Looks like the Octopath Traveller Ophilia Solo speedrun dream is over already. Didn't even finish the game and begin the routing process. Narco can't even stick to a side project speedrun until October when Metroid Dread is released. Someone asked if she had played Super Metroid, implying it might be fun to play to tide them over - the reply was just 'no'. Like, why would it even hurt to give it a try? Emus and roms are all over the net. Narcissa once again, who had said recently, she can not commit to things, and things are too much effort.
Obviously depressed, but instead of going to the drs for help - easier to get high on drugs on stream. And go into a cycle of feeling worse. Like Dgurl asked and suggested, narci needs to get out of the house and do something. Narci said one of her nicest thing to do these days is eat nice meals. So, we know why she has more meat on her bones, Comfort eating. Also doesn't do Soylant as much now because she claimed it is bad for her system. Yeah well, living on it would be bad. I don't think they are designed to be drank 24/7. Just supplementary.
People offered advice to try help her out of her hole, and she said no to everything, and even that, without reading the advice, it is a no. Ok then Narcissa, enjoy your life of being down in the dumps and not attempting ANYTHING at all. Obviously needs professional help, but even without that - doesn't even try to do anything to help herself.
Webcam gone. Mic gone, Wants to stop streaming again. Nothing changed. All she had to do now she had returned was put effort into a game, or even just stream games and chat in a nice way to encourage viewers to stay (doesn't mean put on an act - just be nice and stop moaning about feeling weird on cam). Seems like there is actually NO HOPE for them. Narci said even if she stops streaming it will be the same. Depressed and bored. Well, heres an idea...GET OUT OF THE HOUSE!!