Secret Gamer Girl / SecretGamerGrrl / Googleshng / "Violet Hargrave" / Jacob Lawrence (Jake) Alley / Violet Cassandra Ocean - Delusional Zoe Quinn Stalker, Libelous Tweeter, Thirsty Gnome, Faux-Tranny Neckbeard Incel, Micropenis, "Known Troubled Person", Creator of "Massive vs the Masses", Self-Described "Noise Making Thing"; Lives in Niantic, CT

[Kosher Dill]

he’s almost certainly fatter now than ever before

I still think he's probably lost a bit of weight just due to the sheer logistics involved. It just seems impossible that he'd be eating more or worse now, or being less active, than when he was living under his mother's roof.

 

[L. Ron Hubbard's Cat]

I still think he's probably lost a bit of weight just due to the sheer logistics involved. It just seems impossible that he'd be eating more or worse now, or being less active, than when he was living under his mother's roof.

I dunno, man. If hanging around in the Beauty Parlor has taught me anything, it's that fat, uh, finds a way.

 

[Kosher Dill]

I dunno, man. If hanging around in the Beauty Parlor has taught me anything, it's that fat, uh, finds a way.

Don't those deathfat types usually have enablers (or outright feeders ) though? Jake only has his mom and Doordash, and he can't rely on those constantly.

 

[L. Ron Hubbard's Cat]

Don't those deathfat types usually have enablers (or outright feeders ) though? Jake only has his mom and Doordash, and he can't rely on those constantly.

I mean, I just watched Chantal eat a bowlful of nothing but salad dressing and shredded cheese the other night because it was "an emergency". When you gotta binge, you gotta binge, I guess. If Jake's eating the emotions away, there's nothing to stop him from eating a whole bag of flour and washing it down with a can of Crisco if he can't obtain/prepare anything else.

Jake's not far off from being a deathfat, though I admit he's not quite there yet. A few more gallons of that buffalo chicken dip abortion he made could push him into that territory for sure. Especially if the most exercise he gets is the blood pressure spike every time someone reminds him Chelsea exists and the subsequent autistic rocking he uses to soothe himself in the face of such Nazi persecution.

 

[AnOminous]

Don't those deathfat types usually have enablers (or outright feeders ) though? Jake only has his mom and Doordash, and he can't rely on those constantly.

That's the only reason he isn't Assanti-sized. Assanti can scream insanely and people will actually bring him food. The only place Jake has to scream insanely is Twitter, where at most he gets asspats and Patreon money for doing nothing.

 

[Chan the Wizard]

We don’t know Jake isn’t a death fat. The last pictures were pre-coof and he was a lard ass then. We know he’s morbidly obese because the doctor won’t perform surgery on him. All he’s done is sit in his apartment, play video games and eat. I’m not convinced his surgery is for a “real vagina.” It might be related to his blown out anus or the beetus.

 

[Kosher Dill]

All he’s done is sit in his apartment, play video games and eat.

Yeah but I mean... that's all he's ever done, right?
As to @GargoyleGorl's point on stress eating - anything's possible, but all the leaks we've seen point to Jake still insisting on eating food that's cooked into some sort of recognizable dish. Either his own homemade abortions or Doordash fare. And that, I say, puts limits on his consumption.

I’m not convinced his surgery is for a “real vagina.”

The details of his trip to a doctor in Pennsylvania match up pretty well with a consultation with the notorious Dr. Rumer, so I do believe he's at least trying for The Chop. However there could very well be other surgeries in the mix now due to the parlous state of his health.

Also, I find it hard to believe that Jake would have reached planetary girth but never once whined on Twitter about the self-inflicted indignities of the truly gargantuan. He apparently was able to fly out to Big Bad Con in California (2 years ago, granted) without any shenanigans involving seatbelt extenders or mandatory second seats. And of all the problems he's had with medcabs, physically fitting into them never came up.
As another reference point, around 2019 he could apparently squeeze into dresses (like the notorious "Boobs Dress") from Rosegal, where the maximum size is around a women's 24.

Dude's big, but I think he's just not that big.

 

[Water-T]

Yeah but I mean... that's all he's ever done, right?
As to @GargoyleGorl's point on stress eating - anything's possible, but all the leaks we've seen point to Jake still insisting on eating food that's cooked into some sort of recognizable dish. Either his own homemade abortions or Doordash fare. And that, I say, puts limits on his consumption.

Even a shut-in like Jake is capable of waddling down to a local dollar store and buying a ton of cheap junk food. Fatty fat fats like Jake magically find the motivation to procure food when their Hot Pocket supplies have dwindled down to 1 box.

 

[AnOminous]

All he’s done is sit in his apartment, play video games and eat.

So exactly what he did before the coof.

Even a shut-in like Jake is capable of waddling down to a local dollar store and buying a ton of cheap junk food.

He's whined about having to spend $50 for a single tendie or whatever bullshit he said, because he orders in even utterly basic stuff from Uber Eats or whatever.

 

[H3LLH4MM3R666]

Sorry to drop in, does anyone have an archive link of that blog post Jake wrote and deleted a few years ago, accusing Zoe of abusing him at CON?

 

[L. Ron Hubbard's Cat]

Sorry to drop in, does anyone have an archive link of that blog post Jake wrote and deleted a few years ago, accusing Zoe of abusing him at CON?

This one?

https://archive.md/y9xZN

 

[AirdropShitposts]

Just noticed Jake's gone a full week without tweeting since his "I have no friends" shng. I think this time he probably really is dead and will not start back up like almost nothings changed over the last seven years. What a shame. And his career was just about to get off to a big start with the video game development company that employed no men or programmers.

But seriously, what do you think he actually does all day?

 

[Kosher Dill]

Sorry to drop in, does anyone have an archive link of that blog post Jake wrote and deleted a few years ago, accusing Zoe of abusing him at CON?

The most notorious one is: How the Public Faces of Anti-Abuse Nearly Killed a Ton of Trans People
But this lesser-known one drips with more personal grievance: Isolation

But seriously, what do you think he actually does all day?

Vidya. He can and does play his autismo games for 8+ hours in a single sitting, as demonstrated on Twitch.

 

[An Ghost]

Hes posting pretty frequently on Talking Time.
Archive of a search of his name. Bad movies, old vidya, tard music, the usual. Spergs gotta sperg.
Edit: didnt post the archive despite trying twice but he's there cause he'll never leave.

 

[RussianParasite]

But seriously, what do you think he actually does all day?

I’ve wondered this myself. If he is capable of one act of self discipline it is that he can refrain from posting on his SGG account for prolonged periods as part of his suicide baiting.

As others have mentioned he probably just plays games all day, but I also think it may be evidence of having another social media accounts. We know he has a others sure, but I wonder if he plays as any other “characters” on other forums or maybe he just talks about being trans on Reddit or something.

In any event, you are right that he is probably dead at the hands of lesbian rape nazis this time.

 

[Next Task]

If he is capable of one act of self discipline it is that he can refrain from posting on his SGG account for prolonged periods as part of his suicide baiting.

One bit of self-reported Jake lore I'm inclined to believe from the Discord leaks is that his longest Twitter gap - I think the start of last year - was therapist-mandated, but he stayed on Discord and only stopped tweeting. It would be very Jake for his therapist to tell him to get off Twitter as shorthand for 'log off, being online makes every mental illness you have worse', and for him to think he's being very clever by not posting on Twitter, just other places, because he thinks fooling his therapist is a good thing.

But he certainly couldn't go offline completely without breaking down. The internet bolsters his delusions and helps shield him from that pesky reality, so even if he's not tweeting as SGG he's incapable of not being online somehow. Hell, he may even use Twitter on his phone, now, just not for the SGG account.

As to @GargoyleGorl's point on stress eating - anything's possible, but all the leaks we've seen point to Jake still insisting on eating food that's cooked into some sort of recognizable dish. Either his own homemade abortions or Doordash fare. And that, I say, puts limits on his consumption.

Not really? He can still be eating absolute shit in gargantuan proportions with his only physical exercise being waddling between various seats in his apartment. He's aging into a slower metabolism and each meal is likely in huge amounts, whether overly processed or not. His lifestyle not changing in the last few years means he's going to put on weight just due to getting older, not merely maintain his current weight. He mightn't be deathfat yet, but I can't see any reason outside of weight-loss surgery or major physical illness for him to start losing weight.

I do like the idea of him trying to get the chop, though, simply because his micropenis suggests a Jazz Jennings situation is in the offing where he just doesn't have enough material for them to work with in the miraculous event that he does manage to lose the weight.

 

[L. Ron Hubbard's Cat]

But he certainly couldn't go offline completely without breaking down. The internet bolsters his delusions and helps shield him from that pesky reality, so even if he's not tweeting as SGG he's incapable of not being online somehow. Hell, he may even use Twitter on his phone, now, just not for the SGG account.

He would also be tremendously lonely. Normal people have lives, close family, good friends, colleagues, hell, even the nice guy at the grocery store who makes conversation while he's packing your bags, can live without social media -- but I think that a lot of even normal, well-adjusted people who don't live in almost perfect isolation would need to adapt to a world without internet socialization. I mean, I consider myself fairly healthy, but even I got antsy when the Farms went down the other week. Of course, I got over it because I'm a functioning adult with stuff going on and real people to talk to.

Jake, being none of these things and having no one around him, would possibly vanish into a puff of angst. Jake himself said last week that he has no irl friends, and while his family seem to try to be supportive, they all clearly have their own lives and can only devote so much time to the wailing attic gnome.

Without the internet, he has nothing. And he doesn't even use the internet well.

 

[Kosher Dill]

One bit of self-reported Jake lore I'm inclined to believe from the Discord leaks is that his longest Twitter gap - I think the start of last year - was therapist-mandated, but he stayed on Discord and only stopped tweeting. It would be very Jake for his therapist to tell him to get off Twitter as shorthand for 'log off, being online makes every mental illness you have worse', and for him to think he's being very clever by not posting on Twitter, just other places, because he thinks fooling his therapist is a good thing.

Yeah, "therapist" is my first guess for extended Twitter absences now too.
I suspect the reason for his cutesy "letter of the law" behavior with them is that he's not really there of his own free will and not trying to get better. He just needs the coveted "NOT INSANE" stamp on his record for state-sponsored GRS.

https://www.huskyhealthct.org/providers/provider_postings/policies_procedures/Gender_Affirmation_Surgery.pdf

Particularly, he's required to:

4. Documentation that the individual has completed a minimum of 12 months of successful continuous full time real-life experiences in their new gender, across a wide range of life experiences and events that may occur throughout the year (e.g., family events, holidays, vacations, season-specific work or school experiences).
Note:
- The medical documentation should include the start date of living full time in the new gender.
- Verification via communication with individuals who have related to the individual in an identity-congruent gender role, or requesting documentation of a legal name change, may be reasonable in some cases; and
5. Regular participation in psychotherapy throughout the real-life experience when recommended by a treating medical or behavioral health practitioner; and
6. If the individual has significant, outstanding medical or mental health conditions present, they must be reasonably well controlled. If the individual is diagnosed with sever psychiatric disorders and impaired reality testing (e.g., psychotic episodes, bipolar disorder, dissociative identity disorder, borderline personality disorder), an effort must be made to improve these conditions with psychotropic medications and/or psychotherapy before surgery is contemplated; and
7. Two referrals from qualified mental health professionals ** who have performed a person-centered independent assessment of the individual. If the first referral is from the individual’s psychotherapist, the second referral should be from a person who has only had an evaluative role with the individual. Two separate letters, or one letter signed by both (e.g., if practicing within the same clinic) are required; and
8. One referral from a medical professional (MD, DO, or Advanced Practice Registered Nurse [APRN]).

The whole "real-life experience" section is comical when applied to Jake, but the rest of this I take to mean that he has to have a therapist and not get fired as a patient. Again, that is.

 

[Water-T]

Just noticed Jake's gone a full week without tweeting since his "I have no friends" shng. I think this time he probably really is dead and will not start back up like almost nothings changed over the last seven years. What a shame. And his career was just about to get off to a big start with the video game development company that employed no men or programmers.

But seriously, what do you think he actually does all day?

Eat junk food, watch Kamen Rider, and spank it to photos of CHELSAY!

 

[Tragi-Chan]

Yeah, "therapist" is my first guess for extended Twitter absences now too.
I suspect the reason for his cutesy "letter of the law" behavior with them is that he's not really there of his own free will and not trying to get better. He just needs the coveted "NOT INSANE" stamp on his record for state-sponsored GRS.

https://www.huskyhealthct.org/providers/provider_postings/policies_procedures/Gender_Affirmation_Surgery.pdf

Particularly, he's required to:


The whole "real-life experience" section is comical when applied to Jake, but the rest of this I take to mean that he has to have a therapist and not get fired as a patient. Again, that is.

I mean, I’ve seen crazier people than Jake get the chop (Luke Lockhart springs to mind). But still, I don’t get how anyone could look at Jake’s fantasy life on Twitter and think this is a person in any condition to make a decision like that. Even if we assume that most of it is lies and he doesn’t believe it, he’s clearly not a mature adult with any kind of life experience.

The biggest red flag for me is that he clearly does not know what SRS entails. Despite his obsession with the subject, despite knowing many troons online, he still believes it will be a minor procedure to turn him into one of the trans models he faps over. He keeps asserting this in the face of all evidence. It’s magical thinking.

A sadistic part of me wants him to get it. I just want to see how he reacts when this one thing that he thought would solve all his problems winds up changing nothing in his life. Life on easy mode doesn’t exist, he doesn’t get to sit around while lovestruck men do his bidding and Zoe still won’t apologise.