Okay, so this cluster B asylum fodder made me think for a bit, got my noggin' joggin'.
She's supposed to be wheelchair-bound ever since some kind of nazi allegedly broke her spine for helping someone with something. Wouldn't that mean she's got spinal cord injury with its usual symptoms - paraplegia, incontinence, and sexual dysfunction? I realize there's a chance it was not that severe - one of my high school classmates broke a couple of her vertebrae in a skiing accident without injuring her spinal cord; she had to wear some kind of brace and was forbidden from most physical activities. But there's no sign of any of those either.
Can I get an actual medfag's opinion on this?
You can get a brainmedfag medfag's opinion! Buckle up sluts.
Firstly: lol fucking 12/10 milk. You think the doc being cancelled would make things staler.
Psychfagging: My degrees are telling me this is a cluster B nightmare... HOWEVER I believe they might actually have a history of sexual trauma as well as other legitimate trauma that they are (VERY) poorly coping with. People don't just become cluster B grade A nightmares out of nowhere. Abuse in childhood can often change your base genetics by triggering things that might have been otherwise left alone, it can also foster poor copium. Think Nature
via Nurture. Her coping skills are low and very childish. She finds rage gifs and sperg videos appropriate when REEEE-ing at someone where everyone else for the most part realizes that's embarassing and immature. She throws tantrums similar to a toddler and posts them online for attention since there are no parents to listen. Thus the unhinged hot/cold Borderliner commeth.
Note how our new subject somewhat struggles with hypersexuality yet claiming hyposexuality, this is likely due to confusion around sexual urges and sexuality due afformentioned trauma. Said subject also somewhat wrongly mentally codes "mixed feelings" (such as unsure about romance) as "multiple personalities". Instead of agreeing that a person can be anxious, horny, excited, and happy at the same time, this individual says it is her "alters". This is how they reason with the world which again is childish in nature (kids emotions are often self described as simple such as sad, happy, excited etc.) . The issue with personality disorders is that many people who have something similar to it end up ascribing to the label instead of working things out otherwise. So even people who do NOT have this disorder or something similar live to the label hence the trend of it, hence why it's called "labeling theory".( You might have heard of it before in other avenues.)
This individual seems to have a lot of issues coding their own feelings into a realistic manner as well as rationalizing things around them. It's kind of further proof something fucked happened to her beforehand. It's like getting a bad sunburn, if a person were to touch you on the shoulder you would recoil because it hurt even though its normal. She's very reactive to her environment in this way and the second something becomes uncomfortable she seems to equate it with the worst possible outcome (rape).
You also have to think that in her behavioral patterns she doesn't do things for "no reason" she does things to get an expected result. So whenever xyz first bad thing or second bad thing happened, she reacted in a certain way. Her behaviors online (and all lolcows behaviors online) are to get a response. Ex: Kevin e-begs because he wants a toy. So he always does the same routine and gets what he wants. I believe this individual wants attention, to be believed because their first case was never taken seriously, and to feel like they are valued. So this is basically a really shitty roleplay of wanting to feel validated as a human being and have your (real) trauma recognized.
I will also say it's not uncommon to have rape/abuse victims revictimized multiple times in their lifetime. This is because 1) your self image is now shit, 2) you think this is what you're worth 3) you don't know any better....while her claims of "every year" are likely improbable, I would bet money that she has been victimized more than once.
So tl;dr she is likely a true & honest rape victim and has experienced multiple sexually or physically traumatic experiences in her life. She also is likely BPD and has issues functioning at an emotional level much above a child which is why her reactions are so obtuse and kek.
What you are seeing here is zero therapy and zero meds playthrough on an Alpha server of a human, essentially.
(Sorry if this is incoherent nonce I'm half awake.)