An Interview with Isabella Loretta Janke / Bella Janke acquaintance ZorgothTDK - Alleges Bella has a CP collection, sexually assaults her friends, and more

Null had the right take. I've used 4chan every day for over a decade and have, in poor judgement, been a janitor. The odds of Bella using 4chan as her source of CP if she does consume it are extremely low. Bella knows about, and has been on The Hidden Wiki. I'm sure she could access the uncensored one, which unironically has links to TBs of CP despite numerous reports, ops and actions against it (fucking pedophiles are oh so serious about protecting their access).

Bella would have no need to engage in a ridiculous low yield process like using 4chan when she could just access large amounts a few clicks away from a place she's known to already be on. If she watches CP, it's not from some ridiculous process on 4chan.org. I'd encourage the thread to lay that part of this to rest. Never forget that at her core is a desperate teenage-minded attention seeking edgelord, desperate to be the biggest and baddest around.
 
A lot of that is dependence and the things people do actually to get drugs. Some is psychosis induced by drugs like stimulants. But it doesn't put shit in your mind that wasn't there already, just lowers your inhibitions and sense of self-preservation to the point you actually do them. Ethan Ralph is probably the best example of another lolcow with this issue.

Both of them do bad things when they're using substances, but they're also bad people who are just better at concealing it sometimes.
Eh, you're half right.
 
You know it would be crazy if Kiwi Farm's Chris Chan obsession ended up leading up to us discovering a major pedophile scandal from the head of a cyber security company.
It would be crazy, but not all that unsurprising really. All roads of modern western degeneracy lead to a common root. Glowies and glowie companies are directly adjacent to that root.
 
To be fair, KF has never had a problem going after legitimate pedos and zoosadists. Null has no problem reporting actual crimes to the proper authorities, and he encourages other to do the same. There are certain lines you do not cross, and this site can weaponize its autism like no other.

Also, not to go too OT, but since there are people in this thread with far more expertise than myself, I know some victims of CSA try to make themselves physically unattractive, sometimes downright repulsive, to ward off further sexual attention. Does the same idea extend to behavior? For example, someone either bragging about or actually collecting explicit images of children. You can't get more repulsive than that.

I'm not saying that's Bella's reasoning or motive, more curious in general, as I don't have much knowledge when it comes to this level of depravity.
To put it simply, yes.

To elaborate further, a complex someone gets from CSA is pretty fucked up ranging to believeing certain behaviors are acceptable (ie. sniffing hairs, touching people too much, etc. etc.) to rejecting normal behaviors (not wanting to be near anyone of certain genders, accepting masculine behavior to spite feminine behavior the rapist found attractive) to massive rejection/acceptance of certain things (wanting to disfigure youself via chainsaw to the face, massive orgies to spite your uncle, etc. etc.).

But, this can be said about so many other forms of psychosis, tbh. Though ones from sexual abuse are usually far more sexual, and since this is CSA most likely child-centric.
 
How did you manage to graduate high school as a literally illiterate retard? How many teachers did you have to blow to get a passing grade, whore?

She lost count long ago. That's part of why she is the way she is. A very minute part, but still part. I've known illiterate retards who could have read the post she was replying to and know exactly what they were getting at, it was the one of the most blunt speculations here.
 
If that happens kiwi will be down in heart beet because of the suicide this site caused
I think the implication was that you \ Bella has some traits of a serial killer and those would be remains of a victim, not that you \ Bella would kill yourself \ herself.

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To put it simply, yes.

To elaborate further, a complex someone gets from CSA is pretty fucked up ranging to believeing certain behaviors are acceptable (ie. sniffing hairs, touching people too much, etc. etc.) to rejecting normal behaviors (not wanting to be near anyone of certain genders, accepting masculine behavior to spite feminine behavior the rapist found attractive) to massive rejection/acceptance of certain things (wanting to disfigure youself via chainsaw to the face, massive orgies to spite your uncle, etc. etc.).

But, this can be said about so many other forms of psychosis, tbh. Though ones from sexual abuse are usually far more sexual, and since this is CSA most likely child-centric.
Yes. Victims of CSA/SA in general can also find CP/Rape arousing because of what they went through- although in general most people who experience this feel immense amount of guilt around it/don't partake in it. Additionally, folks with PTSD surrounding interpersonal relationships (including but not limited to abuse from a family member) tend to sabotage relationships and their own public image so that relationships end on their own terms, instead of having their trust/heart broken.

That being said, someone's past doesn't excuse their behavior. It's a great explanation but never a great excuse.
 
Also, not to go too OT, but since there are people in this thread with far more expertise than myself, I know some victims of CSA try to make themselves physically unattractive, sometimes downright repulsive, to ward off further sexual attention. Does the same idea extend to behavior? For example, someone either bragging about or actually collecting explicit images of children. You can't get more repulsive than that.

I'm not saying that's Bella's reasoning or motive, more curious in general, as I don't have much knowledge when it comes to this level of depravity.
Yes. An argument can be made that the lack of hygiene in CSA survivors can also be a behavioral change. However, there are some weird things that might end up being exhibited. In psychopaths, bed wetting is a really common thing, but that's something that children can start doing after they've been abused, even if they don't know why. I don't think ILJ is an exceptionally rare case on how gross CSA survivors can be, but she is a living example on why early treatment is so important for these kids. It might take years for the weird stuff to start happening, or it might happen overnight. The worst part is, that the degradation and how someone breaks down just gets worse with time and it compounds with the odd behaviors. People find the weirdness weird, so they avoid the kid and this just ends up making the damage worse. It's incredibly depressing.

I watched someone degrade in real time as the realization they had been sexually abused become to set in. At the time, I was a kid, so I didn't understand what was going on, but I knew that something weird was happening.

A girl that I was friends with in elementary school suddenly changed as if a switch was thrown in her head. At the time, I didn't realize it, but she probably had a mental disorder as well, because the way she spoke was... odd. She stuttered a lot and it was a trait her degenerate ass NEET weed-loving brother shared, though his speech was much worse. After that switch, she had a really hard time speaking. It was as if someone took the progress on her speech therapy and dialed it back a few years. She went from being a total neat freak, immediately washing off any dirt on her skin, to showing up to school with a constant layer of dirt, as if she rolled in dirt before getting on the bus. This horrible smell always followed her. I am pretty sure she stopped taking regular showers. But the smell wasn't just the moldy Cheerios smell associated with someone who stops bathing. There was this pungent smell that almost completely overwhelmed the normal "this person doesn't bathe" smell. She started to wear baggy and dark clothes, all light clothes gone.

This girl went from being "the weird girl that was sometimes hard to understand" to "the weird stinky girl that eats cat food."

The cat food incident was the result of a dare, where a bunch of us weird and bored country kids sat in a circle and ate increasingly gross things. It started with bugs, but I'm a squeamish bitch and dipped. The dare went from glue and other dubious things that you probably shouldn't eat, but are thankfully non-toxic, to having trouble escalating beyond that. She made the next dare as cat food and ate it without a second thought. Everyone was in disbelief, but she opened her mouth and showed everyone she ate the cat food. I already wasn't popular, so we stopped being friends publicly at school. Shortly after, the weird stuff started to make it hard for me to accept, so I stopped being friends with her entirely. Eventually, she moved away to another town, and rotated through multiple schools. The last time I saw her was at a grocery store, probably a couple of years before I moved out of state. She had gained so much weight she was unrecognizable. I never re-kindled that friendship. My "danger" sense was going off.

A few years later, some old classmates on Facebook are talking about some drama that occurred back in my home town. Her dad and brother were both in jail, though we were not sure why and she was now in a loon bin. Naturally, we speculated what the fuck happened. We knew her brother was weird, always lying about her not being home if her parents were not home. He always had to go where she went, too, and always be in listening distance. After some waiting, the torrent of details came out, where it was revealed she was peeing on her clothes. She started to wet the bed, well past the age where this was normal. She started to pee in her room. She would shit in her house and blame the dog. Speaking of the dog... she was apparently fucking it. The weird irrational behaviors we knew, the sudden weight gain, the speech impediment getting worse, and eating cat food to appear gross. Suddenly, it all made sense.

So what happened? Her dad was video taping her brother raping her and selling the videos on the dark web to supplement him and his wife's drug addiction. The police raided the house to investigate the child porn, but instead found a disgusting home and so an investigation was launched.

Daily reminder that pedophiles only deserve horrible fates. :feels:
 
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