Trashfire Apollo Legend suicide

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Found this on /v/
 
RIP. I don’t really give much of a shit about speedrunning but I do like watching a few guys’ videos, mainly Apollo and Karl Jobst. I’m not too familiar with the whole drama surrounding Apollo and that Aus guy (Viper) but iirc Aus guy REE’d at him for making a video about GDQ’s overzealous bannings. Anyone who doesn’t acknowledge the troon cuckoldry of GDQ is an intellectually dishonest person. Nonetheless I think it is a little bit messed up to mention people’s names like that in a suicide note over internet beef.

I guess that’s neither here nor there... very sorry for his family and friends.
 
It's the curvature of one's spine due to inactive and being overweight. If one gets their weight under control and exercises, the symptoms go away. This is why scoliosis screening is done in public schools to catch it early. It's easier to get children to make lifestyle choices than adults.
I new a girl I went to high-school with who got scoliosis. She was a softball player and the sexiest girl in high-school. She still has back problems.
 
Just take their money when they're dead and live life good while you sip on mixed drinks. Kiwi ain't the place to pull a keemstar-apollo intervention, but try to get yourself to a good spot if you're serious man. Life can be rough.

Pain is a great big stick in the lives of people without carrots. Better pain management soon, I hope. As we begin to understand gene therapy and other shit better. Maybe those future treatments would have helped apollo keep himself stable enough to stay away from the final escape.
Gene therapy won't help much because we still don't understand the brain's structure. Until we understand how and why pain happens we stand no chance of curing it. Once we figure out the brain we can placebo the shit out of everything, which will be like a wizard cured your cancer.
 
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I new a girl I went to high-school with who got scoliosis. She was a softball player and the sexiest girl in high-school. She still has back problems.
I'm sure you did.

The point remains that Apollo lived a sedentary lifestyle of inactivity. The first thing his doctor told him is that he needs to lose weight and exercise.
 
Gene therapy won't help much because we still don't understand the brain's structure. Until we understand how and why pain happens we stand no chance of curing it. Once we figure out the brain we can placebo the shit out of everything, which will be like a wizard cured your cancer.
Yeah, it's a potentially long road. But there are swaths of it being cut out regularly. As long as we understand how and where the nerves send pain, then potentially we can deal with it from that angle. Although I am partial to wanting it to happen because of people in my life. It's an interesting topic. I don't want to bring the thread off topic anymore but I hope that wizardchan user will get his magic wand out and sorcery the hell out of shit soon 🧙‍♂️
 
Somebody plans to kill themselves, you BETTER call Keemstar before you do!

That's very Keemstar. God damn.
I mean, he's probably just trying to do what he can, I'm not going to hold that against him, he does have connections after all.
At least when you are dead you don't feel pain
What makes you so sure of that?
 
Yeah, it's a potentially long road. But there are swaths of it being cut out regularly. As long as we understand how and where the nerves send pain, then potentially we can deal with it from that angle. Although I am partial to wanting it to happen because of people in my life. It's an interesting topic. I don't want to bring the thread off topic anymore but I hope that wizardchan user will get his magic wand out and sorcery the hell out of shit soon 🧙‍♂️
At least discussing why he might have been unable to deal with his illness is better than endless tranny bashing. It's sadly underfunded and full of quacks. You could write a book on how many dumb middle age women end up taking 20 or 30 medications for a sore knee, end up a train wreck and then some life coach Mexican doctor holds her up as a miracle when he tells her to stop taking so many drugs.

These days the average wizchan user would have shit on his dick from fucking the homos invading their board with gay porn.

How fast do news papers report on suicides where he is/was? It would be funny if he popped up again in a few days wearing a skeleton hoodie.
 
I knew a chick that I used to work with that had scoliosis, and God damn when she showed me how fucked the alignment of her spine was, I genuinely felt bad for her. Though she still worked and made a go of things despite her condition. I admire that when people make a go of it. Even though it's painful to work when you have that type of physical condition, it's still good for you to get movement in your joints, and realistically a lot of it is an alignment issue.

With the right amount of posture correction and physo-thearpy depending on how severe, people can still relatively normal lives with out much strain. Apollos issue with his condition probably had a lot to do with a lack of taking proper care of himself and getting the movement his body needed. When you are sitting and gaming for hours on end with your only movement in a day is to the fridge or bathroom, it probably amplified the complications involved.

I don't understand how grown men can have the entire life revolve around games 24/7. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy gaming as much as the next guy, but when your entire existence is composed of trying to get a world record, with no other hobbies, interests, or even any type of social interaction. That sounds like a fucking depressing existence, but the only way to overcome it is to change it. The Speedrunners dilemma is sort of like Moby Dick, but instead of a whale it's a SQL entry on a poorly scripted webpage.
 
DarkviperAU released a video giving his commentary on the matter

DVAU commentary
Mixed feels.

On the one hand, I applaud his "lol fuck your guilt trip, fag" stance. No one should feel bad about being the alleged cause of someone's death unless you actively told the guy to jump/rope himself.
On the other, he needs to quit being a fag himself and cease pretending he wasn't rebutting Apollo due to political disagreement and stop acting like quoting Peterson and wondering why corporate Jews are scum is David Duke territory. Just own your disagreements on politics and realize the reason Viper "won" is because speedrunning is now a transexual/deviant majority hobby who despise heterosexual Aryan men.
 
I don't understand how grown men can have the entire life revolve around games 24/7. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy gaming as much as the next guy, but when your entire existence is composed of trying to get a world record, with no other hobbies, interests, or even any type of social interaction. That sounds like a fucking depressing existence, but the only way to overcome it is to change it. The Speedrunners dilemma is sort of like Moby Dick, but instead of a whale it's a SQL entry on a poorly scripted webpage.
Wilfully exposing yourself to the disappointment of missing out on a goal up to hundreds of times a day nearly every day for years has a habit of turning your brain into a black scorch mark it's so burnt out, and by then it's too late for them to realize unfortunately. The smart ones get out and get a different hobby or branch out and make a variety of content for their own sanity.
 
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