I just watched the pizza mukbang. So much fuckery.
First of all, touch hair, touch pizza, touch hair, touch pizza, run fingers through hair, touch pizza. She's got enough grease in her hair to fill a McDonald's fryer.
Second of all who are all these friends she's talking about? She has only ever been seen or mentioned Dustin, Sharla, Krystal and Mary. Who are these absolutely beautiful friends she is talking about that she's never mentioned by name before? Are they imaginary?
Third, what's with this independent bullshit? Because you pay rent you are independent? By the way I know you said you felt uncomfortable with people asking if Dustin is still paying rent which answered the question for us because we all know you love talking about how much money you have and how much you spend on your friends so we all know Dustin is still paying rent because if she wasn't you would have jumped at the chance to throw her under the bus. You are basically like a teenager who has parents that are never home. You hang out at home watching YouTube videos and eating frozen food and when your parents (Dustin and Sharla) aren't working they take you out because they feel bad for leaving you home alone all day while they live their lives.
And lastly, why does she think anyone who calls her out on her bullshit, people she likes to call troll and haters have such a terrible life? Is she so dense that she doesn't understand it has nothing to do with how we feel about ourselves and everything to do with being sick and tired of her years of lying and bullshit? She's been on YouTube for 3 years, on this fucking weight loss journey and all she's done is gained another 200lbs.
Amber, just stop, since day one you've been feeding us the bullshit. Other than signing a lease with Dustin and then her dumping you and forcing you to live on your own you are in the exact same place you were 3 years ago except now you also have 3 innocent animals you neglect. The only one believing your lies is you. I'm sure you get up every morning with the intentions of being better, eating better, actually starting something and finishing it but that isn't you. Blame your past all you want but the truth is you will never change, your own family and friends not wanting anything to do with you isn't enough motivation to get your life together. Plenty of children go through the foster care system and have drug addict parents and have it much worse than you ever did, from the look of it you never went to bed hungry, you always had clothes on your back and these people who have had similar or even worse situations than yourself have moved on, they have jobs, and family and made a good life for themselves because unlike you they didn't look at what happened as a reason to sit around having a pity party. So it may make you feel better to think I'm a hater and a troll because my life is so terrible and I have these internal demons that make me angry, the truth is a lot of the "haters" and "trolls" are everything you wish you could be, self sufficient adults who see you as a lying, gluttonous, sloth. So you keep blocking the trolls and haters because you can't handle hearing your own truth.
Edit:Wow I went off a little bit there LOL, what can I say, I'm miserable and unhappy with myself.
