Honestly surprised she broke up (if this is true) as Narcs never like to admit they were fooled.
As other posters have said though there's an equally great chance she was a willing participant in this suicide by food plan. we will know for sure if Amber's ears start to recede into her cheeks and she develops that 2019 stop sign shaped moon face.
Girly slop wants to speedrun the sewer-slide IMO, who wants to live in Oklahoma playing bingo for 60 years after all. Not Kyuuute~ <3
But she didn’t admit she was fooled. She actually denied it throughout the entire video by blaming everyone else for “ruining everything” and claiming that there’s more to the story that we will never know about. All of that is the opposite of admitting she was fooled.
I was going to post last night about what I thought would happen, but I didn’t have time. I saw a lot of speculation about Amber trying to pull a Jade by pretending they broke up, while secretly staying together behind the scenes. I also saw a lot of people saying Amber would be defiant and continue anyway despite all the evidence, or that she would just go on and pretend like nothing is happening. From the moment I saw all of this info being posted, I never thought that would be the case.
Something about this situation seems to be making people forget that relationships are between 2 (or more) people. Amber can want to sweep everything under the rug and live in delusion all she wants, but that isn’t possible unless her partner is willing to do the same. She’s as upset as she is because the relationship was ended for her. I believe she probably would have gone down the road of continuing on and ignoring comments while pretending that everything is fine if she had the choice, but that choice was taken away from her and THAT is what she’s upset about.
She has no control over anything in this situation and it’s making her uncomfortable. And let’s be honest, we would have eventually found out everything we did regardless of her decision to do a public “soft launch” of this relationship. She dropped hints about Jade, but she did try to hide her as much as possible and we still figured it out anyway. This was inevitable. That validates my theory that she would have just ignored it if she could have. I think she knew more than she’s letting on, and pretending like it was fine was what she was choosing to do anyway.
I don’t think that quitting Ozempic was coincidental at all. Amber is very sexually inexperienced and naive and Emily is deeply engrained into this fetish. I don’t find it hard to believe that she sucked Amber into the fantasy with her and Amber started to get off on it a bit. I mean, what other choice does she have? She can’t have a normal relationship with a regular person. This was a mixture of getting carried away with the idea of a relationship like that because she’s naive, her BPD attachment style and defiance in the face of logic.
I’m sure Emily did make her feel wanted. She probably made her feel more wanted and attractive and desirable than anyone ever has and Amber let it take over the little common sense that she has. She wants to live in an idealized fantasy of a relationship. That’s why she emphasized how euphoric it was when Emily visited. She didn’t use the phrase “on cloud 9” for no reason. She acted like she was high in that video, but it wasn’t because she was on drugs. She was intoxicated by this woman and the come down is rough for her right now. Situations like this can make even rational people ignore red flags until they end up in over their head.
On top of everything, Amber is also dealing with being humiliated in front of thousands of people. Not only does she look stupid, but she also looks like a desperate clown. She’s not just experiencing this in front of an audience of regular people either, she’s experiencing it in front of an audience of people she fucking HATES. That makes it sting even more. She wanted everyone to eat shit so bad that she jumped the gun and tried to rub her bliss in everyone’s faces and it blew up on her more than anything in her entire online presence ever has. Nothing I can think of has ever hit her ego has hard as this definitely did and she’s absolutely fucking seething over it. I don’t think she’s as upset about the relationship being over as much as she is about the people she hates being right and the thought of us never letting this go. This isn’t something she’s gonna have to deal with for the next couple weeks or months. People are gonna shit on her about this forever.
The reality is that she is simply too narcissistic to be a lolcow but she doesn’t have another choice. Of all the fatties in this corner of the internet, she’s the one who wants to be perceived as the “real YouTuber” the most. People like Chantal and HungryFatChick lean into how much of a circus they are, but Amber has desperately tried to distance herself from that in the past few years. The problem is that she can’t escape her reputation and she also can’t leave YouTube. She has no other prospects at this point in her life. She’s not educated and probably can’t be because she’s so stupid. She has no work history and she’s in her 30s. She’s too fat for any job she might qualify for despite everything else. Plus one Google search would make a hiring manager run for the hills. She’s unemployable.
Her only choice now is to keep uploading despite being more of a joke than ever. She even said in her video today that this makes her want to “disappear” or whatever it was, but she stopped short of saying she would because she can’t. She has to keep coming back to put out content for people to point and laugh at, and she has to do it while her ego is absolutely wrecked. And she did all of this to herself and she knows it. She has fucked up any chance she ever had at having a normal life in exchange for those couple years she was actually making money and now she has nothing to show for it. She’s miserable and at the end of it all, she didn’t even end up with the girlfriend she wanted. I, for one, line that for her.
over the emotional and mental anguish Amber's going through right now. To have to face such hardships knowing you just showed your ass to people you hate, but have to dig deep and find the strength to keep on keeping on. Shit, y'know what? I'm actually kinda feeling bad for the gorl. Maybe I should help her out a bit. You know, actually watch one of her videos on her channel. With the adblock off. And leave an encouraging comment....
