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Ruin said:
How many times do we have to say this? Your looks are fine. People avoid you guys because you act like bitter callous assholes. Would you hang out with a bunch of arrogant twats who constantly call you names and insult you?
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Obviously I don't act like this in real life LOL (it's been nearly 2 years since I went outside properly with 'friends').

Let me break down my descent into death.

1. September 2013. I was using Snapchat (by then I was still HyperDeluded™ about my looks and thought I was a 7/10 (fucking LOL)) and was having fun with friends. School had nearly finished and I was going to university next year. I had only been taking frontal pics of my face in dark lighting (this was one of my coping mechanisms because I knew I looked utterly HIDEOUS in bright light. Terrible nerdic colouring, skin, etc), and so decided to do the unspeakable: take a picture of my side profile in bright lighting. So I did it. What I saw was fucking HORRIFIC. I looked... absolutely hideous. Had I really been going through high school looking like... that? Jesus CHRIST. I literally was filled with this intense feeling of dread and utter misery. I literally sat on the bed and nearly began to cry. I started taking hundreds of pics of my face/side profile from various angles trying to find out what was wrong. What... WAS wrong with my face? I didn't really know.

2. Days after. I started researching plastic surgery on Google. It didn't take long to figure out my core problems: Hideously weak chin and giant beak. Oh and to top it all off? I was balding at the RIPE age of 17. How fucking GREAT. So not only did I have a retruded maxilla, mandible, chin, giant beak nose, awful submental region, colouring, etc, I was also rapidly losing hair. In fact, it was the hair that made me most depressed.

3. March 2014. I start University. My hair had gotten worse. I was a solid NW2, with my right temple completely shot. What did I see at university? Beautiful thick heads of hair - NW0 / NW1s, clear tanned skin, nice frames, etc. And there I was. Balding, and HIDEOUS. Just fucking LOL. So I continued to research surgery and ended up finding PuaHATE (the original Sluthate) and quickly delved into an episode of depression about my looks and learned all its lingo etc etc. I ended up dropping out of university as a culmination of various factors - namely, my hideous face.

4. October 2014. I join SH and begin to post. I end up getting addicted to it and learn lots of shit. I begin to really get serious about fixing my face and getting surgery. One night I had a bath. I had a buzzcut earlier, because I couldn't fucking take my SHIT-TIER hairline anymore. Let's just buzz it the fuck down. LOL @ my hairline when I looked in the mirror finally. Just fucking CAGE @ it. I took many photobooth pictures of my face from various angles. I looked so fucking ugly. I couldn't believe the looks I was FORCED with.

--Lots of time passes between here and May, lots of shitposts on SH, etc.

5. May 2015 - My first facial fix. Nasion filler. YAY! My beak nose was fixed. But I was still hideous, obviously.

6. June 2015 - My second facial fix. Genioplasty. YAY! My chin was fixed. But I was still hideous, obviously.

7. August 2015 - Here I am now. Still need submental liposuction, hair transplant, and probably a whole load of other surgeries.

After learning about antinatalism and going through all the depressive episodes over my looks all in 2015, I really have zero energy left with life. Also, I realised I'm heavily introverted, and don't really mind my current lifestyle (rotting in my room and never going outside).
 
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sephcel said:
Obviously I don't act like this in real life LOL (it's been nearly 2 years since I went outside properly with 'friends').

Let me break down my descent into death.

1. September 2013. I was using Snapchat (by then I was still HyperDeluded™ about my looks and thought I was a 7/10 (fucking LOL)) and was having fun with friends. School had nearly finished and I was going to university next year. I had only been taking frontal pics of my face in dark lighting (this was one of my coping mechanisms because I knew I looked utterly HIDEOUS in bright light. Terrible nerdic colouring, skin, etc), and so decided to do the unspeakable: take a picture of my side profile in bright lighting. So I did it. What I saw was fucking HORRIFIC. I looked... absolutely hideous. Had I really been going through high school looking like... that? Jesus CHRIST. I literally was filled with this intense feeling of dread and utter misery. I literally sat on the bed and nearly began to cry. I started taking hundreds of pics of my face/side profile from various angles trying to find out what was wrong. What... WAS wrong with my face? I didn't really know.

2. Days after. I started researching plastic surgery on Google. It didn't take long to figure out my core problems: Hideously weak chin and giant beak. Oh and to top it all off? I was balding at the RIPE age of 17. How fucking GREAT. So not only did I have a retruded maxilla, mandible, chin, giant beak nose, awful submental region, colouring, etc, I was also rapidly losing hair. In fact, it was the hair that made me most depressed.

3. March 2014. I start University. My hair had gotten worse. I was a solid NW2, with my right temple completely shot. What did I see at university? Beautiful thick heads of hair - NW0 / NW1s, clear tanned skin, nice frames, etc. And there I was. Balding, and HIDEOUS. Just fucking LOL. So I continued to research surgery and ended up finding PuaHATE (the original Sluthate) and quickly delved into an episode of depression about my looks and learned all its lingo etc etc. I ended up dropping out of university as a culmination of various factors - namely, my hideous face.

4. October 2014. I join SH and begin to post. I end up getting addicted to it and learn lots of shit. I begin to really get serious about fixing my face and getting surgery. One night I had a bath. I had a buzzcut earlier, because I couldn't fucking take my SHIT-TIER hairline anymore. Let's just buzz it the fuck down. LOL @ my hairline when I looked in the mirror finally. Just fucking CAGE @ it. I took many photobooth pictures of my face from various angles. I looked so fucking ugly. I couldn't believe the looks I was FORCED with.

--Lots of time passes between here and May, lots of shitposts on SH, etc.

5. May 2015 - My first facial fix. Nasion filler. YAY! My beak nose was fixed. But I was still hideous, obviously.

6. June 2015 - My second facial fix. Genioplasty. YAY! My chin was fixed. But I was still hideous, obviously.

7. August 2015 - Here I am now. Still need submental liposuction, hair transplant, and probably a whole load of other surgeries.

After learning about antinatalism and going through all the depressive episodes over my looks all in 2015, I really have zero energy left with life. Also, I realised I'm heavily introverted, and don't really mind my current lifestyle (rotting in my room and never going outside).
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If you're that much of a tard that you'll waste all that time getting these different plastic surgeries, then don't go outside to show yourself off, that's all your fault.
 
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sephcel said:
Obviously I don't act like this in real life LOL (it's been nearly 2 years since I went outside properly with 'friends').

Let me break down my descent into death.

1. September 2013. I was using Snapchat (by then I was still HyperDeluded™ about my looks and thought I was a 7/10 (fucking LOL)) and was having fun with friends. School had nearly finished and I was going to university next year. I had only been taking frontal pics of my face in dark lighting (this was one of my coping mechanisms because I knew I looked utterly HIDEOUS in bright light. Terrible nerdic colouring, skin, etc), and so decided to do the unspeakable: take a picture of my side profile in bright lighting. So I did it. What I saw was fucking HORRIFIC. I looked... absolutely hideous. Had I really been going through high school looking like... that? Jesus CHRIST. I literally was filled with this intense feeling of dread and utter misery. I literally sat on the bed and nearly began to cry. I started taking hundreds of pics of my face/side profile from various angles trying to find out what was wrong. What... WAS wrong with my face? I didn't really know.

2. Days after. I started researching plastic surgery on Google. It didn't take long to figure out my core problems: Hideously weak chin and giant beak. Oh and to top it all off? I was balding at the RIPE age of 17. How fucking GREAT. So not only did I have a retruded maxilla, mandible, chin, giant beak nose, awful submental region, colouring, etc, I was also rapidly losing hair. In fact, it was the hair that made me most depressed.

3. March 2014. I start University. My hair had gotten worse. I was a solid NW2, with my right temple completely shot. What did I see at university? Beautiful thick heads of hair - NW0 / NW1s, clear tanned skin, nice frames, etc. And there I was. Balding, and HIDEOUS. Just fucking LOL. So I continued to research surgery and ended up finding PuaHATE (the original Sluthate) and quickly delved into an episode of depression about my looks and learned all its lingo etc etc. I ended up dropping out of university as a culmination of various factors - namely, my hideous face.

4. October 2014. I join SH and begin to post. I end up getting addicted to it and learn lots of shit. I begin to really get serious about fixing my face and getting surgery. One night I had a bath. I had a buzzcut earlier, because I couldn't fucking take my SHIT-TIER hairline anymore. Let's just buzz it the fuck down. LOL @ my hairline when I looked in the mirror finally. Just fucking CAGE @ it. I took many photobooth pictures of my face from various angles. I looked so fucking ugly. I couldn't believe the looks I was FORCED with.

--Lots of time passes between here and May, lots of shitposts on SH, etc.

5. May 2015 - My first facial fix. Nasion filler. YAY! My beak nose was fixed. But I was still hideous, obviously.

6. June 2015 - My second facial fix. Genioplasty. YAY! My chin was fixed. But I was still hideous, obviously.

7. August 2015 - Here I am now. Still need submental liposuction, hair transplant, and probably a whole load of other surgeries.

After learning about antinatalism and going through all the depressive episodes over my looks all in 2015, I really have zero energy left with life. Also, I realised I'm heavily introverted, and don't really mind my current lifestyle (rotting in my room and never going outside).
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Hey I found Sephons selfie after his surgeries
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Just kill yourself then
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3.) Miserable people can always commit suicide.

Those who say this don’t realize that it’s like getting someone hooked on heroin and saying “well, you can always quit if you want.” Sure, it’s possible, and many people manage to quit (usually after years of suffering), but it’s incredibly difficult. And it still doesn't justify the pain endured leading up to suicide. It's like raping someone and saying "well, you can always go to therapy." Having children means getting someone addicted to life. And like other addictions, no matter how much suffering results, the addict has trouble stopping themselves, whether it's due to the fear of hurting others or the deeply ingrained biological fear of hurting themselves that's stopping them. Once someone is alive they have all sorts of obligations that can make suicide impractical. If would-be parents want to use the “you can always commit suicide” argument to justify imposing life without consent, they should be doing everything they can to make suicide easier and more socially acceptable. Since they're not doing this, their argument is disingenuous and made in bad-faith. It's an easy rationalization for their selfish desire to reproduce.

Additionally, it's not easy to painlessly kill yourself where I live. Secondly, droning on through life is easier than actively killing myself - that takes energy and willpower, which I lack.
 
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sephcel said:
3.) Miserable people can always commit suicide.

Those who say this don’t realize that it’s like getting someone hooked on heroin and saying “well, you can always quit if you want.” Sure, it’s possible, and many people manage to quit (usually after years of suffering), but it’s incredibly difficult. And it still doesn't justify the pain endured leading up to suicide. It's like raping someone and saying "well, you can always go to therapy." Having children means getting someone addicted to life. And like other addictions, no matter how much suffering results, the addict has trouble stopping themselves, whether it's due to the fear of hurting others or the deeply ingrained biological fear of hurting themselves that's stopping them. Once someone is alive they have all sorts of obligations that can make suicide impractical. If would-be parents want to use the “you can always commit suicide” argument to justify imposing life without consent, they should be doing everything they can to make suicide easier and more socially acceptable. Since they're not doing this, their argument is disingenuous and made in bad-faith. It's an easy rationalization for their selfish desire to reproduce.

Additionally, it's not easy to painlessly kill yourself where I live. Secondly, droning on through life is easier than actively killing myself - that takes energy and willpower, which I lack.
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Tldr kill yourself you have no reason to live
 
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sephcel said:
Additionally, it's not easy to painlessly kill yourself where I live. Secondly, droning on through life is easier than actively killing myself - that takes energy and willpower, which I lack.
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You have the energy to bore the fuck out of people who don't care.
 
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