Gross Luna Slater / funeral1996 / rotten2thecore1996 / howl1996 / junkhun & Matthew Schumacher / Lurch - Heroin Addict, Discount Courtney Love, fucking grimy

[Yutyrannus]

"I just got raped this morning! I'm gonna go write a poem about it. Here's where you can go read it!" Lmfao does she hear herself???

 

[Loony Tunes]

It’s probably the first time she fucked someone for drugs but can’t openly say it because she’s “sober”

 

[formerfatcow]

The juxtaposition of these two posts, made around the same time. "Aw poor me, I got raped.. no details though" "Yay! I have bleach!"

I think you guys were right about it either being completely fabricated or an attempt at selling herself gone wrong.
She's also happy about getting a pair of reading glasses.

Spoiler: GROSS

Spoiler: other tumblr screenshots

Spoiler: Rape poem

TW RAPE

wrote a poem to try to… cope



I. ten years ago my grandmother rotted to death, slow suicide

grandpa shot himself in the head, we never met

he was a psychiatrist



II. same date, ten years later today

he was a stranger

stranger i’m

violated, used, hurt, scared

dissociation, i freeze

i’m only worth twenty dollars

worthless, asking for it



III. i want to hide, never to be seen by a man again

why did you do it?

why, why, why, why, why?

i was wearing baggy sweatpants and a calvin klein sports bra

i couldn’t recognize his face again if i tried.



IV. my body has been taken away from me

i feel like i’m not even inside my body

i laid in bed, emotionless

i pretenses nothing happened

just continuing to ask myself

why, why, why?



V. i feel shame

emptiness, everything is out of focus

less than ten minutes changed my whole life, my mind, my body

a fucking stranger, why?

my mind repeats the word, unable to stop.



VI. is this karma?

did i deserve this? i did didn’t i?

i don’t even know who i am anymore

i’m diseased and broken into pieces, who in the world would want such a mess of a human?

violated violated violated



VI. why did he hurt me? what did i do?

who even is he?

does he even known what he’s done to me?

did i deserve it?

i deserve hell, i’m already living in it

this feeling, this pain, is hell.



VII. spent the day pretending it never happened

my heart has sunken into my stomach, my heart lives there now

dissociate, pretend youre safe, pretend you’re good

you know you’re dying inside

rinse and repeat.



VIII. why why why why why

why why why why why

why? WHY?

i never wanna be touched again

the person i was died today

thanks to a nameless

person, the stranger.



IX. the feelings inside me, begging to burst

does he even know i’m dying inside? who ARE you?

has my heart really turned black? there’s an emptiness where it was

what am i? so lost

where am i? is my heart still beating?

i feel faint.

i am alone with my thoughts.

my body is no longer mine.

Spoiler: Eating disorder poem

tw esting disorder mention

one more poem tonight



I. is my medication real?

is my disease true?

the consequences are here, and they’re eating my up inside

i don’t feel like silk and lace anymore

i’m hiding from

the mirror, disgusted by my own face.



II. my therapist says she wants to do a trauma treatment on me

does the trauma ever end?

i’m talking to myself again

i think i’m taking sugar pills every morning

my moods fly up and down throughout the day

the rollercoaster i’m unable to escape

where do i go from here?

they say the only way is up but i can’t stop digging the hole deeper.



III. sobriety put me in touch with my emotions

i wish i could hide from them, but that feeling is no longer

i didn’t want to feel, self medication kept me sane

i’m losing it, here they crawl, every demon inside me returning into my crying body



IV. I never meant to hurt you

didn’t ever wanna make you feel bad

projecting my feelings onto you unfairly

i’m sorry for it all

projecting my self hate onto the one person trying to save me from myself

those around me better hide, i’m a fucking disease.



V. i try harder than i ever have, an uphill battle, swimming aimlessly in my pain, my blood

i keep the razor close

i love you thought i promise

but i want to hide when i see my body in the mirror, i disgust myself

inside and out

where did i lose myself to my own mind?



VI. please give it back, i want control

the only thing i can control is what goes into my body

i keep it empty

my stomach growls and begs me to stop

but i deserve the pain, the razor, the cigarettes, the food is my enemy now

why would it matter when i finally die?

they’ll all laugh

everyone is laughing at

you

bad bad bad.



VII. i side me, a demon i don’t recognize

i don’t want anyone to see it but it sometimes sneaks through its prisoned bars

why can’t you stay hidden? go back

to where you came from?

or did i create you myself?

bad bad bad.



VIII. all you do is crush my soul, but i can’t stop digging the hole

all day chugging water and chain smoking newport’s, i never wanna feel full

please don’t leave me behind l, i’m shaking

the world around me erupting my black heart into my stomach, aching



IX. i’m lost in this world that i don’t know, what’s even real anymore?

i live inside this hidden body and it rocks me to the core

sex disgusts me

i beg you all to let me be, rest in peace

within twenty minutes i crave attention again

i wish i knew what happened.



X. self sabotage, losing everyone myself, saying things i don’t mean

things i never wanted to say

maybe it’s the demon taking over? or maybe it’s just the real me

please hide me away, i’ll never feel free

i’m a plague to all around me

i’m sorry, a failed abortion and i know it

i only keep going out of love

i hate to be scared

Also, not from today, but apparently Kelly's leg windows aren't enough to satisfy Luna's cravings for gore-

 

[Jaded Optimist]

I'm sorry, but doesn't this part of the "poem" show that it was prostitution related?

he was a stranger

stranger i’m

violated, used, hurt, scared

dissociation, i freeze

i’m only worth twenty dollars

worthless, asking for it

 

[Bees]

My guess is Lurch gave her the classic suitcase pimp line “baby just try it and if you really don’t want to do it you don’t HAVE to but we really need the cash you know I love you baby I’d never ask you to do this if it wasn’t an emergency” and obviously it’s lurch who didn’t even comfort her.

 

[Jaded Optimist]

My guess is Lurch gave her the classic suitcase pimp line “baby just try it and if you really don’t want to do it you don’t HAVE to but we really need the cash you know I love you baby I’d never ask you to do this if it wasn’t an emergency” and obviously it’s lurch who didn’t even comfort her.

Yeah, I think it's pretty telling she never said anything about her one and only comforting her.

 

[Disgruntled Pupper]

Has she tried calling a social worker?

 

[Windex]

The line about “i am only worth $20” and stating in a prior post that she’d said no - it sounds like she waoffering to provide X as a sex worker for $20, but the John/client/rapist took advantage of them being alone/maybe Lurch being gone, and instead of whatever she’d been offering, he raped her.

Mild powerlevel:

Spoiler

A friend of mine worked a stint in Vice here in Chicago roughly a decade ago, and would share some funny anecdotes (and some depressing shit). Back then, vaginal sex was something like $100 for streetwalking/instant access prostitutes

I am usually a firm resident of the Luna Lies faction, but this seems to have at least some truth woven into it

 

[Mannibal]

Yeah, I think it's pretty telling she never said anything about her one and only comforting her.

She did say one thing about it. "I kept saying no I don't want to do this so I'm thankful for the person who walked in even tho he didn't comfort me at all."

With this line alone I'm getting a pretty grim picture. I think @Bees was right that's probably the kind of line he gave. Probably shortly after the dude went to her room she started saying she didn't want to do this, Lurch probably ignored it until I'm guessing she started really screaming about it and he could no longer pretend he didn't hear it. He goes and kicks the punter out, but makes sure he doesn't comfort Luna at all so she knows she "failed him". When she complained about not being comforted, he told her to be thankful he stopped it at all.

Of course that's all just guess work from following this thread for quite a while and watching shows like SVU. I really hope I'm wrong about this theory because it's depressing as shit, but if I am right about it I hope she actually GTFO for once because it'll only be getting worse if she stays.

 

[Oscar Winner]

Nothing exciting, just some caps from reddit
Drug stuff
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"Sober"
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Rate me autistic if you like, but does she love xanax enough to risk a hookup from another reddit user or some other stranger, only to find they had no xanax, and only had $20? It's not as if Luna is anonymous online, her usernames crossover everywhere.

She can't tell anyone (cops, therapist, hospital etc.) about being raped because she's meant to be sober, and was probably swapping sex. It became rape when she didn't get her end of the deal. Plus, no mention of Lurch, or whatever empty threat he'd make towards some random raping the love of his life (lol). It was probably his idea to call it even and he doesn't care because he got $20 out of it.

 

[tasty humane burger]

I....kinda believe her. Maybe like 60/40? I just think Luna is terminally online and bearing her trauma out on social media is a way to deal with it?

Although like weird she had an apparent old school rape, as we all know these rapes are less common than rapes by people we know. I can see Lurch raping her on the regular tbh but I don't think she's in the headspace to even admit that to herself tbh, if they ever break up that shit will come out.

 

[Loony Tunes]

Well apparently it was only a 5 second rape

 

[Jaded Optimist]

God, she's dumb if she isn't lying. Anyways, nothing interesting, but here's her recent reddit posts.

 

[Zdzislaw Beksinski]

I hope for her sake that she is lying.

Her lifestyle makes one think it likely happened, but the way she has been going about it is just... off. She even had a separate, more "discreet" Tumblr for her """eating disorder""", but her RAPE is publicized on Instagram and her normal Tumblr? Something in the buttermilk ain't clean. Either way, IF it did happen, I hope Luna takes it as her cue to finally get the fuck out of that place and go to her dad's. I notice she hasn't mentioned where exactly this happened, nor who walked in, but I have a feeling she'll fill in even more details later, as she has been doing now ("no fluids exchanged" etc). We'll see in the following days, you know she loves to speak about traumatic or sad events at great length no matter how long ago they happened.

 

[Optavia Sales Rep]

Tinfoil: What if she was selling/swapping herself without Lurch knowing, and when he walked in on her and her John she cried rape?
That would explain his cold shoulder if he didn't believe her bullshit lie about why some rando was in her mother's their apartment.

 

[Loony Tunes]

Tinfoil: What if she was selling/swapping herself without Lurch knowing, and when he walked in on her and her John she cried rape?
That would explain his cold shoulder if he didn't believe her bullshit lie about why some rando was in her mother's their apartment.

I don’t think she’s sell herself unless he made her,.
Now she’s saying it was a black man and isn’t telling because she doesn’t want people looking for a “random minority”.
Okay tuna

 

[Jaded Optimist]

I don’t think she’s sell herself unless he made her,.
Now she’s saying it was a black man and isn’t telling because she doesn’t want people looking for a “random minority”.
Okay tuna

Receipts?

 

[Loony Tunes]

Receipts?

 

[Android raptor]

Yeah I'm gonna assume she's completely making it up as well. Presumably as a way to get people questioning her sobriety off her back.

If there is any truth to her claims I'm gonna assume it was either something much more minor (like she got catcalled or groped) or it's like other posters suggested and she was hooking or Lurch was involved.

 

[Little Dark Age]

Luna is a liar, but she's also a stupid female junkie who lives in a squat and makes shitty porn. Of course she gets involved in shady situations, and it would be a miracle if she was never raped. The way she posts about it (in-between art & consoom posting) doesn't surprise me at all either; even normies react to shit like this in bizarre and mystifying ways.

But if she was assaulted, what I don't buy is that it it was a total stranger, and that she wasn't up to anything else. I think all that stuff is posted for the benefit of Lurch. My money is on Luna thinking she could give some guy a handy or whatever for a $20, then he wanted her to get naked/partially naked, and then he forced himself on her. That's where (paraphrasing) "I'm only worth $20" and "I said I don't want to do this" comes in.

Luna doesn't have to be out street walking or make a concrete decision to be a hooker for something like this to happen. Vulnerable young women (and just one look tells you her brains are scrambled) get propositioned with that kind of shit all the time. I think some sleazeball propositioned her, it sounded like an easy $20, he forced himself on her, and either Lurch knew she was doing it and stepped in or he caught her at it.