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You got played girl. It happens to everyone at least once in their lives. Get over it.
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Yep.He really doesn't give a shit
That's not her. That's Dani, the bootleg milkjar's girlfriend.Thanks also this is what she looks like
I only wish he ever felt this way about me. Goddamn what I wouldn't give to have that.That's not her. That's Dani, the bootleg milkjar's girlfriend.
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He's not filming her face at the moment, the Canadian is the brunette with the ponytail.
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You can see her again in @lottalove 's recording.
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Must be romantic to have a boyfriend who doesn't freak out and cover the camera if you are almost in frame.I only wish he ever felt this way about me. Goddamn what I wouldn't give to have that.
don't know why you insist on writing such long posts, this isn't your blog.I'm somewhat in a state of traumatic shock. I actually believe he is head over heels, but what is so insane to me, is how I managed to get that far, be with him and then it all just... goes away. Just one day it's done. It's jarring. Well of course it wasn't all over in one day, it was a slow bleed about a month.
But what is up with life you know? I somehow end up with sv3rige, just to come down violently ill, and it somehow still be the best time and worst time of my life? At the same time?
You guys don't think about this stuff a lot? What it means to be aware or to have conscious control of your reality and stuff? I bring this up because I want to, with every fiber of my being, be in a relationship with sv3rige. I have wanted that for years (not like it matters but it sort of does), and then it all just blows up spectacularly in less than 2 months? How? How is that even possible?
I'm serious guys, should I offer him to stay again? There is some part of me that says he hasn't gone away.
And you don't know the relationship, you only know the Internet and they're not the same. And yeah, why should I ask for your advice then? I'm not sure. I'm too afraid to ask him. I hate rejection but what does it matter anyway? It wouldn't make sense now for him to stay in the united states right? His girlfriend's citizenship is not here either, so he would be bound here and she would have to like... visit or do something like apply to school here or whatever.
Okay I'll message him again.@jasthephysicist please verify your account by posting a kiwi emoji on another platform or by saying the word kiwi on soundcloud, it would be nice to know it's really you so we can give you an honorary orbiter badge.
@Bradlay I also rep'd her and got the same reply that it's necessary to verify her
Edit: also yeah, give juice or gtfo no one cares about your life story you cow
Don't think I'm exaggerating when I say I find you to be truly pathetic. You have this love and admiration for a man with no moral fiber, no self awareness and no real love towards you. You know all this, of course, but that doesn't stop you from coming here to moan and look for advice trying to just get some form attention.I'm somewhat in a state of traumatic shock. I actually believe he is head over heels, but what is so insane to me, is how I managed to get that far, be with him and then it all just... goes away. Just one day it's done. It's jarring. Well of course it wasn't all over in one day, it was a slow bleed about a month.
But what is up with life you know? I somehow end up with sv3rige, just to come down violently ill, and it somehow still be the best time and worst time of my life? At the same time?
You guys don't think about this stuff a lot? What it means to be aware or to have conscious control of your reality and stuff? I bring this up because I want to, with every fiber of my being, be in a relationship with sv3rige. I have wanted that for years (not like it matters but it sort of does), and then it all just blows up spectacularly in less than 2 months? How? How is that even possible?
I'm serious guys, should I offer him to stay again? There is some part of me that says he hasn't gone away.
And you don't know the relationship, you only know the Internet and they're not the same. And yeah, why should I ask for your advice then? I'm not sure. I'm too afraid to ask him. I hate rejection but what does it matter anyway? It wouldn't make sense now for him to stay in the united states right? His girlfriend's citizenship is not here either, so he would be bound here and she would have to like... visit or do something like apply to school here or whatever.
For someone who has a genius IQ, from reading your thoughts on this situation and how you interpret his actions, it's really obvious you completely lack any kind of street smarts when it comes to relationships, or any real knowledge of male nature and behavior. No matter how much you romanticize this heightened fangirl groupie lust and subsequent rejection as some kind of transcendent experience, it's much much more mundane and much more simple than you think.I'm somewhat in a state of traumatic shock. I actually believe he is head over heels, but what is so insane to me, is how I managed to get that far, be with him and then it all just... goes away. Just one day it's done. It's jarring. Well of course it wasn't all over in one day, it was a slow bleed about a month.
But what is up with life you know? I somehow end up with sv3rige, just to come down violently ill, and it somehow still be the best time and worst time of my life? At the same time?
You guys don't think about this stuff a lot? What it means to be aware or to have conscious control of your reality and stuff? I bring this up because I want to, with every fiber of my being, be in a relationship with sv3rige. I have wanted that for years (not like it matters but it sort of does), and then it all just blows up spectacularly in less than 2 months? How? How is that even possible?
I'm serious guys, should I offer him to stay again? There is some part of me that says he hasn't gone away.
And you don't know the relationship, you only know the Internet and they're not the same. And yeah, why should I ask for your advice then? I'm not sure. I'm too afraid to ask him. I hate rejection but what does it matter anyway? It wouldn't make sense now for him to stay in the united states right? His girlfriend's citizenship is not here either, so he would be bound here and she would have to like... visit or do something like apply to school here or whatever.
He speaks in hyperbole in general if you haven't noticed.How many times has he said that "this is my last stream ever" now? J can think of at least 3-4 times.
This is another thing reminding me of Onision saying "this is my last video". Why does he do that? Is it to guilt trip his subs for more money so he could "continue" streaming? I swear every stream is "his last"
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Yeah, I already went through this thought process BEFORE I even contacted him, so... I've already rejected this hypothesis after getting to know him personally. Thanks for your redundancy.For someone who has a genius IQ, from reading your thoughts on this situation and how you interpret his actions, it's really obvious you completely lack any kind of street smarts when it comes to relationships, or any real knowledge of male nature and behavior. No matter how much you romanticize this heightened fangirl groupie lust and subsequent rejection as some kind of transcendent experience, it's much much more mundane and much more simple than you think.
He wants someone young and sexy ( white seems to be his type) Not to be mean but *he's just not into you* because you're neither of these things. Otherwise he wouldnt of broke up with you that easily. He probably didnt love these women (Luna) *because* they are abusive or hard to deal with, he desired them *in spite of* these things -- and he was willing to tolerate the negative traits as long as he did, at least until the women crossed a line that overrode his attraction to them (tasting other men will usually do it) . Why? Because Luna was fine. Let's face it, youth/beauty is power for women, that's what men fall madly in love with (all our other good nonphysical traits are additional justification they use to be in love). The more you have, the further that line is, and the more disrespect you can get away with with men. You couldnt get away with a fraction of that behavior because *he just wasnt that into you.* I dont even think it's because you're black, it's because you arent as cute. Why did he get involved with you in the first place? Men dont say no to free sex and free support they dont have to work for even if it's from a desperate old hag, especially if theyre needing an ego boost and having nothing else going in in the meantime. Once they get a better option they hop on the next one. Which is what gatis did.
There, I saved you some money on useless therapy. I dont think you're going to listen, so I think maybe just hope and pray that the young cuties he pursues reject him and he settles with you out of needing a greencard/fear of not being able to get anyone better to use and abuse . If that happens , you can then lie to yourself and tell yourself it he did it because he realized he loved you this entire time. (im actually rooting for this scenario lol)
Because the real livestreams are on Goatis, where it's an actual thing. sv3rige livestreams are just hanging out. It doesn't have anything to do with the content of the stream but more about aesthetics for the channels.Why is he deleting all of his streams?
I don't think this is you, but if it is, we manifest things, but then we have to hold the light and practice deep gratitude or the manifestation doesn't last. Karma also interferes. I saw something about twin flame, you think Gatis is your twin flame?I'm somewhat in a state of traumatic shock. I actually believe he is head over heels, but what is so insane to me, is how I managed to get that far, be with him and then it all just... goes away. Just one day it's done. It's jarring. Well of course it wasn't all over in one day, it was a slow bleed about a month.
But what is up with life you know? I somehow end up with sv3rige, just to come down violently ill, and it somehow still be the best time and worst time of my life? At the same time?
You guys don't think about this stuff a lot? What it means to be aware or to have conscious control of your reality and stuff? I bring this up because I want to, with every fiber of my being, be in a relationship with sv3rige. I have wanted that for years (not like it matters but it sort of does), and then it all just blows up spectacularly in less than 2 months? How? How is that even possible?
I'm serious guys, should I offer him to stay again? There is some part of me that says he hasn't gone away.
And you don't know the relationship, you only know the Internet and they're not the same. And yeah, why should I ask for your advice then? I'm not sure. I'm too afraid to ask him. I hate rejection but what does it matter anyway? It wouldn't make sense now for him to stay in the united states right? His girlfriend's citizenship is not here either, so he would be bound here and she would have to like... visit or do something like apply to school here or whatever.
This whole thing is so problematic I don't even know where to begin. Who hurt you?For someone who has a genius IQ, from reading your thoughts on this situation and how you interpret his actions, it's really obvious you completely lack any kind of street smarts when it comes to relationships, or any real knowledge of male nature and behavior. No matter how much you romanticize this heightened fangirl groupie lust and subsequent rejection as some kind of transcendent experience, it's much much more mundane and much more simple than you think.
He wants someone young and sexy ( white seems to be his type) Not to be mean but *he's just not into you* because you're neither of these things. Otherwise he wouldnt of broke up with you that easily. He probably didnt love these women (Luna) *because* they are abusive or hard to deal with, he desired them *in spite of* these things -- and he was willing to tolerate the negative traits as long as he did, at least until the women crossed a line that overrode his attraction to them (tasting other men will usually do it) . Why? Because Luna was fine. Let's face it, youth/beauty is power for women, that's what men fall madly in love with (all our other good nonphysical traits are additional justification they use to be in love). The more you have, the further that line is, and the more disrespect you can get away with with men. You couldnt get away with a fraction of that behavior because *he just wasnt that into you.* I dont even think it's because you're black, it's because you arent as cute. Why did he get involved with you in the first place? Men dont say no to free sex and free support they dont have to work for even if it's from a desperate old hag, especially if theyre needing an ego boost and having nothing else going in in the meantime. Once they get a better option they hop on the next one. Which is what gatis did.
There, I saved you some money on useless therapy. I dont think you're going to listen, so I think maybe just hope and pray that the young cuties he pursues reject him and he settles with you out of needing a greencard/fear of not being able to get anyone better to use and abuse . If that happens , you can then lie to yourself and tell yourself it he did it because he realized he loved you this entire time. (im actually rooting for this scenario lol)
It's me. I thought my writing voice was rather distinct but I understand if you're skeptical.I don't think this is you, but if it is, we manifest things, but then we have to hold the light and practice deep gratitude or the manifestation doesn't last. Karma also interferes. I saw something about twin flame, you think Gatis is your twin flame?
When twin flames meet in physical, separation is inevitable and will continue until both parties are healed and ascended.
I personally believe Gatis and Luna are twin flames.
This whole thing is so problematic I don't even know where to begin. Who hurt you?
So let me get this straight, did he not leave you for a young Canadian chick? She looks like a brunette Luna from the clips I've seen (not that face shot of the other guy's girl). I think alot of the things you say are wildy speculatory too, I think you know as much about that guy as we do here on this forum. But hey Prove us wrong in the future and have a livestream with him Lol ! I will look forward to seeing it.He speaks in hyperbole in general if you haven't noticed.
Yeah, I already went through this thought process BEFORE I even contacted him, so... I've already rejected this hypothesis after getting to know him personally. Thanks for your redundancy.
Edit: And you're wildly speculatory with some of the things you say here.
I think twin flames are explained by the quantum entanglement of atoms. I think it's atoms, all I know is I was watching Cosmos one night and Neil Degrasse was explaining how 2 entangled atoms can be on opposite sides of the planet and still communicate with one another!!!It's me. I thought my writing voice was rather distinct but I understand if you're skeptical.
I used to think Luna and Gatis were TFs too, and if you see on my Reddit history I wrote about someone else being my TF. But something happened, I had epiphanies of sorts, and saw that Luna is his karmic relationship pattern.
I don't talk about Twin Flame stuff publically, or at least not on YouTube, because I don't want sv3rige to see that I actually believe in this shit, but in my discoveries about the universe and such, I found Twin Flame which is a type of program in the consciousness and some of us seem to have been downloaded with it.
I sort of can describe what life is like with sv3rige, but I also can't describe it. I want nothing more than for his relationships to work out, I even wanted that for Luna, and even told her I had hopes for her and such but really we'll have to see on that.
I think there is a metaphysical explanation for twin flames and it goes back to time, reincarnation, karma, all of it. And it has nothing to do with morals, but rather with laws of physics, or really they're all connected.
This breakup revealed to me so much. I'm not even in the same realm of existence anymore, I somehow have leveled up.
Edit: Actually, no, I never thought they were TFs. I never thought they should be together even from the beginning of me seeing them. But I didn't know what to call the relationship at the time, I just knew it would end.
It's hard to make claims like this which is why I don't, I just go by intuition.
And may I just say, I was very impressed with that SoundCloud clip, I hate you!!!! I would love to express my anger like that, wow, that's really something and so spiritually healthy!! A gift really, very powerful, Brava!!It's me. I thought my writing voice was rather distinct but I understand if you're skeptical.
I used to think Luna and Gatis were TFs too, and if you see on my Reddit history I wrote about someone else being my TF. But something happened, I had epiphanies of sorts, and saw that Luna is his karmic relationship pattern.
I don't talk about Twin Flame stuff publically, or at least not on YouTube, because I don't want sv3rige to see that I actually believe in this shit, but in my discoveries about the universe and such, I found Twin Flame which is a type of program in the consciousness and some of us seem to have been downloaded with it.
I sort of can describe what life is like with sv3rige, but I also can't describe it. I want nothing more than for his relationships to work out, I even wanted that for Luna, and even told her I had hopes for her and such but really we'll have to see on that.
I think there is a metaphysical explanation for twin flames and it goes back to time, reincarnation, karma, all of it. And it has nothing to do with morals, but rather with laws of physics, or really they're all connected.
This breakup revealed to me so much. I'm not even in the same realm of existence anymore, I somehow have leveled up.
Edit: Actually, no, I never thought they were TFs. I never thought they should be together even from the beginning of me seeing them. But I didn't know what to call the relationship at the time, I just knew it would end.
It's hard to make claims like this which is why I don't, I just go by intuition.