Alex Hogendorp / Lunar Eclipse Paradox / KermisVoyager1997 / BetterSkatez / Chords of Brazil / Funky the Clown (and many more) - Whiny canuck with TDS, Political flip-flopper, Flat-earther, Fetishistic media encyclopedia, Limbless loli connoisseur, GIANT hypocrite, Raped by fake clowns, Spiritual tranny, Wanna-be skitzocow, Noushintou Hoshi's #1 fan, Betrayed by Kiwi Farms

[Xev]

Has this fucktard ever heard of the Streisand Effect?

 

[The Un-Clit]

I love the "I'm not the pedophile, YOU all are!"

Nigger, "i'm rubber you are glue" stopped being a viable defense in the 2nd grade.

We're not the ones who have admitted to jerking it to amputee lolis on record, you sick fuck. Reality sucks, doesn't it? You can shout fantasies of power and control into the void all you like, that's all they are and you know it, "leader of DropKiwiFarms".

 

[Spectate]

@Sperg Spectating mention at 0:51 ↓

"One of his haters Sperg Spectating has sent a package with a bomb in it, which is terrorism."
Well, ok then. I guess if Alex said I did that, then it must be true then, right? Why would Alex Hogendorp lie on the internet? Who would do such a thing?

 

[Sparkletor 2.0]

"One of his haters Sperg Spectating has sent a package with a bomb in it, which is terrorism."
Well, ok then. I guess if Alex said I did that, then it must be true then, right? Why would Alex Hogendorp lie on the internet? Who would do such a thing?

I'm not a lawyer but that sounds like it might be illegal. Why didn't Alex file a police report? Why would he continue to antagonize the same people who sent a bomb to his house?

 

[True Boss of this Gym]

I'm not a lawyer but that sounds like it might be illegal. Why didn't Alex file a police report? Why would he continue to antagonize the same people who sent a bomb to his house?

He learns from the best, the best being Keffals.

 

[Please fucking kill me]

@Please fucking kill me

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Title:Trans Rights Are Human Rights

If you're going to steal my stuff at least make the music not shit, man.

 

[PaperRoads]

Today's DeviantArt posts.

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My house address should not be public knowledge. Just because you can find my house doesn't mean you get to share it anywhere else. It's none of your fucking business. I like living in that house. I've lived there since 2001.

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I wish I was still living with my parents sometimes because it would be cheaper and they don't have a stupid ventilation system like we are forced to have in these crappy apartments. and true the trolls don't have any right to steal your personal info.

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Noushintou Hoshi makes some of the best manga out there and I am tired of people fucking bullying her just because they are offended over what she makes and a bunch of her haters are homophobic. Because of her bipolar, she really can't handle dealing with anyone and people saying extremely mean things to her puts her in psychosis because she can't control herself. She is best just being left alone considering anything can give her extreme anxiety which is why I refused to interact with her anymore. But I will not tolerate any of this harassment to any anime artist whatsoever, let alone Noushintou Hoshi. But I'm glad I found out about Noushintou Hoshi considering at that moment, it really made me reflect on myself because I was a horrible person back then and it made me realize how much of a bad influence Kiwi Farms was on me.

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Kiwifarms talks bad about anyone whos different.

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I found a way to trap AI traffic into a tar pit to decrease activity of fake accounts such as porn bots that shit up the internet. That's a good thing. Maybe if I apply those links on my twitter. Maybe I won't get as many porn bots trying to follow me.

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I hope AI can in the future be used to identify underground music.

Yeah. I'm not completely against AI. I'm just against AI being shoved down our throats.​

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Natural Snow Buildings is a very underrated band that I recommend, they are one of my influences for music.

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Should I use the Nepenthes AI maze to trap porn bots?

 

[Spectate]

Noushintou Hoshi makes some of the best manga out there and I am tired of people fucking bullying her just because they are offended over what she makes and a bunch of her haters are homophobic. Because of her bipolar, she really can't handle dealing with anyone and people saying extremely mean things to her puts her in psychosis because she can't control herself. She is best just being left alone considering anything can give her extreme anxiety which is why I refused to interact with her anymore. But I will not tolerate any of this harassment to any anime artist whatsoever, let alone Noushintou Hoshi. But I'm glad I found out about Noushintou Hoshi considering at that moment, it really made me reflect on myself because I was a horrible person back then and it made me realize how much of a bad influence Kiwi Farms was on me.

Alex still can't take responsibility for his own actions. "I hate how people bullied Noushintou Hoshi" when he is the only person in the world who actually cares about Noushintou Hoshi. We weren't the ones who bullied her and talked shit about her for months across multiple different websites Alex, that was you.

Should I use the Nepenthes AI maze to trap porn bots?

... This nigga has actually completely lost it. We're nearing Talbott levels soon.

 

[A Very Big Fish]

Alex still can't take responsibility for his own actions. "I hate how people bullied Noushintou Hoshi" when he is the only person in the world who actually cares about Noushintou Hoshi. We weren't the ones who bullied her and talked shit about her for months across multiple different websites Alex, that was you.


... This nigga has actually completely lost it. We're nearing Talbott levels soon.

Noushintou Hoshi: "You took everything from me!"

The Rest of the Internet minus Alex: "LMAO who the fuck are you?"

Natural Snow Buildings is a very underrated band that I recommend, they are one of my influences for music.

I'm so sorry to Natural Snow Buildings that this fucker claims you as an influence. I'll be honest they feel like very generic post-rock, ambient stuff. It's not my cup of tea, but its at least competent, which is much more than we can say about Alex's auditory holocaust.

 

[Spectate]

Noushintou Hoshi: "You took everything from me!"

That's the thing though, we haven't found anything from Hoshi that shows they had any deep relationship with Alex, and if they did, it was DMs only.

 

[PaperRoads]

That's the thing though, we haven't found anything from Hoshi that shows they had any deep relationship with Alex, and if they did, it was DMs only.

We have a few quotes here and there that could possibly piece together what happened.

Here is Alex's first post about her

There is a Japanese artist who goes by the name of @qrgr_z or what people like to call her Hoshi-chan. A failed Yaoi Mangaka artist whom if you go on Twitter and translate her tweets, 25% of them is her contemplating suicide. She is the mangaka equivalent to Cyrax. She is said to have bipolar disorder as well.
This is one of her drawings BTW.

They probably started conversing in DMs back in mid 2024:

I was once a hater of this artist over some misunderstanding. But after talking with her, she's one of the nicest people I ever met. I also really love her artstyle too. I have a lot of respect for Hoshi because she had me reflecting on my life. Her Yaoi stories are pretty unique too.

Bipolar is really scary and I've met some people who are bipolar and I know what you mean. One of them happens to be Noushintou Hoshi who happens to have one of the absolute worst cases. She mentions the feeling that going from extreme mania to extreme depression is the worst. She would cut herself and even put her arm over a candle to get blisters on them. She even mentions wanting to cut her arms off to. She's in a terrible state of psychosis and I can never get along with her as she is so unpredictable. I feel tremendously sorry for her.

Perhaps during one of her manic episode, she blocked Alex, which led him to start the feud

Noushintou Hoshi was an anime artist I had a feud with for blocking me on twitter which led me to delete my account on twitter.

The feud probably happened back in October/November as we see Alex make multiple posts about her during these months

I know of a Japanese lolcow for months now and I've gathered information on her. Her name is Noushintou Hoshi. Possibly a 30 year old overly depressed anime artist who fantasizes about drug abuse, rape and physical abuse in her BL comics. Her tweets on Twitter is a cavalcade of depression and typical lolcow behavior. Like many lolcows. She says she plans to change but fails at doing so. Someone needs to do a deep look into her shit. She often makes comments about wanting to die and wanting to go on a rampage but often deletes them in fear of the cops being called on her.

In my opinion. Noushintou Hoshi is the worst anime artist of all time. Not only does she suck at storytelling, she sucks at life and acts like Chris Chan on hard drugs. I don't think any artist could be worse than her.

Honestly. I cannot hate on Noushintou Hoshi. I think what she's trying to say is she is just way too uncomfortable with anyone outside her closer circle.

And I though Noushintou Hoshi was the suicide baiter. Holy shit. Hope these redditors deliver on that promise.

Noushintou Hoshi. I used to be obsessed with her then but I hate her now.

He might have logged into one of his other accounts and harrased her in DMs, which ended up making her say this:

"Do you live in Japan, I am considering a lawsuit" - Noushintou Hoshi.

I'm assuming they've never talked again since. Although, Alex has shown to have been heavily affected by the Noushintou Hoshi saga and now regrets being so rude to her.

Damn, Blake did a number of Spax's health magnitudes worse than Noushintou Hoshi did to mine. When someone is so insufferable it takes even ER visits and then Blake responding in the meanest way possible shows how much of a cunt Blake really is.

Rejection hurts and drives me crazy. Hence things like the feud with Noushintou Hoshi.

[..] And then I look back at what I did to someone much less capable of handling criticism than me. Noushintou Hoshi. Makes me want to cry thinking about my actions towards her. I fear being rejected by someone I wanted to be accepted by.

Looking back on it, it's funny to see Alex exhibit the same pattern of behavior towards Hoshi as he does towards us. He went from simply being curious about Kiwifarms/Hoshi to then directly engaging with both and then got "betrayed" by being Halal'd/blocked, which caused him to lash out in anger and then finally feeling pity/guilt towards the opposing party. However, in our case, since we keep being "rude" to him, the cycle of hatred & pity repeats itself.

 

[CallmeCicada]

That's the thing though, we haven't found anything from Hoshi that shows they had any deep relationship with Alex, and if they did, it was DMs only.

Going by how Alex treated casual conversations with users on the forum as deep or meaningful relationships, I doubt their relationship was any deeper than a puddle. My personal theory is that they were just pen pals at best and Hoishi may have just been wanting to have a English language partner, and Alex soured it because he clearly went off on her.

 

[Xev]

I think Alex needs to see a mental health professional and get his own diagnosis. He's also clearly bi polar or something.

 

[LowlyPheasent]

That's the thing though, we haven't found anything from Hoshi that shows they had any deep relationship with Alex, and if they did, it was DMs only.

I doubt he ever did if I'm being honest. He is over the top bombastic, lies about everything, and understands nothing. He could have gotten a twitter response like "Have a good day." and formed a para-social relationship from there given his obsessive/retarded nature.

 

[A Very Big Fish]

Alex Hogendorp Jul 6 2024 said:
There is a Japanese artist who goes by the name of @qrgr_z or what people like to call her Hoshi-chan. A failed Yaoi Mangaka artist whom if you go on Twitter and translate her tweets, 25% of them is her contemplating suicide. She is the mangaka equivalent to Cyrax. She is said to have bipolar disorder as well.

I think it's funny that Alex's decision to continue his polyglot LARP is to use the honorific 'chan' for Noushintou Hoshi, which is weird for someone you don't know, and at this point in time, hates. He just adopts what he claims is a fan nickname.

Two reasons I find it odd. First, I assume her name is an alias, because Noushintou literally means a concussion, and she uses the Kanji for it, so there isn't some alternate reading (posted a picture of it in Jisho and her handle). But going off the writing of her name on her socials, she isn't making a play out of the Kanji in Hoshi because she's writing it in Hiragana, which doesn't have intrinsic meaning based on the character. I can't think of anyone named Hoshi who's name didn't use the Kanji for star, 星 so I don't know if her name was just given in Hiragana (pretty rare) or it could just be a decision made to try and make it stick out, or its just an alias. I think that I once saw someone speculate on here that it should be assumed she meant 欲しい which means to want, so her name would literally be, 'I want a concussion', which, while funny, I doubt it (it's also missing a particle). While they're similar, Hoshi is not Hoshii, even if they sound similar, and of course, if you want to derive a specific meaning, you'd probably include the Kanji.



The other part that's strange, is -chan is used (generally) for women who you have at least a passing familiarity with. You would use -san if you were just trying to be generically polite. BUT Alex wasn't trying to be polite, which means you probably wouldn't attach any honorific, because that's considered offensive if you aren't close.

Another alternative would be refering to her as Hoshi-Sensei, because while most people in the West just think 'Sensei=Teacher' but what it means is master, and can also be used for Doctors, Lawyers, and even people in the arts.

Granted, this would make more sense after Alex came to the conclusion that they were bffs and not before. Why he dropped honorifics after they became twitter buddies is funny to me, either he gave up on his polyglot, cultured LARP, or he actually thinks that they got really close. Either option is funny to me.

He might have logged into one of his other accounts and harrased her in DMs, which ended up making her say this:

I just love that that was in the thread where people were getting rather personal about some of the shittiest times in their life (and shit posting, obviously) including people getting fired, losing relationships, etc. and Alex is talking about how some Bipolar Mangaka decided that dealing with his nonsense was too much.

Anyways, apologies for all the 自閉症。

 

[Rango Dango]

I think it's funny that Alex's decision to continue his polyglot LARP is to use the honorific 'chan' for Noushintou Hoshi, which is weird for someone you don't know, and at this point in time, hates. He just adopts what he claims is a fan nickname.

I fucking hate when people use honorifics in translation. "b-b-buh-buh-but otherwise how would they show the relationship between two people???" USING WORDS YOU RETARDED AUTIST.

and when weebs use them when referring to people I just get second hand embarassment

 

[The Strongest Haaton]

bullying trans people. You made their lives a living hell because of your bullshit ideology and religion.

Deuteronomy 22:5 "A woman shall not wear a man's garment, nor shall a man put on a woman's cloak, for whoever does these things is an abomination to the Lord your God."
We're just getting them ready for the real thing since they won't repent. Just getting it in early! They could always just not wear women's clothing and not chop their dicks off.

 

[PaperRoads]

Today's autistic ramblings.

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In my opinion. Some of the most politically incorrect films I could think of includes some of these. Films that either push the boundaries, are anti-war, or are commentaries on feudalism or are anti-feudalism and doesn't align with any political extreme.

• Johnny Got His Gun (1971) based on the book by Dalton Trumbo
• Threads (1984)
• The Day After (1983)
• 1984 (1984) based on the book by George Orwell
• A Serbian Film (2010)
• All Quiet On The Western Front (1930,1979,2022) based on the book by Erich Maria Remarque
• Schindler's List (1993) based on the book by Thomas Keneally
• Come and See (1985)
• Man Bites Dog (1992)
• Born on the Fourth of July (1988) based on the autobiography by Ron Kovic.
• Apocalypse Now (1979)
• Full Metal Jacket (1987)
• A Clockwork Orange (1971) based on the novel by Anthony Burgess
• American Psycho (2000) based on the novel by Brett Easton Eilles
• Mysterious Skin (2004) based on the novel by Scott Heim
• Blazing Saddles (1974)
• Fight Club (1999) based on the novel by Chuck Palahniuk
• Children of Men (2006) based on the novel by PD James
• The House That Jack Built (2018)
• Gladiator (2000)
• Seven Samurai (1954)
• Eyes Wide Shut (1999)
• American History X (1998)
• Cannibal Holocaust (1980) - though I don't appreciate a few animals being killed on set.

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We live in a world where you really need to know someone to fully understand who they are.

For example. David Attenborough has been accused of being a eugenicist by some people, Usually conspiracy theorists. But I haven't found any proof of this whatsoever. David Attenborough seems like a really nice and genuine person. He's known for his amazing documentaries.

Another example. Chance Wilkins has been accused to being a predator. But those who spread it around are part of lolcow culture like Kiwi Farms and just love bullying the shit out of him and torturing him. I honestly view Chance Wilkins to be naive rather than malicious.

I know Adolf Hitler and Donald Trump has so many narratives but it's apparent through those who support Adolf Hitler and Donald Trump are often very nasty and toxic people. So I really don't trust anyone who supports them. Let alone Adolf Hitler and Donald Trump themselves.

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Yes. theres a huge difference from knowing someone in real life than reading lies about them on Kiwifarms.

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Donald Trump is such an embarrassment that even Elon Musk is telling him to fuck off! Trump is so low!

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I consider Elon Musk as a trend following greedy oligarch while I consider Trump a power hungry spoiled narcissistic man baby and possible reincarnation of Adolf Hitler. Trump is more akin to his fucked up ideology while Elon Musk is a political flip flopper who hops on whatever benefits him most. They're both massive hypocrites though.

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I miss the times before Trump was famous outside the US. I rather go back to the days of Bush and Obama as president.

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I question both God and the Devil. Kind of like Yin Yang kind of thing.

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Liking (Music Artist) + Scraping their music through an AI learning machine (still) = Plagiarism and Sloth

Hating (Music Artist) + Scraping their music through an AI learning machine = Plagiarism, Wrath and Envy

Liking (Music Artist) + Making your own music inspired by them = Influence

Hating (Music Artist) + Making your own music inspired by them = Parody or Hypocrisy

Liking (Racist Music Artist) + Scraping their music through an AI learning machine = Plagiarism, Hate Speech, Wrath, Envy and Sloth

Hating (Racist Music Artist) + Scraping their music through an AI learning machine = Plagiarism or Plagiarism through Karma

Liking (Racist Music Artist) + Making your own music inspired by them = Influence, Hate Speech, Wrath and Envy

Hating (Racist Music Artist) + Making your own music inspired by them = Parody or Hypocrisy, Hate Speech, Wrath and Envy

Liking (AI Music Artist) + Scraping their music through an AI learning machine (still) = Plagiarism and Sloth

Hating (AI Music Artist) + Scraping their music through an AI learning machine = Plagiarism and Hypocrisy or Plagiarism through Karma

Liking (AI Music Artist) + Making your own music inspired by them = Hypocrisy or Influence

Hating (AI Music Artist) + Making your own music inspired by them = Hypocrisy or Parody or Improving upon the work.

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if I was to become a music artist I would be like how underground eletronic music artists was in the 90s and 00s and not use AI for it. Milton Jackson still uses the old technology like Zip drive when making music.

 

[Sparkletor 2.0]

We live in a world where you really need to know someone to fully understand who they are.

For example. David Attenborough has been accused of being a eugenicist by some people, Usually conspiracy theorists. But I haven't found any proof of this whatsoever. David Attenborough seems like a really nice and genuine person. He's known for his amazing documentaries.

Another example. Chance Wilkins has been accused to being a predator. But those who spread it around are part of lolcow culture like Kiwi Farms and just love bullying the shit out of him and torturing him. I honestly view Chance Wilkins to be naive rather than malicious.

I know Adolf Hitler and Donald Trump has so many narratives but it's apparent through those who support Adolf Hitler and Donald Trump are often very nasty and toxic people. So I really don't trust anyone who supports them. Let alone Adolf Hitler and Donald Trump themselves.
Yes. theres a huge difference from knowing someone in real life than reading lies about them on Kiwifarms.

Tell me, Alex, what are Cyraxx, Attenborough, and Hitler like in real life? Surely he isn't just judging them on things he's read about them.

 

[Xev]

Tell me, Alex, what are Cyraxx, Attenborough, and Hitler like in real life? Surely he isn't just judging them on things he's read about them.

He clearly needs to just show up at Cyraxx's house with a pizza.