I was very disturbed when our beloved farms was attacked. In solidartiy, and as a way to give back to you bitches, I have summarized the fb live stream titled "open chat'
Overall summary: Livestream starts with her binging on a ton of good. She moves on to vaping and arguing with open chat. Gets increasingly more stoned and incoherent. Complains about Shannon and is furious that she isn’t getting support for ‘giving Nadir a second chance’.
Some interesting points and/or quotes (I’ve bolded the truly what the fuck moments):
she is drinking gravy out of a cup, wiping her mouth with her shirt, and shoving food in her mouth like she hasn’t eaten in a week. Lots of groaning and open-mouthed breathing. Lots of squinting at the screen
*5:30 admits to being diabetic; says she is diabetic and commits to checking her blood sugar and weight tomorrow (her squinting has gotten so much more noticeable and exaggerated. I wonder if she is having diabetic-related]\
vision issues?)
*11:10 glass is still in her foot
The chat is ragging on her for not chewing, and for the noise. Chat is also losing their minds about the glass in her foot.
*13:55 In response to a chat member saying he lost someone to a impaired driver, Chantal swears she drives 100% sober, she says 100% takes that seriously. (she is such a fucking liar)
16:55 says she wants to get married, wants romance, wants someone to love her
18:39 says she does not care about open chat, does not care what people in open chat say. The difference in comments between the vib’s and non vib’s is stark
She’s already getting pissy with chat. Annoyed that people are telling her to put food away and take care of her foot.
23:00 moaning about nadir keeps asking the chat what to do
26:00 chat is asking her why there is random glass on her floor (this is in response to Chantal says she got glass in her foot from walking in her bedroom)
27:00 Chantal suggests that nadir deserves a second chance
30:00 says sometimes she wonders if she is being recorded when she is having sex. Says “sometimes I get scared”
33:00 starts crying and saying “I don’t know who to trust, I don’t know what to do”
35:00 Tells the homeless woman story: Nadir calls her at 4 am to have her come over. So, she goes to his dump at 4 am and finds a ‘homeless woman’ sitting on his stoop. Chantal says that Nadir didn’t tell her to leave which pissed her off. So, apparently, they left this woman sitting on the stoop and when they came out later, she had left a mosaic of condoms. Nadir claims he does not know her. Chantal keeps saying “is that a bad story to tell?”
39:14 as she is relating her homeless woman story she has a tick, the ‘shh, I say shh’ one
40:00 chat is telling her how appalling her story is and she doesn’t understand why.
*I really wonder about what STDS Chantal may have gotten from this guy Nadir.
49:00 chat starts to get on her case about all the food just sitting out on the couch. They rag on her to put it in the fridge. she simply cannot bring herself to put leftover food in the fridge: “I can’t!!!” Keeps saying she “doesn’t know what to do, who to believe”
51:36 “I just feel heartbroken”
At about this time she goes off on a tangent about Shannon. In her tangent, she reveals that she did/is suffering abuse from nadir, that she does feel traumatized, that she believes he deserves a second chance, that she is in love with him.
57:00 says she “refuses to feel guilty about how her (terrible) behavior affects the people around her; starts complaining about Shannon again; chat asks why she wants to forgive nadir but not Shannon; says Shannon is shady for “outing her (chantals) abuse and trauma; says she treats Peetz just fine; says Shannon put her (Chantal) in more danger by outing her ‘abuse and trauma’; says she NEVER called CPS on anyone; (Chantal is getting worked over by the chat, I’m guessing this will be the last open chat for a while); Chantal says “it doesn’t matter if I’m in a relationship with an abusive junkie”; says she is not mad (she is furious); says she isn’t doing anything for money; says she is ‘very aware’ that she is in a downward spiral but doesn’t understand why she is being attacked for falling in love with someone” “why am I being attacked for liking drugs, I can’t help it!”
1:23 starts eating edibles keeps saying ‘I’m not mad’
1:25 says she has ‘been clean’ for a month. Stares off into space and then comes back and says “I’ve been thinking a lot”; starts talking again, about giving abusers a second chance.
1:35 starts talking about how “legit heartbroken” she is and “I don’t care, I don’t want to live without it”; takes more edibles; talks about going upstairs and doing a members-only chat; more edibles; goes upstairs and leaves all that food sitting on the couch (she is just so vile); some asshole starts spewing racist shit, and she wants to go to members. Shows a quick shot of Sam in the middle of a bed that is absolutely filled with crap and filth. It broke my heart.
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