I'm not sacred of dying, I'm scared of leaving those that I love behind and having them mourn over my death. Had to see my late great uncle go through the final stages of his life, held his hand to the end to ensure he died peacefully by his side when, he passed. My uncle went through hell and back in WW2 and would talk about how much of an absolute the battle off Samar was. But that day passed I saw genuine fear in his eyes. When you see death up close and personal, especially when its a loved one, it changes your perception of life and really makes you appreciate it a hell of a lot fucking more