Mary, you are not mentally ill, it's a scapegoat you use to excuse your shitty behavior. You are a spoiled, selfish, rage filled little bitch. You weren't abused in your home, you were probably given rules you didn't like, you probably broke those rules. You demean and spread lies about your entire family; Your grandmother wasn't abused, your mom wasn't abused, and you clearly weren't. Your grandmother coddled your petulant ass, and lead you to believe that everyone owed you something. YOU ARE OWED NOTHING!
The idea you are gonna explain something to someone is laughable, you have a sophomoric understanding of things and you try to speak from a position way beyond your limited knowledge. That puts you in a very bad spot, it's sort of a spencer/sargon thing, you aren't nearly as smart as you think you are.
If i were the type to want you to get better; I'd suggest you turn off the internet for a bit, or at least stop putting stuff out on the internet. Play your pirated games, watch your shit public domain movies, and just leave this part of the internet behind. Or at the very least, start taking some fucking blame in every single issue that comes up in your life. You are always looking to blame other folks, but YOU cut up your ebt paperwork, YOU cut your hair off in a fit of rage, YOU seem to want to antagonize folks but you claim you are getting bullied.
But, please don't listen to this, don't take any responsibility, keep blaming others, keep daring people to fuck with you, keep weeping and making sad videos when they take you up on your threats, keep blaming everything but yourself. Keep making these sad weepy and angry and defiant videos..
