Five weeks? Lol. It takes the brain at least 12 weeks to learn minor new habits e.g. not having sugar in your tea, and even then you’ll still crave it / have moments of weakness.
Paedophilia is hard wired, it’ll always be with you. You need to be open and honest with professionals if you’re serious about wanting help (doubt). It’s more likely you’re only sorry that you’ve been caught.
At the very least amongst the lies of three therapists (in the UK?? Lol no) I hope for the sake of minors around you that you have a social worker that has referred you for a Lucy Faithful assessment - that’ll assess your current paedo status and risk of offending., you can’t fool them btw
Also if you’re going to do a terrible American accent don’t say twat the British way, but nonces aren’t the brightest of sparks.