LMAO, Dude, GTFO. Nyk, you know no one is really envious of you. You want them to be envious for the sake of your narcissistic self-validation, because you know that every moment of the day you are about to get caught living a lie. I don't care what your friends and panty-sniffers on Tinder do, they either want to fuck you and/or be friends with a Youtube celebrity and that's why they are pandering to you. I don't care what strangers who don't know you do when they first see you, you've admitted in your Livestream that you are still clockable, even and despite all the work you got done. I don't care what clothes you wear. I don't care how much make up you put on. I don't care about your neon deception with the coloured lights. Knock yourself out with the surgery, I still don't care. I look at your behaviour, I look at your obsessive hatred for Blaire White, and all I see is a jealous, possessive man who can't handle being proven wrong. You act like a man, you behave like a man, the vibe you give off is that of a man, and I am going to call you a he because I am fact-based and *I* don't care about your entitled narcissistic feelings. I don't want to be a convert. No one is jealous or envious of the semi-human wreck you've made of yourself. NO ONE.
On the topic of envy, there is this one part in the Gender Dysphoria video where Nyk goes on a date with a girl and projects himself onto the girl he is on a date with. People took that part of the Nyk video to be clearcut evidence of Nyk being dysphoric, but Nyk projecting himself onto the girl he is with doesn't seem like dysphoria to me per se. It seems to me like a kind of gender envy, as if Nyk is rather envious at his date for being so young and fresh, whereas he is growing old. I see the same gender envy that I suspect Nyk has towards Blaire and other early-transitioner HSTSes he feels a GAMP attraction towards. That "Gender Dysphoria" video is NOT about gender dysphoria at all. It's about a narcissist who is scared of losing his hair, doesn't understand that shaving your body hair only makes it grow back more aggressively (hence the "insect hair") and jealously envies the beauty of his female date. That's not gender dysphoria, that's a jealous narcissist scared of growing old himself while envying the youth of his girlfriend.
When Nyk was Livestream-interviewed by killer Russian Deadpool, RD posted an excerpt of that interview on his now deleted Youtube channel, that was titled "Polyamory As [The] Opposite of Jealousy - ContraPoints", where Nyk insisted that the reason he was OK with his partner having sex with others was supposedly due to a shocking lack of jealousy on his part.
However, do you really think that Nyk - who assures us he really honestly truly wants to be a woman - wouldn't feel a tinge of jealousy at his girlfriend being the sexy woman with another man, while he craves to be that sexy girl himself? Nyk claims he is entirely free of jealousy, envy and possessiveness, while his behaviour suggests the very opposite.
Here's what Nyk's transition guru Julia Serano literally said on the topic of envy in Nyk's TRA Bible Whipping Girl:
"And I brooded about the increasing differences between us. I seethed
with envy while at the same time becoming sexually aroused—I wanted to
possess them even as I wanted to become them."
At least Nyk's transition guru was being honest here, and openly admitted that he was driven to transition by his maddening envy of women. This admission on Julia Serano's part does not make Nyk pause and think whether his trans-LARP is itself driven by envious feelings towards women and especially transwomen (given that Nyk is a GAMP turned AGP).
Just so you know, the reason why troons like Nyk are obsessed with dragging /r/nofap is because they are like junkies who hate anyone who is sober. The existence of sober people reminds or rather envy the junkie that their addiction is not beyond their control, which is how junkies justify their addictive behaviour, and that it is possible to kick the habit. Troons thus hate nofappers for the same reason junkies hate sober people: they remind them that they did this to themselves and that they are the only ones who can get themselves out of the mess they are in.
I do not for a moment believe that Nyk really likes women. His behaviour towards Blaire speaks volumes of his envious resentful attitude towards women. He said in the erotic history in the AGP video that he realized "women will never love me the way I love them" which to me sounds like the typical gay infatuation with larger-than-life divas rather than romantic love, like Nyk was more of an obsessive Stan than a lover towards his partners.
With regards to Blaire, I want to stress again that the reason I defended Blaire against Nyk's attacks was because of Nyk's sheer hypocrisy. Nyk attacked Blaire for criticizing the treatment of LGBT people in muslim countries, when that's exactly what he did at her age on Youtube, he was criticizing Islam from an Atheist perspective. He took those videos down to cover up. I also defended Blaire because I could see that the actual reason Nyk attacked her was not because she was a Republican transwoman but rather because he lusted after her and she just didn't like him, plainly demonstrating that the dynanic between Nyk and Blaire was that of a jealous male trannie chaser looking for an excuse to attack a transwoman who had turned him down, disingenuously using her conservative politics as a means to do so when his real motivation was entirely libidinal. Nyk never had a problem with Theryn being a white supremacist MRA (immensely more far right than Blaire ever was willing to go) just because Theryn was sexually interested in him, showing that this was never about politics for Nyk, it was about Nyk using the veneer of political debate and SJW virtue signaling as means to gain sexual access to popular transpeople on Youtube. Just like he used the fact that Milo Steward was getting bullied to make a video about it to win Milo's trust, in order to eventually have a sexually explicit conversation with Milo on his Livestream. This wasn't sincere concern about a bullied teenager, it was incremental grooming plain and simple. It's was what GNC centric described in her interview with Benjamin Boyce: "Some trannie chasers become trans themselves to gain sexual access to transpeople."
And if any misguided TRAs and stans still feel the need to come here and tell me how envious they are of Nyk's trans-LARP: You people join these cults of personality because you are all narcissists who want to be the cult leader yourselves. You lovehate Nyk because you want to be him, and you are crazy jealous of Nyk. Your lovehate for him reflects your own narcissistic relationship towards yourselves where you know you are just a bunch of never-do-well total losers but you insist you were made for better grander things. You see Nyk inside a gilded cage and you want to be inside that cage with him. You are your own worst enemies and I love watching you cannibalize eachother because that's all you are good for.
versus Nyk 2017: 
