is Xenarthran the pinnacle of human evolution?

[Just A Butt]

@Xenarthran has said on many occasions that he could kill us all if he snuck up behind us in the dark with a club while we were sleeping and i was just wondering what you guys thought about that and if it is total chad like i thought it is did you know he can shoot a gun even pew pew and i heard his calves are ripped as fuck so maybe he can like kick you to death or something i don't know what do you guys think?

 

[Xenarthran]

Did that bitter teen angst dry up all of a sudden? Did you finally get laid?

No, I have not gotten laid yet. I am still a virgin.

 

[Internet Explorer]

No, I have not gotten laid yet. I am still a virgin.

Tbf, the hormonal rage that permeates through your posts is very indicative of that.

Right now, your posts seem less aggressive and very meek. Guessing that's the depressive side to your mood swings.

Just quit the fucking internet, go get loaded on liquor, find a nice person to bang and you'll be fine, I'm sure.

Protip: you become instantly more attractive to people when you ditch wanking onto carpets and spewing rage.

 

[Xenarthran]

Just quit the fucking internet,

I should do that, but I'm obsessed.

find a nice person to bang and you'll be fine, I'm sure.

Yeah, in order to win someone over like that, you need to have a personality (That actually exists) and not be a total empty husk of a human being who is vapid and fake as fuck. People (especially ladies) can detect that stuff right away and it creeps them out. Not to mention you need confidence to approach people in the first place (Which I do not possess.) My anxiety is so bad that I have trouble going out in public places and simply being VISIBLE to other existing people.

 

[Internet Explorer]

Yeah, in order to win someone over like that, you need to have a personality

Then work on it.

you need confidence to approach people

Work on that too.

My anxiety is so bad that I have trouble going out in public places

This too, can be worked on.

In fact, everything you mentioned are factors which are entirely within your control, whether you believe that shit now or not. You are your own worst enemy, and these issues of yours are social barriers that you made of your own volition. Quit fucking pointing the finger of blame at everything except yourself. You want shit to change for you? Then fucking do it. Make that initial concious decision that things need to improve for you, and act upon it. Alternatively, stay here and deflect through your shit rage posts and become even more of a laughing stock.

 

[Xenarthran]

Then work on it.

What does that mean? Aren't personalities physical constructs within our brain? I heard they are pretty set and stone and not exactly changeable without some serious heavy mind altering drugs.

Work on that too.

I definitely agree that confidence can be improved, I'm just not quite sure how I would go about that.

This too, can be worked on. In fact, everything you mentioned are factors which are entirely within your control

I disagree. I have mental conditions and defects in my brain, a combination of upbringing, experiences, and congenital things I was born with. I was diagnosed with anxiety disorders. That's not something you have control over, that is a defect that manifests in your brain against your will.

Whether you believe that shit now or not.

That is not a belief, that is a fact. A body of knowledge is not a belief and I KNOW that I have disorders that not within my control, because professional people diagnosed them and told me about it. Belief is not an applicable word here.

You are your own worst enemy, and these issues of yours are social barriers that you made of your own volition.

I am in some aspects, but there is a lot more going on here than just me being afraid of stuff.

Quit fucking pointing the finger of blame at everything except yourself. You want shit to change for you? Then fucking do it

What is change though? What way does one go about that?

 

[OpenBASED]

What does that mean? Aren't personalities physical constructs within our brain? I heard they are pretty set and stone and not exactly changeable without some serious heavy mind altering drugs.

I definitely agree that confidence can be improved, I'm just not quite sure how I would go about that.

I disagree. I have mental conditions and defects in my brain, a combination of upbringing, experiences, and congenital things I was born with. I was diagnosed with anxiety disorders. That's not something you have control over, that is a defect that manifests in your brain against your will.


That is not a belief, that is a fact. A body of knowledge is not a belief and I KNOW that I have disorders that not within my control, because professional people diagnosed them and told me about it. Belief is not an applicable word here.

I am in some aspects, but there is a lot more going on here than just me being afraid of stuff.

What is change though? What way does one go about that?

You keep asking about what you should do about your problems. This kind of subject isn't really something that we at KiwiFarms are able to properly answer.

Have you asked any of the professionals you've seen about any potential solutions or other ways yo help?

 

[Xenarthran]

You keep asking about what you should do about your problems. This kind of subject isn't really something that we at KiwiFarms are able to properly answer.

Have you asked any of the professionals you've seen about any potential solutions or other ways yo help?

Well I'd rather not get into that can of worms. TLDR: I don't health insurance

 

[OpenBASED]

TLDR: I don't health insurance

Ooof. Are you one any sort of government assistance?
Do you think you might be able to get health insurance that way?

If not, then I don't know what to tell you other than to try to get some sort of job. I don't mean to be rude when I say that, but you need some sort of income. Do you have any marketable skills at all?

 

[Xenarthran]

Ooof. Are you one any sort of government assistance?
Do you think you might be able to get health insurance that way?

Nope, and I attempted to get disability social security. Wasn't eligible.

If not, then I don't know what to tell you other than to try to get some sort of job. I don't mean to be rude when I say that, but you need some sort of income.

No offense taken.

Do you have any marketable skills at all?

No. I have no skills in any field or any sense of the word.

 

[Internet Explorer]

Aren't personalities physical constructs within our brain? I heard they are pretty set and stone and not exactly changeable without some serious heavy mind altering drugs.

Your personality, just like your physical self, is entirely malleable. You want bigger muscles, better physical attributes? Then you physically work out. Same concept with the brain. If you want to develop a personality, it'll involve more than just wishful thinking. Expanding the breadth and depth of your individual knowledge is never a bad thing, but does involve you immersing yourself with new experiences, meeting people, etc. etc. etc.

I have mental conditions and defects in my brain, a combination of upbringing, experiences, and congenital things I was born with. I was diagnosed with anxiety disorders. That's not something you have control over, that is a defect that manifests in your brain against your will.

Bollocks. I was an anxious teenager once, seemingly light years ago and I'm not downplaying mental illness by any means. But this is all in your head and can be changed. I think you could honestly benefit from psychiatric help if you genuinely feel helpless. Posting about this shit on a board populated by the congenital sum of internet faggotry is by no means a positive thing for anyone in your predicament, is it?

What is change though?

About tree fiddy, nigger.

 

[OpenBASED]

No. I have no skills in any field or any sense of the word.

You do have a PC, don't you? If not, you could probably find a used one pretty cheap although a bit old. There are lots of skill sets you could learn using a computer for little to no cost to you (besides the PC itself if you need one, even then you might be able to ask around).

I can even suggest software to you that's free of charge if you need it. Anything in particular you wanted to get into?

My point is that you can absolutely learn a new skill set without any real major roadblocks. The only real thing standing in your way is you.

 

[Vampirella]

He wants to be a monkey and run away to live in the woods

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[Internet Explorer]

He wants to be a monkey and run away to live in the woods

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I remember when he fancied himself as KiwiFarms' answer to Bear Grylls.

Except that would've involved him having to leave his room.

 

[Xenarthran]

You do have a PC, don't you? If not, you could probably find a used one pretty cheap although a bit old. There are lots of skill sets you could learn using a computer for little to no cost to you (besides the PC itself if you need one, even then you might be able to ask around).

I do have a PC.

I can even suggest software to you that's free of charge if you need it. Anything in particular you wanted to get into?

I can't really think of any of the top of my head at the moment. Maybe throw a few suggestions/recommendations.

My point is that you can absolutely learn a new skill set without any real major roadblocks. The only real thing standing in your way is you.

Yeah. I know.

 

[OpenBASED]

I do have a PC.

Good, that takes the initial cost out of the equation.

I can't really think of any of the top of my head at the moment. Maybe throw a few suggestions/recommendations.

I don't know what you'd be interested in or would like to do, so I can't throw anything that isn't generic.

All of the software that I am about to recommend is (at least to the best of my knowledge) free of charge and many are open source.

You could try:
. Graphics Design - There's GIMP and Krita. I've also heard good things about Paint.NET
. Audio Composition - Music usually comes to mind. Can't really recommend anything for this, I used to recommend Audacity but that's gone to shit recently.
. Programming - There are many beginner friendly languages out there. I would recommend Python as a starter language if you want to do that. Most programming languages have toolchains that are 100% free of charge.
. Video Editing - There's Kdenlive, Avidemux, OpenShot, Lightworks (Paid software, but there is a version that they provide free of charge).
. YouTube - This goes hand in hand with video editing. You don't have to be good, just upload what you feel like.

For non-creative work, you could try:
. Server Administration - For this I would recommend downloading and installing either VirtualBox or VMWare, these tools allow you to run an operating system inside your already existing OS.
. Or you could just learn how to troubleshoot - There will always be a need for people who can fix computer issues, and it's not really that hard to do.
All you really need is a way to speak to your client so that you can guide them through the process. Though TeamViewer can allow you to access a client's computer (with permission of course).

The best part is that none of these necessarily require you to even have an employer in order for you to make money. You could absolutely go independent with any one of these (except for server administration, but you COULD host a website on a VPS using the knowledge or something like that). If you don't make money off of it, then maybe you'll just pick up a new hobby.

The one thing though is that you have to put in the effort, you will never escape having to put effort into things. And don't go into it with only a profit motive, you will hate it and be VERY disappointed if you fail to make money.

That's all I could think of right now, I wish you good luck. And If you don't mind, may I request that you kind of tone it down on the whole "I could kill all of you" crap? It's not really good for your psyche to be in that mental state all of the time.

 

[Just A Butt]

Yeah. I know.

did you get a job yet? chicks don't like dudes who don't have jobs, homie

happy 9/11 everyone!

 

[totallyrandomusername]

If you live in any state but Wyoming, South Dakota, Kansas, Texas, Mississippi, Tennessee, Alabama, Georgia, Florida, South Caroline, or North Carolina, and you make less than $17,774, you qualify for Medicaid. Generally, it will cost you mostly nothing for healthcare. If you are well below that number, it literally won't cost you anything for just about any healthcare you need. So, if you don't live in one of the states I mentioned above, look into Medicaid. If you qualify and don't get it, you're retarded.

If you can apply for Medicaid and do so, it can take some time to get it all setup. So, in the meantime, the Natural Medicine Comprehensive Database, which is a well respected organization that deals with natural medicine strictly through the lens of scientific study, suggests that Ginko leaf extract, Kava Kava, Passion flower, & Valerian root can be used to treat anxiety. I generally only recommend natural treatments as a last resort when all else has failed, but when someone doesn't have readily available access to healthcare, it can be a reasonable alternative, as long as one uses it in the context of well reviewed and reasonable science. If it was me, I'd probably start with Valerian root, and then add Passion flower if the Valerian root isn't enough... in Minecraft.

 

[Epic Fail Man]

People have given him advice for years. He's never going to do anything. He's just going to continue to jack off on his carpet and play his videogames.

 

[Just A Butt]

i'm gonna build him a mud hut in my back yard and keep him around to catch mice.

 

[Weed Eater]

If anyone goes onto Xen's profile and see the chat spergout I documented there, just so everyone is clear, his spergout only escalated to that point because at some point in chat we got frustrated with him, and told him that the only way he can get out of his self-pity hole is if he worked on it himself.

"Oh hey guys I'm feeling super depressed and bad about myself I feel like I can't do anything for myself"

"Ok. Work on it then. Change, adapt, grow."

"WAAAAAAAH WHY ARE YOU GUYS TELLING ME THIS I ABSOLUTELY CAN'T NOTHING IS EVER MY FAULT"

"Ok. You're a bitch boy then. Shut the fuck up and go back to carpet cooming."

"Insert extremely edgy middle schooler "I will kill you" remarks here"

This is every instance of Xen I've noticed or come across yet. Much like Chris-Chan, trying to give him advice will lead to disappointment or irritation, as he will only spit in your face and continue to do what he knows best.

What is change though? What way does one go about that?

This comment all in itself should prove to people just how far gone of an absolute sperg he really is. If it isn't black and white thinking enough, of course his little brain can't fire the synapses long enough to understand. Hence why he lashes out so easily.