Trainwreck Venus Palermo / VenusAngelic - Victim of Narcissism

She said she once went out while high on xanax and alcohol and got grabbed and punched by three men. She screamed until a police car appeared. She concluded that she shouldn't have gone out drunk.

Could be an explanation for her black eye some months ago.

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I used to follow the Margo thread pretty closely, and was excited to see Venus escaping her batshit mom and reclaiming her life. Checking in on this thread after a few years of not keeping up with either of them, and seeing this downward spiral... It's pretty damn disheartening. (:_(
This thread is pretty infected. Benoos has been away from her mom for years now and people still cling onto the mommy nearest narrative for dear life. Lots of people come from much more abusive homes and they manage to utilize therapy and not have a downward spiral. People are letting their empathy get in the way of reality- that she's an emotional vampire to everyone she encounters and self sabotages at every chance she gets.
Yes, Marge is batshit, can we please stop using her as an excuse every time this 24 year old does something retarded.
 
This thread is pretty infected. Benoos has been away from her mom for years now and people still cling onto the mommy nearest narrative for dear life. Lots of people come from much more abusive homes and they manage to utilize therapy and not have a downward spiral. People are letting their empathy get in the way of reality- that she's an emotional vampire to everyone she encounters and self sabotages at every chance she gets.
Yes, Marge is batshit, can we please stop using her as an excuse every time this 24 year old does something retarded.
While I won't deny that Venus is absolutely refusing any single opportunity to improve her situation by even one iota -

She only semi-recently grew to cowdom, and her milk is mostly self-poisoning, so I'm more inclined to pity her and occasionally scoff, rather than vice versa. The most harm she does is to herself. Amusing in that nasty Kiwi Farms way, but not really cowlike imo.
 
While I won't deny that Venus is absolutely refusing any single opportunity to improve her situation by even one iota -

She only semi-recently grew to cowdom, and her milk is mostly self-poisoning, so I'm more inclined to pity her and occasionally scoff, rather than vice versa. The most harm she does is to herself. Amusing in that nasty Kiwi Farms way, but not really cowlike imo.
It's definitely more of a sad situation rather than funny, I agree with that.
I think she's been a cow for a long time though, she just managed to do it behind closed doors or cover it up with half-truths. Every single friend she has had- Mikan, Tsuruko, June, Apricot, Kenna, Taylor, they all dropped her or completely severed contact. Venus is the only common denominator. Mikan alluded heavily (without direct name dropping) that Venus was extremely emotionally draining and it was a one sided relationship. The only thing saving her from being a long-time cow was that a lot of her cringe online activity was excused by her adolescence.

In conclusion we all do want her to fix her shit, but we're tired of her lazy content milking coins from us to continue her horrible life style.
 
While I won't deny that Venus is absolutely refusing any single opportunity to improve her situation by even one iota -

She only semi-recently grew to cowdom, and her milk is mostly self-poisoning, so I'm more inclined to pity her and occasionally scoff, rather than vice versa. The most harm she does is to herself. Amusing in that nasty Kiwi Farms way, but not really cowlike imo.
Well I’m pretty sure she’s making Manaki’s life miserable and has been for years now. Imagine having this alcoholic druggie nutcase planted in your apartment. He must never know what he’ll be coming home to every time he gets off work. Will she be passed out cold? Or weaving and stumbling around the apartment in a drunken haze? Or maybe dead this time?

How many times has he had to go out and collect her drunk ass in some karaoke bar at 5am? I’m sure that one drunk livestream was not an isolated incident. How humiliating do you think that was?

Who got the call when she got herself banned from some hotel chain for cutting herself or whatever that was? Or when the cops were called when she was drunk on the street getting beat up by some guys? Good old Manaki, that’s who. God know what else he’s had to bail her our of.

She’s belittled him, ridiculed him, publicly humiliated him, smeared and lied about him financially leeched off him and generally treated him like shit for the past 5+ years now, *after* he provided her with a visa, a refuge and a meal ticket. Her shitty treatment of him, whatever you may think of him, to me says everything about what kind of person she is.
 
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Man, she’s fucked up. She can’t even hide how bad off she is anymore. It’s really strange manager-San keeps pushing her to do streams given they just offer proof of how fucked up she is. I wonder if streaming is like the only thing they can get her to do at this point? The photo shoots were a lot of effort and I’m not sure how much of a return. Just planting her on a live stream is fairly cheap and easy,

At this point it just seems like she owes some shady people some money and they are pushing her to do shit like OF or these streams to get some money out of her any way they can.

I wonder if one of her two week business ventures went very bad and left someone out of pocket and she has to pay the debt or she just borrowed money from some shady people.
 
Notes from the most recent livestream:
- she probably is going to an English version of AA (is her Japanese really that bad?)
- she cannot go into convenience stores because she will have the urge to buy alcohol
- she tries to avoid alcohol but when she gives in she tries to drink things that are low % like beer (doubt)
- used to drink Japanese sake (? She mumbled the word that sounded like sake so I’m not sure) because it got her drunkest the fastest
- she considered going to OverEaters Anonymous because of her eating before she settled on AA instead because her binge drinking was so similar to her binge eating
- says she’s addicted to working LMAO
- witchcraft is for sure her new fixation
- she was forced to get help, she didn’t choose to do it on her own
- it sounds like she’s mixed xans and alcohol on at least three separate occasions
- Q: “how can someone help an alcoholic”
A: “Spirituality. That’s why I got into witchcraft in the very first place.”
- one of the worst parts of being drunk is that you’re easily manipulated

Here’s some clips so you can see how bad she was slurring

 
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There is no Manager-san 🙄 The guy she started OF with most likely ran away from her like everyone does. If she has someone behind her, her contents would be better. Venus can make stupid decisions by herelf, people need to stop enabling her. However she may have debts
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This thread is pretty infected. Benoos has been away from her mom for years now and people still cling onto the mommy nearest narrative for dear life. Lots of people come from much more abusive homes and they manage to utilize therapy and not have a downward spiral. People are letting their empathy get in the way of reality- that she's an emotional vampire to everyone she encounters and self sabotages at every chance she gets.
Yes, Marge is batshit, can we please stop using her as an excuse every time this 24 year old does something retarded.
The thing with Venus is that, because of her abusive childhood, she's gotten one of the worst mental illnesses you can possibly have and it's almost impossible to work through (it was recently discussed in the Luna thread, so it's fresh in my mind). I mostly feel pity for her at this point and only even watch this thread to see how far down she'll spiral.
 
Notes from the most recent livestream:
- she probably is going to an English version of AA (is her Japanese really that bad?)
- she cannot go into convenience stores because she will have the urge to buy alcohol
- she tries to avoid alcohol but when she gives in she tries to drink things that are low % like beer (doubt)
- used to drink Japanese sake (? She mumbled the word that sounded like sake so I’m not sure) because it got her drunkest the fastest
- she considered going to OverEaters Anonymous because of her eating before she settled on AA instead because her binge drinking was so similar to her binge eating
- says she’s addicted to working LMAO
- witchcraft is for sure her new fixation
- she was forced to get help, she didn’t choose to do it on her own
- it sounds like she’s mixed xans and alcohol on at least three separate occasions
- Q: “how can someone help an alcoholic”
A: “Spirituality. That’s why I got into witchcraft in the very first place.”
- one of the worst parts of being drunk is that you’re easily manipulated

Here’s some clips so you can see how bad she was slurring
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If anyone sees this and doesnt immediately click that shes fucked (either drunk/drugs ect) then they are fucking stupid as hell or lying.
 
This alcohol stream is the saddest one so far. Her moderator seems like a creep. Constantly enabling her behaviour on stream and telling chat to stop asking questions, what shit does he enable off stream? So does this mean that all her onlyfans shoots or streams were done in an alcoholic stupor? She really was just coping with degrading herself through that entire thing. I'm assuming she hasn't updated her onlyfans in a while since I haven't seen any leaks recently. Venus is the only cow I feel a strong need to help, but no idea what can be done without getting too involved. Throwing money at Venus doesn't seem like it would solve the problem.

Every single friend she has had- Mikan, Tsuruko, June, Apricot, Kenna, Taylor, they all dropped her or completely severed contact. Venus is the only common denominator. Mikan alluded heavily (without direct name dropping) that Venus was extremely emotionally draining and it was a one sided relationship.

Yes, Venus is constantly dropped by almost all friends she has made over the last few years in Japan. If they all drop her then there must be a reason for it. I can understand how Venus would be emotionally draining but you gotta remeber that info is coming from Mikan Mandarin - she's hardly the best person to support anyone. Especially considering her own past and also how self obsessed she is.

Heck, almost all of those mentioned Jvlogger girls are probably too self absorbed to care about anyone other than themselves. They likely aren't the most honest of friends either since being part of that community seems more like maintaining work relationships with coworkers, rather than actual personal friendships. I'm wondering if Venus might not be the only correlation issue here, since all her ex friends are also Jvloggers and not "normal people". Perhaps it is a bit of both. But it really seems like Venus has no social support from anyone other than people commenting on her videos.

Well, now I'm gonna go pray to Venus new witchy gods to help her out.
 
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Wow, those Margo jowls are coming in nicely. A few more nights of humiliating herself after mixing Xanax with booze and she'll literally be her mother's clone. I believe in you, Venus!

Fake edit: I had so much sympathy for her for the longest time, but it's getting harder and harder. We have plenty of BPD and schizo cows and we don't really extend the sort of pity to them that we do to Venus; I know it's because we saw her grow into her current state of perpetually circling the drain, but at what point will we as a community be forced to admit that the only person responsible for her bad decisions is her? I will agree that at this point it's less funny and more pitiful, but I feel that way about cows like Luna, or Kelly the munchie.
 
The thing with Venus is that, because of her abusive childhood, she's gotten one of the worst mental illnesses you can possibly have and it's almost impossible to work through (it was recently discussed in the Luna thread, so it's fresh in my mind). I mostly feel pity for her at this point and only even watch this thread to see how far down she'll spiral.
How do you know her childhood is the sole reason for her mental illness? How do you know she wasn't always like this and would end up a shitshow even if she had good parents? Obviously her upbringing didn't help, but you don't know that's it's single-handedly what caused her to end up this way.
 
LMAO imagine Venus being involved with the Yakuza. That's most likely not the case but just thinking about it is funny.:story:
Not Yakuza, just shitty loan sharks or assorted dirtbags that like to prey on dumb vulnerable people. (Loan sharks like gamblers, but a crazy chick with a dumb business idea and a SM following works too. I honestly think her OF is due to debt.)
 
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