"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

kiwifarmsfan1 said:
Don't pay for it! Use interlibrary loan programs:

Chasing the Rabbit:

Also there are a couple ebook links for free checkout if a qualified institution or local library you belong to is a member, the VLeBooks link in the above linked page on worldcat have hundreds of qualified libraries and universities if your student card or library card is still valid, give it a shot.

While you are at it you can get his second book, Bad Choices make Good Stories:

Bad choices make good stories : my life with autism (Book, 2018) [WorldCat.org]

Get this from a library! Bad choices make good stories : my life with autism. [Dylan Volk; Derek Volk]
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Though it is likely the best stories were left out of that book.
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I don't live in the USA dude
 
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I think Jersh is right about IP2 and creating a board. It's fun to stick your head into occasionally (and the thread here is great for that), but once you get too far you realize you're drowning in shit. The actual IP2alwayswin community might be one of the worst in the entire internet outside of pedo or dogfucker rings.
 
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Mary Magdalene said:
Tired:
Saying null's dick doesn't work

Wired:
Insulting his gardening skills
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You will never be a real gardener. You have no land, you have no skill, you have no plants. You are an autistic man twisted by drugs and the Internet into a crude mockery of an agriculturalist.

All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish peppers behind closed doors.

Farmers are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of practice have allowed farmers to sniff out tards with incredible efficiency. Even plants that you “grow” look uncanny and unnatural to a farmer. Their root structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk farmer home with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your diseased, infected herb garden.

You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
 
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kiwifarmsfan1 said:
There is a copy in the UK and in Australia also the ebook loan programs have many participating institutions outside the USA. While it is unlikely you qualify, I've had occasional luck when I was at some Nordic countries. Do what you can to keep purchases a last resort.
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I think it'd be wiser to pay tenbux for the book on Amazon than booking a ~$600 flight to a country that has a physical copy.

I live in a shithole country where people think reading is for faggots.

Thanks for the suggestion anyway
 
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You will never be a real gardener. You have no land, you have no skill, you have no plants. You are an autistic man twisted by drugs and the Internet into a crude mockery of an agriculturalist.

All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish peppers behind closed doors.

Farmers are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of practice have allowed farmers to sniff out tards with incredible efficiency. Even plants that you “grow” look uncanny and unnatural to a farmer. Their root structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk farmer home with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your diseased, infected herb garden.

You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
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This is Null's fate. This is what he chose.
 
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Wtf dude LMAO.
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Heavy Rainfall2 said:
I think Jersh is right about IP2 and creating a board. It's fun to stick your head into occasionally (and the thread here is great for that), but once you get too far you realize you're drowning in shit. The actual IP2alwayswin community might be one of the worst in the entire internet outside of pedo or dogfucker rings.
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I think at first it will be bad but as time goes on the good ones will stick around and the bad ones will become disinterested and leave or lurk. My concern is it would affect other threads. But that is not likely with how IP2 streamers stick to their own kind.
 
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@Null If your plants aren't big yet (I haven't seen them), you need to start with little pots and transplant as they root bind each size of pot you upgrade to. If you start with a large pot, the plant will grow less efficiently. Also you probably need more like 4-6 bags to get started with 10 banana peppers. They need warm soil, too (a seedling heat mat would help.)

You can buy more bags later as you transplant your ever-growing root plug to bigger pots.

Also, don't touch your plants too much, just water them thoroughly, and then let them dry until you can poke your finger in the soil and feel no dampness before irrigating again. Leave them alone in the sun with some shade in a ventilated/outside spot, and you'll have some banana peppers.
 
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@Null If your plants aren't big yet (I haven't seen them), you need to start with little pots and transplant as they root bind each size of pot you upgrade to. If you start with a large pot, the plant will grow less efficiently. Also you probably need more like 4-6 bags to get started with 10 banana peppers. They need warm soil, too (a seedling heat mat would help.)

You can buy more bags later as you transplant your ever-growing root plug to bigger pots.

Also, don't touch your plants too much, just water them thoroughly, and then let them dry until you can poke your finger in the soil and feel no dampness before irrigating again. Leave them alone in the sun with some shade in a ventilated/outside spot, and you'll have some banana peppers.
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I mean you are pulling the shit off the internet, Just think like a drunken wop with a balcony garden, they would use half the soil suggested and smaller pots and the shit will work out fine.
 
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Berrakh said:
Chaggot got me thinking. It seems like crappy guys insist on brotherhood and fraternal loyalty a lot of the time. They can’t actually earn loyalty and trust on any ethical grounds so they impose a loyalty test on the people around them.
Right? Wrong? Gay?
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Those who can't earn respect impotently demand it instead.

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I mean you are pulling the shit off the internet, Just think like a drunken wop with a balcony garden, they would use half the soil suggested and smaller pots and the shit will work out fine.
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The secret is the concentrated spaghetti wine vapor.
 
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