Throughout my life, when research and deep thinking kicks in, I learn to let things go and question whether or not I was in the right. Often times I come to the conclusion that I was in the wrong in many situations in the past. I used to hate Susan Wojcicki as much as he did until the deep thoughts really sets in, I often come to the conclusion I picked with the wrong person. I even wished Susan Wojcicki a happy life when she stepped down from CEO. Many bullies I met in school, I had a problem with them at first but then years later we repair the bridges, the bully apologizes but I was willing to forgive them long before that happens. This kind of natural process happens more quickly to me but happens more slowly to Blake and I am not denying the natural process that happens with Blake. However, whatever seems just petty in most people's mind becomes such a traumatizing instance for Blake. His perspectives are much more erratic than a normal person. His mentality is much more childish than the normal person. Which explains the whole thing of Blake getting some sort of existential crisis after watching Interstellar and The Matrix as well as his extreme aversion to characters written to be cruel. This could also explain why insults to Blake is an equivalent to an atom bomb which for a normal person it could just be shrugged off easily. But yeah, over the past decade, he hasn't changed much, if not have gotten worse. He still views his old enemies the same way back then and he still takes any form of criticism way too seriously.