I can't help but feel sympathetic to this schizoid. Byuu very clearly went through a mental decline throughout 2020 after he posted here and became inreasingly erratic. Whether it's a narcissistic machiavellian gay op or not, the pure desperation and sadness just gives me the impression they were in a deeply unstable, unreasonable and hopeless place when they wrote those emails. Nothing about it was defensible but I still feel for the guy.
It's not clear if the emudev dox he brought up in his emails with Null happened before or after then, but I think the friends he lost from that might have been the start of the spiral. He'd tweet shit like
this and I think it's about that rando anon on emugen. Those people might have been the only human connections he ever had beside his husband. He had melodramatic DFE sprees in the past and lied about retiring, but the fatalistic tone to some of the shit he wrote in the latter half of last year was different. He seemed so hopeful that he had made progress when he posted here.
Byuu most likely is not dead but he clearly has waited too long to have deniability about him being complicit in this. What a waste of somebody who was good at what they did.