That's crazy, man. Have you ever done DMT?
Yeah once made into a tea with mimosa seeds and some other shit I don't remember. I did not like it. Way too strong. Also the 15 minutes it is supposed to last is true but not quite. Like how LSD lasts 12 hours but you can flash back to the trip for weeks and weeks. DMT to me was like 15 minutes then it went away then came back for 15 minutes then went away then came back for like hours. Way too unbalanced for me. Not really fun so much as like having your soul ripped out then nothing then ripped out then nothing on and off for hours.
You know I really don't trip anymore. Last time I ate shrooms was years ago I started tripping then somehow fell asleep then had a dream I went to Mars which was way too realistic then I woke up and was like "you know I have never been to Mars. That was too weird. I am done hallucinating for life."
Look at it like this, starting in 2001 off and on who knows how many hits of acid and shrooms and chunks of cactus I have eaten. Finally in like 2015 or 2016 or whenever that last trip was I was like "fuck it I am done." Tripping to me is like jumping out of a plane with a parachute and the first time you think you are going to die but its this enlightened feeling then the next time you aren't as scared then each time you still get a rush but each time you learn less its less brand new and blows your mind and opens your sense but finally, one day, you realise the funnest part is sitting in the plane waiting to jump and that feeling of anticipation and who knows. All this mystery and wonder. A drug cant enlighten a person. Even if it does the first time. Or second time. Or third time. All it does it open your thought process though. Then eventually no matter how crazy it is its predictability is inevitable like jumping out of a plane you know it will be wild but not new. Its just a drug.
How healthy is it? The part when its over and you are thinking back on your trip and you feel more balanced is probably all I miss. After doing that constantly cant you just remember that? Like think about it? Its a feeling of clarity like the calm after a storm. It is so enlightening in a way but as I said from a drug I imagine you can experience that in other ways. That bit of chill after a run when you sit down and your heart rate calms down. I guess totally different but chemically like the same shit.
The funnest parts of tripping are the things you seem to only do when tripping, go into strange cow fields looking for identifiable fungus, listen to music all night long, look at the stars and think about Black Sabbath, try and remember what it was like before you were born, go swimming and imagine if gravity reversed and you and all the water fell upwards into space forever. Lol all these things are obviously better with drugs but fucking A they are not limited to drugs you can do them whenever.
One day I think I just said to myself "the best thing about a parachute ride is the anticipation while you are sitting in a plane before you jump. So why even jump?" I mean it does not take much for me to just imagine I drank some tea and my stomach is tingling and any minute now I could start tripping. Its a feeling I can just imagine. So why go further? I learned whatever the rest is just psychosis.
Not to mention the hash they have these days gets you so bombed you practically hallucinate especially with all the shit they have now you get way more high consuming it like dry herb vaporizers and those bags you fill up with vape hits you can fill up with hash hits etc.
