If
@Relinquish is truly deceased, I’d like to thank him for creating this thread to shed light on the darkness of the internet. It’s dangerous to be so publicly exposing these types of people, and I’m sure while researching he probably saw some shit that nobody ever should, but by creating this thread he basically told the scum of the world that they will not stay hidden forever, and will face the consequences of their evils.
I must add, the article he wrote at the beginning of the thread is the best article about Com/764 I’ve ever read.
If by any chance he isn’t dead, although I fear the worst, I hope he’s able to read this and know that people greatly appreciate his efforts. You will never be forgotten.
fly high
Been trying to wrap my head around why he did it if he did it. Did he fail a south Korean exam? Was it one of these fuckers spamming him with vile shit? Was it the over exposure to depravity? Was he alone and kiwifarms moral support didn't replace in person human support system? What are his thoughts that even reached suicidal ideation? Did he witness something so distressing he'd rather die than keep living because he doesn't see alternatives from his own view?
He was genuinely afraid the internet will kill him. At one point though a fake attention whoring suicide from a freak embedded in WPD extremist cliques was real. So if exhausted and over exposed one day his logical judgement was overtaken by emotion and found it best he killed himself than get killed? There was the Russian stabbing incident he might have though he was responsible for due to actually involved perpetrators projecting blame to avoid ego, social and legal consequence.
This is too much for experts in law enforcement let alone a person in his late teens, barely a fucking adult. He had it in his head maybe documenting this and exposing them would make it stop or lessen. It didn't. It perpetuates trough narcotics and gang/cult loyalty systems. This shit never fucking ends it just gets more or less prevalent depending on global politics,
You. Are. Not. Detectives. You. Are. Not. Law. Enforcement.
Researching this isn't wrong in it of itself to be aware of risk, But internalizing responsibility that is not yours to shoulder leads to suicidal ideation or suicide. The world is cruel. The world is angry. You don't have to be.
Call your mom or dad, siblings, ask how they're doing. Go work, train on something. Let bye gones be bye gones, make up for lost time by doing something, training, or just grinding work one day at a time.
Be boring. Be unremarkable. Most importantly you don't have to be happy, life isn't about being happy all the time. Exist. Improve, earn your peace and happiness. You won't earn it by researching more. You'll earn it be being boring and reliable to those who depend on you, If your home is marked by instability, lashing out or suicide is a failure perpetuating the cycle.
Take care of yourselves. Take care of your family, Take care of your friends. And they will take care of you,