I've been absent from the forum for a few days thanks to the DDOS attacks on the 'farms and irl busy-stuff, which is just as well because it has given me some time to process this steaming shitshow our fat friend has been providing this week.
After said processing, here is my hot take, which could well be off base, but considering what a lying sack of shit we have to work with, it is the best I can do.
First, like everyone else, I do feel vindicated that she admitted to "cocaine" use. It was clear to anyone with eyes and a brain that she wasn't merely mellowing out on gummies. At least we can be sure of this much, And it came as no surprise to anyone here that she and Nader are still transacting; that's pretty clear too.
As for everything else, we have the usual mix of lies, omissions, empty boasts, tall tales, retardation, and mental illness. So, we can be sure of nothing at all. However, in my mind, here is what I think is going on. I acknowledge that all of this might be wrong.
1. I do not believe she is "addicted" to coke. She might think she is, but I am fairly sure she knows she isn't. I am not entirely convinced she is claiming so for views; that requires a certain amount of cynical intelligence (on par with, say, an IQ of 95) which I am not sure she has. However, I don't discount it because of my next speculation.
2. She is growing very concerned about money, To me, this seems pretty clear as well. The giveaway was "I don't want to be a homeless drug addict", which was typical Chantal guilt-tripping the audience into giving her money and not cancelling their memberships. This also would explain the constant livestreaming, even for ten minutes of putting on makeup, It also explains why she is leaving comments unmoderated and restored her like/dislike ratio (which confirms that 75%-90% of her viewers hate her, which we also already knew). Somebody whispered in her ear that "engagement" means more money for her (although I am not sure that it is necessarily true, in her case)
3. Is it meth or coke, and would she know the difference? There is no way she would know the difference, I believe. Meth seems more likely due to location and demographics. The only thing missing is the psychosis and abject paranoia that often accompanies such usage, but she is still new at it and her doses seem relatively small, so it may take awhile for that to occur (boy will it be entertaining if it does). On the other hand, she could indeed be using coke that has been cut and diluted to 10% potency. Her claim that she is spending double the price for pure shit was hilarious.
4. Did Shannon blow? I don't think so; she was in yesterday's chat.
5. Peetz seems to have had no idea of what his gaseous shitbag of a friend has been up to, and he is too dumb for it to register. Whatever ultimately happens, she will have no qualms about leaving him in some precarious lurch along with the cats. Wherever she lives next, I give the cats about a 25% likelihood of moving with her.
6. It seems that Ozempic is not the weightloss miracle drug she claims it to be. She has taken it only sporadically, forgetting doses and not getting prompt refills. It's the drugz that are responsible, and her fear of returning to 400 pounds will keep her on them for the time being.
7. She is far too giddy and happy for someone in the throes of drug addiction, which makes her face even more punchable than usual.
8. While some of her dingbat followers are abandoning ship, not many are. Indeed her superchats are way up since she admitted being on drugz, and her subscriber 'count, always a roller coaster, is on the upswing.
This three day break I've had has given me enough time to wonder if I really want to go on with all this myself. It does grow very tiresome to keep up with all her lies, and I sure as fuck don't have ten free hours a day to devote to her livestreams. However, I am definitely the type who has to know the ending of any story I see, so I guess I will be here until one of us dies first. But she sure does defy engagement; I have come to rely on the 'farms for summaries and even have resorted to watching some of the less-obnoxious reaction channels for edited down versions of her livestreams. It sure was a lot easier when we were handed a 20-minute slice of stupidity every day that we could break down and analyze, Now that she puts her whole pointless, empty life online in real time, it feels a lot more like work than fun to keep up with her. Yet, the expectation that something has to catch up to her soon and wipe the smirk off her face means I have to keep up with her. I don't wanna miss it when it comes.