Lolcow Melinda Leigh Scott & Marshall Castersen - Sue-happy couple. Flat earth conspiracists. Pretending to be Jewish. Believe Kiwi Farms is protected by the Masonic Order. 0-6 on lawsuits. Marshall is dead.

[TamarYaelBatYah]

For example, you claim here that a woman having sex with a man without emotional attachment causes Fluhre narcissitic injury, but this makes no sense as causing narcissistic injury (in addition to not making sense in general) because it neither criticizes Fluhre, Sets a boundary, nor holds him accountable. You seem to think the term merely means "offends."

Incorrect.

A narcissistic injury also occurs when an action done by someone the narcissist deems his/her subordinate challenges a power structure. For example, an employee files a complaint about a boss or a tenant files a complaint about a landlord.

In a Patriarchal World Order male Narcissists have created a social contract with unwritten, but very permanent tenets. One of the tenets of male Narcissism (Patriarchy) is that women have to be emotionally needy creatures that are emotionally dependent on a man. This is part of their assigned role as Codependents in the Patriarchal World Order.

If a woman turns the tables and appears as the one who has sex without emotional attachment (the usual assigned role to men in the Patriarchal World Order) this threatens the power structure because it means women are able of obtaining offspring through a man's semen without his involvement. It also means women are in a role to reject men based on their suitability.

Since men want to maintain exclusive control over women in a Patriarchal structure, they see a woman emotionally detaching as a threat because it means she has control over her life. In Patriarchy, the control and rejection has to be in the hands of men exclusively to maintain their control.

This also stems from a woman's incredible power to create life in her uterus. Her not attaching during sex is a threat to his ability to have control over his future offspring. This threatens male narcissists, a term coined long ago as "uterine envy". If she doesn't attach, they lose control.

On a societal level, any woman who defies any tenant of the Patriarchal World Order is quickly made a Scapegoat so as to "set an example" and reinforce the social contract of Patriarchy. Hence half the comments on KiwiFarms.net about my sexuality and life choices.

What is a catalog of Outdoor Recreation?

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Dang, faster than I thought it might show up here!

Now this brings me to a hilarious facet of many narcissists- they are fixated on the idea that others are envious or covetous of their status or what they have.

This is true about Narcissists. They are envious to their core.

However, there is also the ability to try to observe and detect a Narcissists envy. It becomes like a game of ping pong.

Does she have asthma or something? I've never seen someone need to suck in so much air so often. It makes her look very nervous or like she is desperate. Protip: the word "myriad" is pronounced "me-riad," not "my-riad." Her line about background noise was hilariously ironic as she struggled to be heard over the wind and other random background noise.

I work 80 hours a week. I'm lucky I get any air.

Marshall uses me for convenient childcare when he makes videos. He doesn't even ask, he just disappears into his car or the yard or a parking lot assuming I'm available for him to sit around and make a video. Makes it easy for him to relax since I'm reliable.

But when I make videos I have to cram it in between childrens naps. When you're working under that kind of pressure, you aren't going to be relaxed all the time.

Hey, do you ever watch anime?

No. I don't think I've had time to sit down and watch TV in about 3 months, since I do literally everything for the children myself. I thought 5 children was hard, but now with 6 and the youngest walking everywhere, I've never been so busy in my life!

I think I tried to watch a movie about 3 weeks ago and after the children interrupted me for the 10th time I gave up. Marshall doesn't schedule time where he takes over his own parenting responsibilities so I can have time alone. So it's me always responding to the childrens needs and him asking me for more on top of that.

I really want to watch a movie or some TV one of these days. Maybe when the youngest is older?

When was the last time you admitted you were wrong on this forum in public view?

Search for it, it's on this thread.

 

[Toasty]

Melinda: writes a whole screed about women defying the patriarchy by not needing male involvement for bearing children, and how men are threatened by women not emotionally attaching to them, thus denying them any control over the lives of their offspring.
Also Melinda: bitches about how difficult and tiring it is to raise children alone and rages about the man who she has already emotionally departed from giving her complete control over her offspring.

 

[Baby Yoda]

I've never been so busy in my life!

I think I tried to watch a movie about 3 weeks ago and after the children interrupted me for the 10th time I gave up. Marshall doesn't schedule time where he takes over his own parenting responsibilities so I can have time alone. So it's me always responding to the childrens needs and him asking me for more on top of that.

You were warned that Marshall was going to be a bad father. So this is your fault and you reap what you sow. I love watching women who were SLOOTS and couldnt resist being nutted in, suffer in their older years and then expect sympathy from everyone.

Show shithole btw.

 

[Chariot Of Mara]

“MY AD VIDEOS ARE FUCKING SHITTY BECAUSE I HAVE TO DO THEM IN BETWEEN CHILDREN’S NAPS.” What a victim of motherhood. So sad.

Yeah, whatever the excuse for why you can’t for the life of you create a decent marketing video with all the tips and tricks shoved in your face “because children.” You should probably not be attempting it yourself and instead outsourcing the editing/production- Oh right. You havent got the funds, connections or friends for that. What a shame.

That fivehead glows in the sun. I thought it was a mirror for a minute. Ew.

 

[Baby Yoda]

@TamarYaelBatYah Do you suffer from Irritable Bowel Syndrome? I think I do. At first I thought maybe it was Benzo Belly from taking Lorazepam, then Valium for upwards of a decade, but Ive been off it for 3 months now and still have intermittent constipation and diarrhea.

Any suggestions to NOT wake up and feel like your tum is going to explode?
Another question I have: Would it turn you on if someone put you on all fours and latched onto your butthole and suction cupped their lips to it while simultaneously fucking your shitter with their tongueholio?

 

[Anonymus Fluhre]

Incorrect.

A narcissistic injury also occurs when an action done by someone the narcissist deems his/her subordinate challenges a power structure. For example, an employee files a complaint about a boss or a tenant files a complaint about a landlord.

In a Patriarchal World Order male Narcissists have created a social contract with unwritten, but very permanent tenets. One of the tenets of male Narcissism (Patriarchy) is that women have to be emotionally needy creatures that are emotionally dependent on a man. This is part of their assigned role as Codependents in the Patriarchal World Order.

If a woman turns the tables and appears as the one who has sex without emotional attachment (the usual assigned role to men in the Patriarchal World Order) this threatens the power structure because it means women are able of obtaining offspring through a man's semen without his involvement. It also means women are in a role to reject men based on their suitability.

Since men want to maintain exclusive control over women in a Patriarchal structure, they see a woman emotionally detaching as a threat because it means she has control over her life. In Patriarchy, the control and rejection has to be in the hands of men exclusively to maintain their control.

This also stems from a woman's incredible power to create life in her uterus. Her not attaching during sex is a threat to his ability to have control over his future offspring. This threatens male narcissists, a term coined long ago as "uterine envy". If she doesn't attach, they lose control.

On a societal level, any woman who defies any tenant of the Patriarchal World Order is quickly made a Scapegoat so as to "set an example" and reinforce the social contract of Patriarchy. Hence half the comments on KiwiFarms.net about my sexuality and life choices.

No, @LoverofPi is correct. Face it, you're using terms you don't understand like always.

Even when it was just me looking after my kids I had time to do whatever I wanted. Unless your kids are spastics who need to be on ADHD medication you don't need to supervise them 24/7.

 

[Skeletor]

I really want to watch a movie or some TV one of these days. Maybe when the youngest is older?

You should watch Cowboy Bebop.

 

[Spergichu]

You should watch Cowboy Bebop.

I think Boku no Pico is more up her alley.

 

[White Baby]

In a Patriarchal World Order male Narcissists have created a social contract with unwritten, but very permanent tenets. One of the tenets of male Narcissism (Patriarchy) is that women have to be emotionally needy creatures that are emotionally dependent on a man. This is part of their assigned role as Codependents in the Patriarchal World Order.

The way you capitalize nouns for no good reason is incredibly annoying. If you ever manage to go back to college you're going to fail on that point alone.

Marshall uses me for convenient childcare when he makes videos. He doesn't even ask, he just disappears into his car or the yard or a parking lot assuming I'm available for him to sit around and make a video. Makes it easy for him to relax since I'm reliable.

Remind me why Toasty and I are supposed to be falling all over ourselves for this useless sack of shit?

 

[Deadpool]

What is a catalog of Outdoor Recreation?

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Fat, ugly, and stupid. The trifecta of fail.

 

[Dyn]

No, you've repeatedly said that, but you've misunderstood and misused all the terms, including many times in the post I am replying to alone.


For example, you claim here that a woman having sex with a man without emotional attachment causes Fluhre narcissitic injury, but this makes no sense as causing narcissistic injury (in addition to not making sense in general) because it neither criticizes Fluhre, Sets a boundary, nor holds him accountable. You seem to think the term merely means "offends."


This is a blatant lie. Or even if it's not you've clearly learned nothing.


Not a cult. Not narcissistic abuse.


Not related to the topic at hand but this is not a real phrase.


Also an Aside, but it always makes me laugh when you just straight up admit to feelings of grandiosity.


You have said this several times, but you continue to betray it as false by your words and actions.


Anyways, back to using terms wrong. Narcissistic Narrative is a literary concept about self referential literature. Nartcissists try and control the narrative, but this has to do with a reframing of shared history, not with things like concluding you don't know what love is.


Now this brings me to a hilarious facet of many narcissists- they are fixated on the idea that others are envious or covetous of their status or what they have.

Now for a Lark, allow me to say Mel that even though I am speaking and responding to you, I am not speaking to you. None of this is said to convince you- you know it's all true already, deep down- but to convince my audience of what I say. You can object, say there's no evidence, etc. all you like but it doesn't matter, because the people I am actually speaking to will recognize the evidence presented, -your own posts included- and can double check what I say for themselves.

Bro look at yourself. You're breaking up a post by a schizophrenic retard into nine parts so you can thoroughly rebut it all. You're like if a literal chimpanzee had high-functioning autism.

I vaguely remember you posting walls of text at Melinda that look exactly like this from months ago so I looked at your post history to see how long you've been having a feces-throwing chimpanzee fight with her and I see all your posts in Pamela Swain's thread, where you're having a completely separate, feces-throwing chimpanzee fight with a completely different brokebrained schizophrenic woman. I click eight pages of replies back and I see nothing but posts arguing with Melinda, Pamela, and now also Brat Watson, another completely brokebrained retarded schizophrenic you're having a feces-throwing chimpanzee fight with. I click 'see older replies' and click back another eight pages and the only thing that changes is you're also having a feces-throwing chimpanzee fight with another completely retarded schizophrenic called Naru. It continues on like this for 3,500 posts.

This is insane. This is disturbing and insane. You are acting like an insane person.

What is actually wrong with you that you've been arguing with retarded mental people for literally years? You've been breaking up their insane, retarded word salad into bite sized chunks and then smugly rebutting it like a fart-sniffing redditeur for literally years. These are not debate partners, they are extremely mentally ill people who are so fucking stupid they're borderline retarded, and you've been debating them like a smug autistic nerd for years.

I'm not even trying to be a dick to you, I actually want you to explain to me why you're doing this and what you get out of it.

 

[TamarYaelBatYah]

Melinda: writes a whole screed about women defying the patriarchy by not needing male involvement for bearing children, and how men are threatened by women not emotionally attaching to them, thus denying them any control over the lives of their offspring.
Also Melinda: bitches about how difficult and tiring it is to raise children alone and rages about the man who she has already emotionally departed from giving her complete control over her offspring.

There's no contradiction. I might be overwhelmed at times, but this doesn't exclusively mean that it's only because my male partner doesn't always pull his fair share at home.

Women with mothers, grandmothers and sisters who help them raise their children might actually be able to defy Patriarchy. I have no mother to help me raise children, for one. I also am hesistant to hire help because of my past experience with hiring employees.

I also think it's completely feasible for a woman to have a "fuck it, I can do it by myself!" attitude while also expressing anger at the disappointment, frustration and anger toward a spouse or ex who created an "ideally should, but doesn't" situation. This is good for women, because this means they have more ability to live life on their own terms: "Shape up or ship out!"

Fat, ugly, and stupid. The trifecta of fail.

I'm completely happy that you are in no way sexually attracted to me.

No, @LoverofPi is correct. Face it, you're using terms you don't understand like always.

I'll just have to disagree here. I not only studied narcissism for the last 9 years, but I actually have a context in which to set it (being raised in a narcissistic family circle, being a Scapegoat, etc), so my learning took hold faster and with more ease. It's one thing to read about something, it's another to live it, and again, it's another thing to both live it and read about it.

"Experience without theory is blind, but theory without experience is mere intellectual play" --Immanuel Kant

@TamarYaelBatYah Do you suffer from Irritable Bowel Syndrome? I think I do. At first I thought maybe it was Benzo Belly from taking Lorazepam, then Valium for upwards of a decade, but Ive been off it for 3 months now and still have intermittent constipation and diarrhea.

Any suggestions to NOT wake up and feel like your tum is going to explode?
Another question I have: Would it turn you on if someone put you on all fours and latched onto your butthole and suction cupped their lips to it while simultaneously fucking your shitter with their tongueholio?

No, I get horrible migraines instead. I've been trying to take control of them this past year.

“MY AD VIDEOS ARE FUCKING SHITTY BECAUSE I HAVE TO DO THEM IN BETWEEN CHILDREN’S NAPS.” What a victim of motherhood. So sad.

Yeah, whatever the excuse for why you can’t for the life of you create a decent marketing video with all the tips and tricks shoved in your face “because children.” You should probably not be attempting it yourself and instead outsourcing the editing/production- Oh right. You havent got the funds, connections or friends for that. What a shame.

That fivehead glows in the sun. I thought it was a mirror for a minute. Ew.

Take a break and go masturbate, and then come back. You are seriously uptight and hyper-critical. When was the last time you had a good fucking session just to get that all out of you?

 

[Anonymus Fluhre]

I'll just have to disagree here. I not only studied narcissism for the last 9 years, but I actually have a context in which to set it (being raised in a narcissistic family circle, being a Scapegoat, etc), so my learning took hold faster and with more ease. It's one thing to read about something, it's another to live it, and again, it's another thing to both live it and read about it.

"Experience without theory is blind, but theory without experience is mere intellectual play" --Immanuel Kant

You've studied shit all. If you did, you wouldn't be constantly wrong.

 

[Toasty]

Women with mothers, grandmothers and sisters who help them raise their children might actually be able to defy Patriarchy. I have no mother to help me raise children, for one. I also am hesistant to hire help because of my past experience with hiring employees.

Makes you wonder why she doesn't have any female friends who can fulfill these roles in her life. Many people have had to find family connection in their community and friends after the death or estrangement of their biological family. It's pretty obvious why she doesn't have any of these connections, but does she know?

 

[White Baby]

I'm not even trying to be a dick to you, I actually want you to explain to me why you're doing this and what you get out of it.

Why not?

Women with mothers, grandmothers and sisters who help them raise their children might actually be able to defy Patriarchy. I have no mother to help me raise children, for one. I also am hesistant to hire help because of my past experience with hiring employees.

Do you not know any local women who might be able to help out? You've often talked about other Messianic and Netzarim friends that you have, but they don't seem to give you any help in the areas you need it most (see: you've ended up living with Marshall again after that huge road trip you took earlier this year). Not very good friends, I must say.

 

[Chariot Of Mara]

There's no contradiction. I might be overwhelmed at times, but this doesn't exclusively mean that it's only because my male partner doesn't always pull his fair share at home.

Women with mothers, grandmothers and sisters who help them raise their children might actually be able to defy Patriarchy. I have no mother to help me raise children, for one. I also am hesistant to hire help because of my past experience with hiring employees.

I also think it's completely feasible for a woman to have a "fuck it, I can do it by myself!" attitude while also expressing anger at the disappointment, frustration and anger toward a spouse or ex who created an "ideally should, but doesn't" situation. This is good for women, because this means they have more ability to live life on their own terms: "Shape up or ship out!"



I'm completely happy that you are in no way sexually attracted to me.




I'll just have to disagree here. I not only studied narcissism for the last 9 years, but I actually have a context in which to set it (being raised in a narcissistic family circle, being a Scapegoat, etc), so my learning took hold faster and with more ease. It's one thing to read about something, it's another to live it, and again, it's another thing to both live it and read about it.

"Experience without theory is blind, but theory without experience is mere intellectual play" --Immanuel Kant




No, I get horrible migraines instead. I've been trying to take control of them this past year.




Take a break and go masturbate, and then come back. You are seriously uptight and hyper-critical. When was the last time you had a good fucking session just to get that all out of you?

Your answer to everything really is “get laid.” Sorry hun. I’m not uptight or hyper critical. You just have no marketing skills or creativity to praise while making videos meant to sell your product. Which yknow. Means the advertising should be pleasant and informative, not baby’s first home movie. Sucks to suck.

Though, thinking it over a bit. Why not. @Toasty C’mere, babe. Melinda wants a porn focused on the female form since she’s not getting any herself.

 

[Toasty]

Your answer to everything really is “get laid.” Sorry hun. I’m not uptight or hyper critical. You just have no marketing skills or creativity to praise while making videos meant to sell your product. Which yknow. Means the advertising should be pleasant and informative, not baby’s first home movie. Sucks to suck.

Though, thinking it over a bit. Why not. @Toasty C’mere, babe. Melinda wants a porn focused on the female form since she’s not getting any herself.

My body is ready. Gently open me like a flower to the sun and we shall make beautiful rain together

 

[Deadpool]

I'm completely happy that you are in no way sexually attracted to me.

I've made this clear for a thousand pages now. I know you're lying though, you've thirsted after me the entire time you've been here.

 

[TamarYaelBatYah]

I've made this clear for a thousand pages now. I know you're lying though, you've thirsted after me the entire time you've been here.

I have 6 children and I'm super busy, the last thing I need is a baby daddy!

My body is ready. Gently open me like a flower to the sun and we shall make beautiful rain together

Or in your case, anal sex that is more like a goopy mudslide

Do you not know any local women who might be able to help out? You've often talked about other Messianic and Netzarim friends that you have, but they don't seem to give you any help in the areas you need it most (see: you've ended up living with Marshall again after that huge road trip you took earlier this year). Not very good friends, I must say.

They're good people. Everyone is just pregnant all the time! Well, them or their animals. Hard to help each other, there just isn't enough elder women in the movement to help child bearing women.

The Netzarim movement is very small (less than 500 people spread out in the US, a few in other countries) and most Messianics don't accept me because I don't believe in Paul. One actually tried to hit me in the head with my own rolling pin one time! Another messianic lady called me a "slut" on an anonymous profile to try to damage my reputation. I knew it was her because she gave away details of misinformation I gave away in a private conversation in the thread. When I confronted her about it, she tried to lie until I showed her some evidence and then I told her that I was no longer willing to allow her in my life.

Others of them don't like me because I'm anti-Polygyny. 75% of men and women in the Messianic - according to my observation - are Messianic because they want to justify extra-marital affairs or Polygyny in their life. Like women who have slept with married men trying to ease their conscience OR married men who want to justify their porn use OR married men who want to be accepted despite their lust for other women other than their wife. I'm in the minority voice, albeit I try to remain respectful in showing them the error of their thinking. It's simpleton thinking really: "he did it, so it must be okay". Recently Marshall made a video about one such Messianic who preached that Polygyny was the way of YHWH, and then Elohim struck the guy blind. There's your sign folks!

Otherwise, I'm actually very accepting of Messianics who use different names for YHWH or Yahushua, or who are someplace else in their spiritual journey, but the same is not given in return often. Messianics are so argumentative! They think I'm a "Jezebel", "wolf", "heretic", you name it. They focus on their emotions instead of facts. Just tell them "Elohim made woman equal to man" and they will ostracize you quickly. I've taken screenshots of it because I hope to incorporate this into my future videos.

This hostility from Messianics has been the inspiration for a lot of my publications and research on gender equality in The Hebrew Bible. I'm hoping to expand to videos of my papers. I want to help take the burden off of many religious women who are narcissistically abused in religious circles due to erroneous religious teachings. So many women are so hungry for the truth!

So far, I think I'm making some positive results. I got a saying circulating with some messianic women: "Genesis 3:16 is a curse, not a command". It's sticking! Praise YHWH!

Makes you wonder why she doesn't have any female friends who can fulfill these roles in her life. Many people have had to find family connection in their community and friends after the death or estrangement of their biological family. It's pretty obvious why she doesn't have any of these connections, but does she know?

I don't think it's obvious to you. Most of my peers that I stay in touch with have just as many children as I do, or they have a bunch of animals on their homestead. I hired a friend before to watch the children but when she became pregnant it was too much for her, understandbly.

Everyone's pregnant all the time! lol

 

[White Baby]

One actually tried to hit me in the head with my own rolling pin one time! Another messianic lady called me a "slut" on an anonymous profile to try to damage my reputation.

Hilarious if true.

75% of men and women in the Messianic - according to my observation - are Messianic because they want to justify extra-marital affairs or Polygyny in their life.

This pains me to admit but this is just a general problem in the wider Christian and Hebrew Roots/Messianic community tbh. Not that it excuses your nonsense.

Otherwise, I'm actually very accepting of Messianics who use different names for YHWH or Yahushua, or who are someplace else in their spiritual journey, but the same is not given in return often.

Which is why you've repeatedly called me a Christian and accused me of mimicking you because I use most of His names interchangeably? I feel so accepted right now.