Two things I've noted in her recent livestreams:
The first is that she has resorted almost to begging her audience to love her. She literally asks "do you love me?" and mutters things like "since you all hate me now" multiple times per livestream now. This is almost a cringey level of acceptance-seeking; it is one thing to make money from an audience, and another thing entirely to beg them for love or shame them for hate. This is fairly new; she didn't start doing this until well into the Nader saga, but she does it almost every day now, including yesterday (several times). This is truly pathetic on multiple levels, and she is serious, too.
The other thing is that for two days in a row now, she has asked her audience to willingly gaslight itself. "Can we please just forget everything that happened over the last few months, and re-start from before Nader and the edibles?" This is also pathetic, but funny too. As she has famously done throughout her joke of a career, she has painted herself into the mother of all corners, and for once, she has absolutely no way out. The audience is not willing to gaslight itself, and no matter how much she wishes they'd forget what they have been subjected to for months, they just aren't gonna forget. No matter how many times she changes the subject, all topics lead back to Nader, drugz, or the charity money she is supposed to pay in ten days; all of these are things she doesn't want them to keep hounding her on. Normally, she just gaslights the audience herself (which is a lot easier to do with static uploads as opposed to livestreams), but now she has resorted to begging them to forget.
She has no idea how badly she has tainted her own brand (which should seem mindboggling, but it is true). They really are starting to hate her, and they remember for sure all the lies and tears and bullshit of the past few months. In the past, she has always been able to move on from her stupidity, but this time she is stuck. She will never be able to go back to the simple old days of summer 2020, no matter how much she wishes she could.
She will probably respond to their unwillingness to forgive and forget with a good old-fashioned chimpout at some point, since she has no other coping mechanisms. However, that will only exacerbate her problem.
