I really don’t like getting political, but I’m losing my mind here. Trump won again, and Harris lost, and I’m just sitting here trying to process what that even means. I can’t even. Like, WHAT are we even doing? This can’t be real, right? It feels like I’m living in some dystopian nightmare. I can’t breathe. I have ADHD and anxiety, so processing this kind of chaos is literally impossible, but here we are, dealing with this. I’ve never been more terrified for the future. I can’t stop shaking.
And don’t even get me started on Project 2025. Are we seriously doing this? It feels like we’re headed straight for The Handmaid’s Tale. The stuff I’m reading makes my stomach turn. If you’re a woman, if you’re part of the LGBT community, or even if you’re just someone who believes in basic human rights, what the hell are we supposed to do now? This is the beginning of the end, and people are acting like it’s just another election. It’s not. We’re not just choosing a president here; we’re choosing what kind of country we’re going to live in, and I don’t recognize this place anymore.
And of course, I’m freaking out for my partner too. They have BPD, and I’m just watching them unravel as everything falls apart. They’re constantly telling me they can’t take it anymore, that this world is too much to handle, and I’m terrified one day it’ll be too late. I can’t fix this. I can’t fix the country, and I can’t fix us. My brain feels like it’s about to explode. Every time I try to talk about how bad this is, people just shut me down, like I’m being dramatic. I wish I was. I wish I was. But I’m not. None of us are.
It’s like we’re slipping into fascism, and no one is even batting an eye. Trump winning is just the latest sign that we’re headed straight for dictatorship. And all the rights we’ve worked so hard to protect? Gone. I’ve never felt so unsafe, so exposed. The government is taking everything away from us, and everyone is just sitting back and letting it happen. LGBT rights? Gone. Women's rights? Gone. Everything is being ripped away. And for what? So we can live in some twisted, authoritarian nightmare where nobody gets a say except the people at the top? No. Just NO.
It’s not just politics anymore. This is about survival. This is about whether or not we have a future. And right now, I’m not seeing one. People can sit there and pretend everything’s fine, but it’s not. It’s not fine. We’re losing everything, and I’m terrified we won’t be able to get it back.
Sorry for the rant. I just don’t know how else to process this. If anyone else feels like they’re about to lose it, I get it. I really do. Let’s try to stick together because I honestly don’t think we’re gonna make it through this alone.