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My birthday is also coming up so hopefully doing something fun and going on a day trip will help.
Happy early birthday.
I thought her avatar and username was an Alex Jones reference.
They still are.
If you're looking for someone to treat you nicely I'd still not suggest looking for a waifu or a husbando, as they are not a person. They are a character who cannot actually interact with you. They are free to do whatever they want but if they've poked their nose into the waifuist thread for a moment they'd quickly see the pattern that doing so just makes for growing delusions and a lost grip on reality.
I have but I just don’t know how to balance that with reality. It’s the comfort aspect that I like.
 
lol, @Vingle time to find the final solution.

The only reason I don't like Faggytoads's vents is because like most depressives, she lives in her own world obsessed about her emotions and cannot relate to other people. She never asks how are we in this thread. And doesn't even give sticker when she's answered (very rude, we KFers live off of stickers). It's all what it all means to her because she can't escape her self-involved reality.

And see, we cranked her up too much and now she's somehow talking to her father in a KF thread, but as a silver lining, at least her grammar is a bit better.
More than that, she doesn't address the advice she's given.

Like I said at some point, she's an angsty child, and that's her main problem, above all the other real ones she may have.
 
It is both cringe to be bad at things, especially at art (i mean it's a premier lolcow trait) and being bad at things when you are old. Hard to excuse myself to others.
I know that feeling, but in the words from the resource I used to learn "first you need to come to terms with the fact how much you suck". Otherwise it's vey easy to drop it. Good luck.

@verygayFrogs, look, I understand you have it rough with your family, but these forums aren't the best place for mental breakdowns. Calm down, please.
 
Today was rough both at home and at work, but I'm overall pretty content with things as of late. I've recovered from whatever mental thing was affecting me the months prior and have renewed focus on what matters most. I also had a laugh thinking about the farms. I use them to find cat photos, music, health advice, and to learn how other people in the world are doing. Kinda the opposite of our reputation lol.

On a side note: I hope you find something to reinvigorate yourself frogs. Maybe an activity or skill brought you joy. Might be worth trying it again and seeing if it makes you feel anything. Either way I wish you luck in getting past the feels.
 
I have a shitty personality for wanting to be left the fuck alone dad because of how I speak to you? I guess the apple doesn’t fall far from the fucking tree then. You pick on our most insecure bits and then call us snowflakes for not handling it? And then when I tell you I don’t want to have anything to do with religion when I was younger, you basically go out of your way to bring it up and even buy me A FUCKING CHILDREN’S BIBLE AND SAY MY FUCKING DEPRESSION IS CAUSED BY NOT BEING RELIGIOUS ENOUGH!? Wtf is with my family anymore.
Maybe the waifuists are right, with a 2d character you won’t be fucking mocked for standing up for yourself and will have your fucking boundaries respected.
Call your fucking dad or something he certainly doesn't post here.
 
Who are they, she's not a troon.

"Words on the internet really hurts me.". Guess what, turn off the internet.

That's the point, sometimes you don't want any interaction.
I don't know why you're being super defensive over all of this it's very odd.

They is GayFrogs since they've decided to Powerlevel about their family issues here in the thread, trannies didn't invent the word or its use in identifying someone. It will continue to be used well after the entire gaggle of them are a discussion point about 2020s bullshit.

The rest I'm not even sure what the hell you're saying.
 
Had surgery for suspected melanoma and the doctors cut out a lot more skin than I expected. I'm full of stitches and can barely sleep because of the discomfort. I won't say "pain" because it isn't that bad, but it's hard to find a comfortable position to sleep in, and they told me I need to be careful about breaking the sutures. I look like fucking Frankenstein's monster in the mirror when I change the dressings, lol.

But it's good, they told me that unless it turns out to be super malignant, whatever it was is gone now. In a few weeks there'll only be scars left.
 
Didn't you get advice on how to make the scars lesser? Like, putting on some ointment or something?
No, the important thing now is to keep them under wraps and just let them heal. Once they remove the stitches I imagine they can give me some follow ups. Avoiding sunlight for some time was mentioned, but I'm obviously supposed to that anyway.
 
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I left the city last Saturday, took a day trip to a car show. There was well over 1,000 people there mingling, having a good time, maskless! Reminded me of life a couple years ago. I got back into the city the next day and went to the grocery store to be met with the stockholm syndrome fucks affraid of their own shadow. . It felt like I went through some kind of wormhole. I gotta get out of this god-forsaken city.
I went to Fort Worth yesterday. I was told to put on a mask and sanitize my hands. I had no idea people were still at it with this silliness.

I've reached a point in my life where I don't really garner any enjoyment out of anything, aside from laughing at idiots on here. Working and sleeping is all I really do anymore, can't find it inside of me to do much else.
You should make sure to also eat and shit. Otherwise, hey. Doing stuff is gay anyway.
Bible is an important cultural artifact, whether you believe those stories or not. Give it a read if you have it, will make your rejection of it more rational and less emotional.
The Iliad is an important cultural artifact, but if I were depressed and my Padre told me, "you just need to read the part where Achilles judges games," I'd also take it poorly.

Some of the jobs I've been offered are a couple months in length and one of them is temp-to-perm. I can't get off unless it's on medical leave and the union's pretty nosy about that.

Even the worst jobs I've had would give you time off if you said you needed it. Or do you mean that's the only way to get paid time off? That's still shitty; I thought unions were supposed to help workers.
 
right?
Starting a new job soon though, but other than that... Ah well. It's an excuse to get mildly drunk if nothing else
I am around that age and I do need to reboot my life. I can say that I have the wisdom, but no capital. My brain certainly needs to get used to being creative and open again.

At least it is a good excuse for a drink or two.
 
@verygayFrogs, look, I understand you have it rough with your family, but these forums aren't the best place for mental breakdowns. Calm down, please
I’m trying but with a family that will take his side, no friends and a therapy session always about 2 weeks away, it’s rough and I can’t calm down anymore. I’ve had enough of bottling it up. I just can’t express it the way I want because family is the only thing I have left aside from this forum.
 
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