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Biggest regrets in your life so far
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Taking out 20k in student loans to go to my dream school then getting kicked out for spending all my time partying because I grew up sheltered and freedom was so much more intriguing at the time. It's not the money I regret (this is a lie, it was a bitch to pay back), but not taking my classes seriously because now I'm trying to study on my own and it's much harder without a Professor to turn to for guidance.
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Depression leading into psychosis around 2015, which I believe has lead into something more sinister, albeit undiagnosed. Every doctor I've visited says it's anxiety, though I feel many incidents I get lead into delusions and paranoia, enough to a point to where I've almost sworn out employers, almost dropped out of high school, and even to a point to where I'm afraid to post on these forums. Ofc, the internet says it's autism, but according to the internet, every mental illness in the DSM is autism.
Convincing my doctors I had depression at the age of 14, which I honestly believe getting them to drug me up has lead to worse problems. My parents want nothing to do with me at this point, or at least coming to that point. My brothers think I'm just a jackass and nothing else. My relatives understand, though my parents think they're jackasses for thinking so. I can't even get myself out of the house, any time I do I despise anyone I'm around.
Learning about Sonichu in the first place. Chris isn't the problem in that, but it's convinced retarded people that any slight mental illness is autism, even when it's not. Generally, we know better, but you'll come across idiots (usually from /pol/ or 8chan) that'll tell you you're just autistic like they're some sort of authority on your mental illness.
At this point, I want to move far from here, but don't have the resources to do so. Fuck.
Convincing my doctors I had depression at the age of 14, which I honestly believe getting them to drug me up has lead to worse problems. My parents want nothing to do with me at this point, or at least coming to that point. My brothers think I'm just a jackass and nothing else. My relatives understand, though my parents think they're jackasses for thinking so. I can't even get myself out of the house, any time I do I despise anyone I'm around.
Learning about Sonichu in the first place. Chris isn't the problem in that, but it's convinced retarded people that any slight mental illness is autism, even when it's not. Generally, we know better, but you'll come across idiots (usually from /pol/ or 8chan) that'll tell you you're just autistic like they're some sort of authority on your mental illness.
At this point, I want to move far from here, but don't have the resources to do so. Fuck.
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Man, Ive got a few; chalk me up to the insufferable faggot "being born" club, and even then wasting my life in a lot of ways. I wish I was a lot of things (and sometimes in some cases, certain ways where I feel those opportunities have long since passed). And also making bad choices and shit, generally being a fuck up and a retard.
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Not going to a relative's funeral because of a stupid fucking grudge.
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making friends with people who just fuck me over. again and again. people who end up talking shit behind my back for no good reason after i leave them to keep my sanity.
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Oh god, so many. Two particularly stick out.
The first was going to the good school that my parents wanted me to go to instead of the not-so-good one I wanted to go to. Seven years of misery.
The second was moving out of my parents' place when I did. It meant I wound up having to abandon the career I originally wanted, which takes quite a long time to pay a decent wage, in order to go for something with a guaranteed income.
Christ, now I've depressed myself.
The first was going to the good school that my parents wanted me to go to instead of the not-so-good one I wanted to go to. Seven years of misery.
The second was moving out of my parents' place when I did. It meant I wound up having to abandon the career I originally wanted, which takes quite a long time to pay a decent wage, in order to go for something with a guaranteed income.
Christ, now I've depressed myself.