan element but since they're sexually maturing or sexually matured their coombrain gets mixed up in it and then you get the mtfs who wrap their boners in "second puberty" and "reclaiming the childhood stolen from me".

they don't want to be adults, and are driven away from their adult identity, which, surprise surprise, comes with secondary sexual characteristics and people treating you like a "man" or a "woman" now, not a child. so they assume it has to be the man or woman part, not the adult part, and they want to retreat into the fantasy they've cultivated that's entirely separate from them.

if they're a lesbian RL like the manga author, that's m/m on the internet with a diaper fetish on the side. if they're inducted into the AGP cult on the internet, that's the identity of the opposite sex with a fixation on the childhood. it's because the opposite sex is so very removed from yours and who you are that it's your comfort and/or coombrain fantasy to retreat to, not because it's ackshually you.

anyway sperg sperg lesbians like yaoi and i have never understood why frogs turning water gay why always the obsession with boys and little girls and the recurrent fucking mtf diaper fetish related caps below.

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and the piece de resistance
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there's more i could cap along the line of my "transtrenders are just peter pans + agp who've rebranded for wokesploitation" but i've sperged long enough.

i will note that My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness is quite a good look at someone whose mental disorders just weren't made for modern society and she has nothing to do with the gendertrenders herself beyond her degenerate diaper fetish. i just found it a very good look at what i suspect is the type of autist the trooncult preys upon.
 
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Powerlevel but the fact that BL shit is so far removed from who you actually are as a lesbian or bi woman is part of the appeal for me as well. I'm not into the gross diaper bullshit and as I aged I became more interested in shit involving female characters, but I agree with the idea of lesbians consuming bl content as a way to safely explore sexuality in a way that's completely removed from who they actually are.

Especially since even in fairly progressive areas you still have some misogynistic bullshit like street harassment. Girls tend to get inappropriately sexualized and forced into adult roles at younger ages than boys, so it make sense some would try and cope by wanting to become the opposite. The grass definitely seems greener as a 12 year old when you don't see boys getting honked or leered at by creepy old dudes.

Autistic girls also tend to be under particularly strong pressure to conform to gender stereotypes. I can definitely see why many would just go fuck it, I'm a boy, if their teachers and shit won't stop harassing them about how their interests aren't "appropriate" for girls their age because they're more interested in anime or star wars than makeup and fashion.
 
Powerlevel but the fact that BL shit is so far removed from who you actually are as a lesbian or bi woman is part of the appeal for me as well. I'm not into the gross diaper bullshit and as I aged I became more interested in shit involving female characters, but I agree with the idea of lesbians consuming bl content as a way to safely explore sexuality in a way that's completely removed from who they actually are.

Especially since even in fairly progressive areas you still have some misogynistic bullshit like street harassment. Girls tend to get inappropriately sexualized and forced into adult roles at younger ages than boys, so it make sense some would try and cope by wanting to become the opposite. The grass definitely seems greener as a 12 year old when you don't see boys getting honked or leered at by creepy old dudes.

Autistic girls also tend to be under particularly strong pressure to conform to gender stereotypes. I can definitely see why many would just go fuck it, I'm a boy, if their teachers and shit won't stop harassing them about how their interests aren't "appropriate" for girls their age because they're more interested in anime or star wars than makeup and fashion.
oh what a world, where we've gone from the horrid and regressive "if you're a girl you have to like girl things not boy things" to the blessed and progressive "if you like boy things not girl things you have to be a boy."

but yeah, the entirely-removed-from-yourself outlet for exploring sexuality is why i assume it attracts so many teenage girls, so no surprise lesbians can use the framework too.

lmao i remember some fujos back in the day who wrote jpop rpf and there was a scandal where one of the members was implicated to be in a gay sex video and the girls who viewed it were honestly shellshocked at a clip of actual, real manfucking. it was funny.

it's not so much fantasizing about RL men as it is removing yourself from the equation of a fantasy, for some fujos.

edit: and then jamming your clitcock right the fuck back in to become the yaoi if you're a gendertrender, to get us back on topic.

double edit: i just realized these girls are basically the furries of yaoi. putting on a costume in pursuit of living your impossible fantasy. we're rating fursuits, lads.
 
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Plus girls sometimes get told other stupid shit like you're a yucky nasty slut if you have any sex drive (no lie I remember in middle School sex Ed they told us women only have sex to bond emotionally with their partner and have no actual sex drive unlike men), so when they start getting horny like all teens they don't want to be horny as a girl. Girls aren't supposed to get horny and they're gross sluts if they do, however it's perfectly normal for guys to be horny af and gay boys are uwu so kawaii&smexy X3

Basically awkward, confused, hormonal girls in a setting that still puts them through some bullshit for being girls try to become characters from their favorite brand of escapism instead of confronting the real issues directly.
 
the lesbian-in-RL-who-fujos-on-the-internet-exclusively is personally fascinating to me because :powerlevel: as a fukkin nerd myself who's been in internet fandoms and reading fanfiction in general since my tweens :powerlevel: it's been a thing loooong before the transtrending and i never got it. like, there's an entire sect of m/m shippers with female partners who i'd never see ship f/f beyond passing mention at most. all their time and energy would go into m/m.
This is a super weird dynamic I've noticed in real life as well - very online bandom/weeaboo girls who transition (actually take T/have top surgery) who only date other girls doing the same thing while calling themselves gay (a few bisexual). It seems like their actual sexuality is probably bisexual? But they only date other fujos because gay men are obviously not attracted to FtMs and they can't pull a non-insane woman. Very common in cosplay communities as well - odds are good that if you come across a "he/him" or male-ish name on Instagram they're female.

tumblr and its consequences have been a disaster for the human race
 
Plus girls sometimes get told other stupid shit like you're a yucky nasty slut if you have any sex drive (no lie I remember in middle School sex Ed they told us women only have sex to bond emotionally with their partner and have no actual sex drive unlike men), so when they start getting horny like all teens they don't want to be horny as a girl. Girls aren't supposed to get horny and they're gross sluts if they do, however it's perfectly normal for guys to be horny af and gay boys are uwu so kawaii&smexy X3

Basically awkward, confused, hormonal girls in a setting that still puts them through some bullshit for being girls try to become characters from their favorite brand of escapism instead of confronting the real issues directly.
you know, i wonder if the removing-yourself-entirely from the fantasy is one of the reasons that's why there's so many trans mental problems and suicides. the perception they have of it is "revealing their true self" but the real mechanism driving it is "excising their old self".

which can't actually be done, even if you chase your hardest after the fantasy that's as far from who you were as you can conceptualize. you're just pasting over what's there.

kinda sad. also possibly why some mtfs go women from the army/being yoked/other hypermasculine stuff. 🤔
 
oh what a world, where we've gone from the horrid and regressive "if you're a girl you have to like girl things not boy things" to the blessed and progressive "if you like boy things not girl things you have to be a boy."

but yeah, the entirely-removed-from-yourself outlet for exploring sexuality is why i assume it attracts so many teenage girls, so no surprise lesbians can use the framework too.

lmao i remember some fujos back in the day who wrote jpop rpf and there was a scandal where one of the members was implicated to be in a gay sex video and the girls who viewed it were honestly shellshocked at a clip of actual, real manfucking. it was funny.

it's not so much fantasizing about RL men as it is removing yourself from the equation of a fantasy, for some fujos.

edit: and then jamming your clitcock right the fuck back in to become the yaoi if you're a gendertrender, to get us back on topic.

double edit: i just realized these girls are basically the furries of yaoi. putting on a costume in pursuit of living your impossible fantasy. we're rating fursuits, lads.
Lmao. Do you remember any more details about it?
 
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Lmao. Do you remember any more details about it?
uhhh it was pre-strikethrough on LJ fuck i'm old. i think it was the band kat-tun, but that might be because that'a the only jpop band i remember. Kpop Hath Devoured All.

the OP was something of a maven, with some of the most popular fics and a lot of resources just about bands themselves and stuff, (i myself was there for the subbed jdrama hookups) but struck me as pretty young herself from how she interacted with the other young girls. just precocious i think.

she made a post compiling the rumors and evidence on her livejournal and all the girls came there to discuss it because her resource-providing kind of made herself the unofficial leader of the community, and i checked it out because i love me a scandal.

i expected euphoria and frame-by-frame analyses to justify rpf shippers that one of the band was For Real Gay, but none of that. in the comments she and a bunch of other fujos admitted to each other they'd never actually seen gay porn before (remember, the leader had written explicit rpf fics about these guys) and it wasn't like they expected. there was sort of an "oh wow lol" tone to it all that rang more like the lol of that girls-nervously-laughing-as-punctuation than the taking of things lightly.

the whole comment section was subdued and the people speculating over it looking like him were entirely unenthusiastic. at least one of them admitted she was honestly uncomfortable about reality impinging on her fantasy like this, and because it was 2007 there was no pushback.

thinking on it now i wonder if their reaction might have been different if it was two band members just like their yaois instead of with some rando? mainly i was just struck by the hilarity because YOU WRITE GAY PORN, GIRL, THE FUCK YOU MEAN YOU NEVER ACTUALLY BOTHERED TO GO AND LOOK AT TWO MEN FUCKING,

just got reminded of the boxer ceiling compilation. more twitter than tumblr but lord above for the people who think this shit's okay. conversion therapy but Make It Woque
 
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jesus christ. I was scrolling on this page for about ten minutes and then realised I wasn't even a quarter of the way through.
perhaps t'will only be outnumbered when someone makes an equivalent collection of all the transbians scouring for lesbian pussy (cis only, of course, because they get to have genital preferences, strangely enough)

straight people be hateful, i guess.
 
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