@Rin You're really salty about that whole dick pic thing aren't you?
@autisticdragonkin All of that is patently untrue and you should be ashamed of yourself.
I went on the EDF and I have to say, I was shocked. I had no idea there were so many emotionally damaged people, so vested in bullying people on the internet. It's like they are prepared to spend their entire life wasting away, "mocking" people that they perceive as being losers.
I have something that I have to tell you guys.
Bullying is something that is very close to my heart. I experienced it first when I was a child. When I was about 7 to 12 years old, I became overweight, and I got made fun of very often. I often wore baggy sweaters to hide my body. Kids called me names and made feel even worse about myself than I already did. I would often go home from school crying to my parents. Did the other kids think that I didn't know that I was fat? I didn't need to be told it. It made me so sad.
But I had my art. I always dreamed of becoming a model or singer. But that seemed so far away. I was chubby, and my voice sucked. Well I changed one of those things. I still have no confidence in singing, but I went to the gym and ate healthier and I lost weight. Now I didn't become anorexic or do any extreme dieting at all as some of you may be thinking. I just ate healthier with portion control and I didn't binge on junk food late at night as I usually did, and I worked out regularly. It took me time, It was about six months to lose it. But I made a lifestyle choice, a change in diet, in my mind, and exercise. That stuck with me until this day, keeping me feeling good and my metabolism fast. I won't go into details on how I did it, maybe I'll write a blog later if you want.
After I lost weight, I got my grandma to take me to modeling agencies. After a few no's because I was too short, one finally said yes. It's important to have people who encourage and support you. My grandmother always encouraged me to dream big, and be creative. My family has always been there for me to take me to every art, dance, modeling lesson, and helped me when I needed it, and picked me up when I was down. Besides your family, friends are also great. It's important to have friends and be that great friend back.
In fact, be kind and friendly to everyone, not just the people you choose to hang out with. I guess what I'm trying to say, is to surround yourself with positive people that inspire you, instead of negativity. And also be that person yourself. Anyways, I shocked myself and got into a modeling agency.
