Ask the tranny anything

What brought you to Kiwi Farms?
I was originally a watcher of the killstream (cringe, I know) and got interested by Null's appearances. I think I made one post about a Russian school shooting that happened and kinda didn't pay much attention. A few weeks later on Halloween a guy in the Spite Club (Ethan's discord server) told a few guys about the Kothorix server, which held a cub artist by the name of Rory Raccoon (I forgot the actual name) and I helped go through a bunch of the server and screenshotted stuff. I was the person to upload the information (it was a bad post, no archiving, it was my first post of this type though). After that I started using the kiwifarms quite often.

You clearly don’t jive well with typical expectations of masculinity, why not just be a femboy? There’s no one ‘right’ way to be male (though society likes to think that). If you could just pop on a dress, some lip gloss and heels and go be a cute boy would that be enough?

Also, what gender are you attracted to?
For about what 4 months I was a femboy on HRT. I was jokingly called a girl in a voicechat and that basically killed it off for me. The feeling I felt, this warm fuzzy feeling in my chest/stomach(this is the best I can describe it), the happiness I had never felt before, it was what brought me to realize. It sounds absolutely stupid, but if im going to go through the process of insisting on being called a girl, im sorry, but at that point, im not a man.


That makes zero sense to me. Your sex is what your body is, not the sex you wish you were, so you're not being seen as the "wrong" sex.
Though I'm curious about why you want to be perceived as a woman, I'm not going to ask you to elaborate on private details of your childhood.

Do you mean that in the sense that they want a man's body, or that they want to dress/ act in a masculine way? Though if you mean the former, I think you wouldn't consider her to be a "girl" anyway.
Women who enjoy presenting in a masculine way, or who want certain biological masculine traits like more physical strength are not uncommon at all.
Well yes, im saying that whats going on in my brain isn't what's going on in reality. And at first, it was more like two parts of the brain, the part that wanted to be as much of a man as possible, and the other one, stuck in the back, that gave me compulsions that I didn't like. When that part in the back came to the forefront even for a second, I realized that's the part that made me happy, the part said my body is wrong, that everyone else is wrong. And no, I'm not saying like a tomboy or anything, I mean like wanting to have the literal physical make up of a man (tall, wide shoulders, narrow hips, etc.)

"Ask the tranny anything, he will answer that dysphoria be dysphoria then stuff and stuff and stuff, after having acknowledged he's an 18yo redditfag and demonstrating an obvious lesbian fetish." Well, this has been a bit disappointing but it seems we're now reaching a limit here.
I've only used reddit once to dox a tranny in the MatI discord over 2 years ago.


I should certainly proceed to lurk more and will do that now, thanks for the advice.
Yeah do that. Seeing as I watched Ralphs streams, I can tell you I acted like a complete sped. I have said it before but I used the way old KF users acted as a guide on how to act here and elsewhere. As in, I don't scream /pol/ everywhere I go anymore.
 
And no, I'm not saying like a tomboy or anything, I mean like wanting to have the literal physical make up of a man (tall, wide shoulders, narrow hips, etc.)
So it's like I said,isn't it? If a woman said she wanted the physical make up of a man, you would just not consider her to be a woman anymore.

I'm not going to respond to the "brain" argument and the "I got a nice feeling" because this is no way is what makes a woman a woman. Women don't get a warm fuzzy feeling over being treated the way society treats them. Your explanation of this is also too vague.
 
So it's like I said,isn't it? If a woman said she wanted the physical make up of a man, you would just not consider her to be a woman anymore.

I'm not going to respond to the "brain" argument and the "I got a nice feeling" because this is no way is what makes a woman a woman. Women don't get a warm fuzzy feeling over being treated the way society treats them. Your explanation of this is also too vague.
That's not what I'm meaning no. Sorry, im very tired at the moment and this will be my last answer tonight. A woman who thinks like that probably has some form of gender dysphoria, but that doesn't make her a man. Just because a person has GD doesn't mean theyre trans. But you have to have GD to be trans.

Would you date another troon who doesn't pass at all and still has their original genitals?
That's what I prefer, yes. And yes, it has caused me issues where I think I'm not trans because "I am just a chaser I am not trans". Even though the stuff that happened pre-sexuality forming.
 
Yeah I agree with all of that. And yeah, don't look at the SRS thread here.
Its one of my favorite threads tbh. It was a tranny who introduced me to nightmare holes bh showing me why they didn't want an amhole
  • Do you read the kevin gibes thread?
  • Are you in counseling currently?
  • Do you understand why a good number of our userbase relates gener euphoria with a boner?

Sexuality shifts I can understand that bi/gay or straight/bi is not uncommon. Or lesbian who didnt realize until later in life is not uncommon. But that is a massive one that I've honestly only seen in troons. Im not sure why. What do you think it was for you?
 
Having a penis, or a penis is a sex characteristic, so why is it your gender dysphoria is related to things that can be changed by HRT?

HRT 'changes' the sex characteristics of your body to look more like the 'target' gender, so why does having a penis not give you dysphoria??
 
How long before you join the 41%?
Doubtful

Do you smell like ham?
I smell like Joosh

Its one of my favorite threads tbh. It was a tranny who introduced me to nightmare holes bh showing me why they didn't want an amhole
  • Do you read the kevin gibes thread?
  • Are you in counseling currently?
  • Do you understand why a good number of our userbase relates gener euphoria with a boner?

Sexuality shifts I can understand that bi/gay or straight/bi is not uncommon. Or lesbian who didnt realize until later in life is not uncommon. But that is a massive one that I've honestly only seen in troons. Im not sure why. What do you think it was for you?
1. I've checked it out a tiny bit.
2. No
3. Absolutely, when all your info on trans people comes from creeps on reddit I wouldnt be surprised if your views reflected that

Ok ok ok here's a real question
Why didn't you try to find other words that gave you that "warm fuzzy"? How do you know that what you needed to be called was "pal" or "friend" or anything else you might have a positive association with you don't realize?
Oh yes, I guess it's the exact same feeling as like you described being called a friend or even other stuff. I'm sorry about my shit use of wordage I am terrible with the english language despite growing up speaking it.

Having a penis, or a penis is a sex characteristic, so why is it your gender dysphoria is related to things that can be changed by HRT?

HRT 'changes' the sex characteristics of your body to look more like the 'target' gender, so why does having a penis not give you dysphoria??
Beats me, it's one of the things I tried telling myself to say I'm not trans. I guess I should be more specific in saying I do have some bottom dysphoria like hating seeing a bulge in old pictures and otherwise feeling uncomfortable when I can feel the bits down there. It's just not like I am wanting to commit because I have those bits.

Why do trannies hate "chasers" so much? Somebody that wants to fuck you for being a tranny vs someone who wants to fuck you for being "who you are" seems like an awfully picky distinction.
It's a weird thinking that the brain makes up. I mean, if you're the target of a fetish, you don't really want to be hit on by fetishists. But just because someone likes a trans person doesn't make them a chaser. The only time I have seen people say the people that like them are all chasers was when they were having breakdown and trying to say nobody loves them.
 
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Why did you cut your penis off? have you ever attempted suicide?
I've already stated I do not plan on ever getting SRS

How do you feel about the fact that this is all in your head, and that if you could get yourself together long enough to get back in touch with reality, your life could be completely normal?
I wish this were true. I really doubt you know anything about gender dysphoria and have a severe hatred/distrust for any of the studies done by mainstream medical stuff on GD and other trans issues even when it actually makes sense and has nothing to do with the politicized parts of it. I feel you don't believe the relevant information so you just come up with your own theory that took you a good split-second of thinking to come up with.
 
I wish this were true. I really doubt you know anything about gender dysphoria and have a severe hatred/distrust for any of the studies done by mainstream medical stuff on GD and other trans issues even when it actually makes sense and has nothing to do with the politicized parts of it. I feel you don't believe the relevant information so you just come up with your own theory that took you a good split-second of thinking to come up with.
"No, you don't understand, I am the one true trans!"

Edit for clarity: You did not answer my question, and this is not a pissing match regarding who has read more critical theory. The short answer is this: I do not need to know what extremely biased tumblrs you have read which have spoon-fed you what you want to hear to the point you've become bloated. Why is this? You would be right to ask, because you are hyperfocused on one thing, and one thing only. And the answer is simple: Because I am normal. The details of your hugbox do not concern me, nor do they need to. Those imaginary concerns only impact you and your degenerate ilk. People so inept you have to spend 16 hours a day actively online screaming about how you exist, only to prove the truth of your non-existence in the real world.
 
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I've already stated I do not plan on ever getting SRS


I wish this were true. I really doubt you know anything about gender dysphoria and have a severe hatred/distrust for any of the studies done by mainstream medical stuff on GD and other trans issues even when it actually makes sense and has nothing to do with the politicized parts of it. I feel you don't believe the relevant information so you just come up with your own theory that took you a good split-second of thinking to come up with.
You didn't answer my other question. Have you considered suicide and attempted suicide before?
 
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"No, you don't understand, I am the one true trans!"

Edit for clarity: You did not answer my question, and this is not a pissing match regarding who has read more critical theory. The short answer is this: I do not need to know what extremely biased tumblrs you have read which have spoon-fed you what you want to hear to the point you've become bloated. Why is this? You would be right to ask, because you are hyperfocused on one thing, and one thing only. And the answer is simple: Because I am normal. The details of your hugbox do not concern me, nor do they need to. Those imaginary concerns only impact you and your degenerate ilk. People so inept you have to spend 16 hours a day actively online screaming about how you exist, only to prove the truth of your non-existence in the real world.
You're a retard. You just asked me a question based on a false narrative, that's why I didn't answer and instead gave you that. If you want to know, I've never gone on tumblr for anything trans related (I think I mentioned a person I was planning on making a thread on, that's the only time I looked at tumblr). Your entire view on gender dysphoria is that it's a sexual perversion and anyone who says it's not is just sexual perverts trying to excuse their behavior and somehow this has gotten to the highest parts of science and medicine. Is that what you are implying?

You didn't answer my other question. Have you considered suicide and attempted suicide before?
Never have, never will.
 
You're a retard. You just asked me a question based on a false narrative, that's why I didn't answer and instead gave you that. If you want to know, I've never gone on tumblr for anything trans related (I think I mentioned a person I was planning on making a thread on, that's the only time I looked at tumblr). Your entire view on gender dysphoria is that it's a sexual perversion and anyone who says it's not is just sexual perverts trying to excuse their behavior and somehow this has gotten to the highest parts of science and medicine. Is that what you are implying?
There are still two issues here: I did not make references to any narratives other than yours, and you seem to insist upon making arguments for me that I did not make. You are bad at it. What I said is that all of this is in your head, and that if you could stop for long enough to get back in touch with reality, you could live a normal life.

You, as is typical with people like you, cannot even address this idea directly, and immediately cum yourself, submit, and start with the lazy ad hominems and so on. Witness your whole "i ReAd MoAr" or whatever it was - I can't be bothered to remember because it was so off the point and irrelevant. This reaction (we both know it's by rote at this point, no need to pretend) this by rote reaction that you've been trained to have by others is because you've invested very heavily in a created belief system that divorces you from normality and from objective reality by design. A cult. You now need this. You need to continue to believe that you are trans. You must come online and crow. You must associate yourself with others. You must try and make everyone validate you. You've paid too much, the price has already been too high, and the inflation rate is insane. I will not join you in your wallowing. Address the original conceit.

This is all in your head. You cannot stop even for long enough to get back in touch with reality. You could live a normal life if you were to do that.
 
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