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How courageous of you chalking up multiple suicide attempts as "character building." Are you currently on any SSRIs on top of HRT?
 
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How courageous of you chalking up multiple suicide attempts as "character building." Are you currently on any SSRIs on top of HRT?
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No, unfortunately, I cannot pay for those meds with HRT, nor can my grandma either. I could maybe get them if I'm able to find a job, but otherwise, I'm kinda stuck without them.

I used to be on an SSRI tho, and I must say, it did make me feel a little better. My ADHD meds are a definite necessity tho, so I could go for those first.
 
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i dunno dude, its just that the kinds of posts you make on reddit about your sexual experiences in immense detail, heavily emphasizing how being feminine/ a woman made it so much hotter and amazing for you, really gives off the impression its in fetish territory moreso than you legitimately feel you were born in the wrong body for non-sexual reasons.

also, i dont do much perusing of trans subreddits, and i cant speak for everyone obviously, but i don’t think those subs were made for trans people to brag about their sex life in detail and i dont doubt it makes a few people uncomfortable.

posts like “my sex life has gotten so much better because of how confident ive become from transitioning” is acceptable, its simple and shows some semblance of dignity and self respect. but the shit you post like “i got my super femininely female cock slobbered on today while being called a good girl and it made me feel so womanly!!!!!”?? do you blame us for coming to the conclusion you see it more as a fetish than your true identity?
 
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i dunno dude, its just that the kinds of posts you make on reddit about your sexual experiences in immense detail, heavily emphasizing how being feminine/ a woman made it so much hotter and amazing for you, really gives off the impression its in fetish territory moreso than you legitimately feel you were born in the wrong body for non-sexual reasons.

also, i dont do much perusing of trans subreddits, and i cant speak for everyone obviously, but i don’t think those subs were made for trans people to brag about their sex life in detail and i dont doubt it makes a few people uncomfortable.

posts like “my sex life has gotten so much better because of how confident ive become from transitioning” is acceptable, its simple and shows some semblance of dignity and self respect. but the shit you post like “i got my super femininely female cock slobbered on today while being called a good girl and it made me feel so womanly!!!!!”?? do you blame us for coming to the conclusion you see it more as a fetish than your true identity?
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Okay, let me set the stage. I NEVER had any satisfying sex for most of my life, EVER. From the moment puberty started and I was jacking it for the first few times, to the literal moment I had left my ex (which we obviously fucked a few times), I had never had sex that I liked. The reason I appreciate these "sexual things" so much, is because I never had them, and honestly, I should've been. Sex is literally in the top parts of Mazlow's Hierarchy of needs, which means that I SHOULD'VE been having satisfying and fulfilling sex for years, and yet I wasn't getting it.

Also, I'd like to say that it's perfectly natural for me to flaunt boobs and stuff that I never got to have growing up, and it's perfectly normal to want to be proud of my new body and what it can do, regardless of whether it's lewd or not.

Think of it this way:

Imagine that you're an avid gamer in the 8th generation of gaming, but you're stuck with only an N64 and a CRT display. Of course, you're jealous of all the people that have the new Xbox One: which can run games in HD, and has a lot more processing power to run better games, and has multiplayer for most of its game library. Naturally, you end up getting jealous, and feeling left out that you don't have the latest console, and that you aren't able to ever play it. You go years running on an overpowered console and feeling shitty about yourself... until suddenly, a relative you haven't heard from in over a decade randomly comes in and hands you a 4k TV and an Xbox One. You actually become proud of your new found console which is way more powerful and more efficient hardware wise; you start to take screenshots and flaunt to everybody how you can now play online and in 1080p, because your previous device was so goddamn underpowered that it could rarely handle more than a dozen polygons.

It's literally the same thing with me, just take the console allegory and replace the underpowered hardware with inadequacy comapred to cis women, and replace the N64 with my pre-transition body, and the Xbox One with my post transition body. Like every other human on the planet, I feel happy about a clear step in the right direction, and naturally, I tend to flaunt it.

I don't show off my boobs because I have a sick fetish and I get off to showing my boobs, I show my boobs because I'm finally happy that I can feel comfortable in my own skin, and to me, that's an accomplishment worth proudly proclaiming. And as far as the sexual encounters, can't you just let me have my cookie? If I've had trouble actually feeling satisfied in bed for most of my life, I've found a partner that can make me happy in bed, and transition can help me feel more comfortable in that situation... who are you to put me down? Yes, I talk about sexual things occasionally, but if you took a second to look at my post history on ALL trans subs, you'd see that the nsfw only makes up a small percentage of what I normally post, most of my other posts have very little, if no NSFW mentions. I more often talk about how I'm sad that I don't pass, and how I'm so depressed I don't care sometimes than "MY GIRLFRIEND SLOBBERED MY LADY COCK ;lsj'kgsaj'dsakdsaijfd;"

I'm not saying anyone's perfect, but it seems like this whole post portrayed more of my bad moments than my good ones, and really, it's a very thin line between laughing at someone on internet forms and launching a smear campaign against them...
 
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Okay, let me set the stage. I NEVER had any satisfying sex for most of my life, EVER. From the moment puberty started and I was jacking it for the first few times, to the literal moment I had left my ex (which we obviously fucked a few times), I had never had sex that I liked. The reason I appreciate these "sexual things" so much, is because I never had them, and honestly, I should've been. Sex is literally in the top parts of Mazlow's Hierarchy of needs, which means that I SHOULD'VE been having satisfying and fulfilling sex for years, and yet I wasn't getting it.

Also, I'd like to say that it's perfectly natural for me to flaunt boobs and stuff that I never got to have growing up, and it's perfectly normal to want to be proud of my new body and what it can do, regardless of whether it's lewd or not.

Think of it this way:

Imagine that you're an avid gamer in the 8th generation of gaming, but you're stuck with only an N64 and a CRT display. Of course, you're jealous of all the people that have the new Xbox One: which can run games in HD, and has a lot more processing power to run better games, and has multiplayer for most of its game library. Naturally, you end up getting jealous, and feeling left out that you don't have the latest console, and that you aren't able to ever play it. You go years running on an overpowered console and feeling shitty about yourself... until suddenly, a relative you haven't heard from in over a decade randomly comes in and hands you a 4k TV and an Xbox One. You actually become proud of your new found console which is way more powerful and more efficient hardware wise; you start to take screenshots and flaunt to everybody how you can now play online and in 1080p, because your previous device was so goddamn overpowered that it could rarely handle more than a dozen polygons.

It's literally the same thing with me, just take the console allegory and replace the underpowered hardware with inadequacy comapred to cis women, and replace the N64 with my pre-transition body, and the Xbox One with my post transition body. Like every other human on the planet, I feel happy about a clear step in the right direction, and naturally, I tend to flaunt it.

I don't show off my boobs because I have a sick fetish and I get off to showing my boobs, I show my boobs because I'm finally happy that I can feel comfortable in my own skin, and to me, that's an accomplishment worth proudly proclaiming. And as far as the sexual encounters, can't you just let me have my cookie? If I've had trouble actually feeling satisfied in bed for most of my life, I've found a partner that can make me happy in bed, and transition can help me feel more comfortable in that situation... who are you to put me down? Yes, I talk about sexual things occasionally, but if you took a second to look at my post history on ALL trans subs, you'd see that the nsfw only makes up a small percentage of what I normally post, most of my other posts have very little, if no NSFW mentions. I more often talk about how I'm sad that I don't pass, and how I'm so depressed I don't care sometimes than "MY GIRLFRIEND SLOBBERED MY LADY COCK ;lsj'kgsaj'dsakdsaijfd;"

I'm not saying anyone's perfect, but it seems like this whole post portrayed more of my bad moments than my good ones, and really, it's a very thin line between laughing at someone on internet forms and launching a smear campaign against them...
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Awesome story. Anyways the next time you decide to commit suicide you should buy a fixed-blade diving or hunting knife around six to eight inches long, with a sheath you can clip to your belt or strap to your ankle, then drive to the beach. You can leave a note in your car if you like. Wait until night and then swim as far as you can manage out into the open ocean. When you feel like you can't possibly swim any further, take out the knife and stab yourself in the heart. The best way to get at the heart is to slide the knife between your fourth and fifth ribs, as close to your sternum as possible, on the left side. You may want to practice fingering the area in front of a mirror a few times until you're comfortable. Once the knife is in, twist it side to side as well as you can manage between the ribs, then pull it out. If you're still alive continue to stab yourself until you are no longer alive. If you do it like this there is literally no chance whatsoever of failing or being rescued.

I hope this helps.
 
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Okay, let me set the stage. I NEVER had any satisfying sex for most of my life, EVER. From the moment puberty started and I was jacking it for the first few times, to the literal moment I had left my ex (which we obviously fucked a few times), I had never had sex that I liked. The reason I appreciate these "sexual things" so much, is because I never had them, and honestly, I should've been. Sex is literally in the top parts of Mazlow's Hierarchy of needs, which means that I SHOULD'VE been having satisfying and fulfilling sex for years, and yet I wasn't getting it.

Also, I'd like to say that it's perfectly natural for me to flaunt boobs and stuff that I never got to have growing up, and it's perfectly normal to want to be proud of my new body and what it can do, regardless of whether it's lewd or not.

Think of it this way:

Imagine that you're an avid gamer in the 8th generation of gaming, but you're stuck with only an N64 and a CRT display. Of course, you're jealous of all the people that have the new Xbox One: which can run games in HD, and has a lot more processing power to run better games, and has multiplayer for most of its game library. Naturally, you end up getting jealous, and feeling left out that you don't have the latest console, and that you aren't able to ever play it. You go years running on an overpowered console and feeling shitty about yourself... until suddenly, a relative you haven't heard from in over a decade randomly comes in and hands you a 4k TV and an Xbox One. You actually become proud of your new found console which is way more powerful and more efficient hardware wise; you start to take screenshots and flaunt to everybody how you can now play online and in 1080p, because your previous device was so goddamn overpowered that it could rarely handle more than a dozen polygons.

It's literally the same thing with me, just take the console allegory and replace the underpowered hardware with inadequacy comapred to cis women, and replace the N64 with my pre-transition body, and the Xbox One with my post transition body. Like every other human on the planet, I feel happy about a clear step in the right direction, and naturally, I tend to flaunt it.

I don't show off my boobs because I have a sick fetish and I get off to showing my boobs, I show my boobs because I'm finally happy that I can feel comfortable in my own skin, and to me, that's an accomplishment worth proudly proclaiming. And as far as the sexual encounters, can't you just let me have my cookie? If I've had trouble actually feeling satisfied in bed for most of my life, I've found a partner that can make me happy in bed, and transition can help me feel more comfortable in that situation... who are you to put me down? Yes, I talk about sexual things occasionally, but if you took a second to look at my post history on ALL trans subs, you'd see that the nsfw only makes up a small percentage of what I normally post, most of my other posts have very little, if no NSFW mentions. I more often talk about how I'm sad that I don't pass, and how I'm so depressed I don't care sometimes than "MY GIRLFRIEND SLOBBERED MY LADY COCK ;lsj'kgsaj'dsakdsaijfd;"

I'm not saying anyone's perfect, but it seems like this whole post portrayed more of my bad moments than my good ones, and really, it's a very thin line between laughing at someone on internet forms and launching a smear campaign against them...
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Awesome story. Anyways the next time you decide to commit suicide you should buy a fixed-blade diving or hunting knife around six to eight inches long, with a sheath you can clip to your belt or strap to your ankle, then drive to the beach. You can leave a note in your car if you like. Wait until night and then swim as far as you can manage out into the open ocean. When you feel like you can't possibly swim any further, take out the knife and stab yourself in the heart. The best way to get at the heart is to slide the knife between your fourth and fifth ribs, as close to your sternum as possible, on the left side. You may want to practice fingering the area in front of a mirror a few times until you're comfortable. Once the knife is in, twist it side to side as well as you can manage between the ribs, then pull it out. If you're still alive continue to stab yourself until you are no longer alive. If you do it like this there is literally no chance whatsoever of failing or being rescued.

I hope this helps.
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why cant you people just be normal
 
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So in this analogy where do 720p plasma screens fit in? Does the Dreamcast factor into your transition?
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An allegory and an analogy are two completely different things. An analogy directly draws parallels between one object and another object directly, while an allegory indirectly draws parallels using a different situation as an example.

Also, I’d say the Dreamcast and 720p plasma screens were like me doing cringy crossdressing ages ago before I had HRT, or any knowledge of how female clothes worked…

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Awesome story. Anyways the next time you decide to commit suicide you should buy a fixed-blade diving or hunting knife around six to eight inches long, with a sheath you can clip to your belt or strap to your ankle, then drive to the beach. You can leave a note in your car if you like. Wait until night and then swim as far as you can manage out into the open ocean. When you feel like you can't possibly swim any further, take out the knife and stab yourself in the heart. The best way to get at the heart is to slide the knife between your fourth and fifth ribs, as close to your sternum as possible, on the left side. You may want to practice fingering the area in front of a mirror a few times until you're comfortable. Once the knife is in, twist it side to side as well as you can manage between the ribs, then pull it out. If you're still alive continue to stab yourself until you are no longer alive. If you do it like this there is literally no chance whatsoever of failing or being rescued.

I hope this helps.
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That’s a bit too painful for my tastes >_<

I’d prefer decapitation, thank you very much

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why cant you people just be normal
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Welp… you saw it here folks… I tried to explain and got completely ignored
 
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HiImWolfette said:
Welp… you saw it here folks… I tried to explain and got completely ignored
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The only folks you're preaching to are the ones who are here to laugh at you. Aside from committing the unforgivable sin of double posting, you've fallen into the same trap as Shrimpdick or Tommy Tooter- marching straight into the devil's mouth to try and defend yourself.

Welcome to a hell of your own making. Enjoy the buffet.
 
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The only folks you're preaching to are the ones who are here to laugh at you. Aside from committing the unforgivable sin of double posting, you've fallen into the same trap as Shrimpdick or Tommy Tooter- marching straight into the devil's mouth to try and defend yourself.

Welcome to a hell of your own making. Enjoy the buffet.
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Hahahahahahahahahahahaha

Death is my bitch! I cannot he stopped!
 
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