Christopher Dugger / DeliriumSade / October Evans / OctoberGrrrl / Lorelei Kerouac - Edgelord Kiwi Farms hater, Does gross BDSM bullshit, Constantly Cancelled by the Rest of the Rat King
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Chris, who has been faking cancer for years was correct for calling the FTM Midas Troon. Now Paris admits it.
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That is the trooniest name I have ever seen.
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shocked i haven't seen this thread yet. please rate me late af but i just did a quick double check and haven't seen this posted yet.
paris glass started two GFMs earlier this year to help......raise money against october evans? idfk
GFM and archive
GFM and archive
King Midas / JaydenRiley Bedard / Jennarose Pamugas Bedard was indeed one of the beneficiaries of this GFM
Azrael is another twitter troon ebeggar I've been keeping my eyes on.
Midas is for sure a grifter lying about having cancer, also claiming stolen valor, as i've posted about here
october evans was right lmaoooo
paris glass started two GFMs earlier this year to help......raise money against october evans? idfk
GFM and archive
GFM and archive
King Midas / JaydenRiley Bedard / Jennarose Pamugas Bedard was indeed one of the beneficiaries of this GFM
Azrael is another twitter troon ebeggar I've been keeping my eyes on.
Midas is for sure a grifter lying about having cancer, also claiming stolen valor, as i've posted about here
october evans was right lmaoooo
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Even a trash can gets a steak
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Chris has filed for restraining orders against cow, Paris and Ana.
Paris and Ana are now grifting for $15k for some reason.
www.gofundme.com
Paris and Ana are now grifting for $15k for some reason.
Legal Fees to Sue Our Abuser, organized by Paris Glass
My name is Paris. My friend Ana and I have been harassed and stalked by a woman named Octobe… Paris Glass needs your support for Legal Fees to Sue Our Abuser
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i guess the $20k from the first GFM she did for this exact reason only a few months ago wasn't enough. paris is a fucking clown.Chris has filed for restraining orders against cow, Paris and Ana.
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Paris and Ana are now grifting for $15k for some reason.
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Legal Fees to Sue Our Abuser, organized by Paris Glass
My name is Paris. My friend Ana and I have been harassed and stalked by a woman named Octobe… Paris Glass needs your support for Legal Fees to Sue Our Abuser
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I know the new ranch home thing isn't the Tranch, since Penny said she'd shoot him on sight (I tend to believe that statement. Very little else Penny may say, but that ... yeah)
It's very Baker Street, that last post. And like the guy's dream in the song it won't happen, other than a 6 by 3 plot somewhere.
It's very Baker Street, that last post. And like the guy's dream in the song it won't happen, other than a 6 by 3 plot somewhere.
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I must have missed that. Do you have a source?
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theres way too much overlap in troonworld
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Lorelei is probably the worst name he could have chosen if he wants people to think he isn't an abusive leech.
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At least this Chris doesn't have a wife he could whore out.
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It reeks of rape thanks to Wesley "Laurelai" Bailey.
L_I_F_T_E_D
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Been a while since anyone updated - guess I can fill in some more info, as "Lorelei Keroauc" [sic] has a new Twitter and decided to post yet another rant about Mango Ranch.
New Twitter account has changed multiple times already, currently @LK_AutisticNerd
Was @The_LKOfficial at time of rant
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Rant on TwitLonger by @The_LKOfficial on Aug 8:
It’s been nearly a decade. A near-decade of being traumatized, emotionally and mentally exhausted, being doxxed/cyberstalked/etc., and dealing with very toxic people who should have been in prison for illegal internet activities and needs to learn how to respect my boundaries.
Deadnaming me based on things that I never actually did was not okay. And coming after me when they had literally NO IDEA that what they were doing was allowing the real culprits to escape, allowing a WHITE CIS MAN who was the actual stalker harassing everyone and is definitely several years older than I am, to escape accountability and enabling transphobic white supremacy by partaking in a life threatening, harmful and ILLEGAL transphobic misinformation campaign against me and not knowing the sources actually came from a website known as
, a website run and managed and owned by actual white supremacy groups, and full of TERFs, transphobic/ableist/audist/xenophobic/racist people, and right-wingers in general, who has been implicated but unfortunately exonerated by admins of the website, in various dangerous and ABSOLUTELY 100% ILLEGAL CRIMES, including impersonating innocent people like myself by stealing our identities, using our deadnames or nicknames, stealing other parts of our identities, including photos and trying their best to imitate our cadences, our writing styles and so forth, without people wrongfully accusing us to really realize the clues or failure to read between the lines and see what’s really happening and what’s worse, they are truly and utterly relentless.
The members of also were involved in the solicitation of several disabled/trans/BIP(M)OC/indigenous/deaf, etc. people’s attempts to unalive themselves (though very few in our various marginalized communities has actually succeeded in unaliving themselves), or partaking in ACTUAL IRL hate crimes, including plans to murder several people in our communities, sexual assault and even extremist violence against all of us.
How they’re not on a watch list yet or even on the FBI’s radar to be taken seriously to the point where many members of needs to be held accountable, arrested, serving life sentences and be rehabilitated in psychiatric facilities (if it requires that by court decisions, assuming many of them will try to go for the insanity plea), is just beyond comprehension. They should have been arrested years ago when it got worse for a trans woman named Chloe Sagal, and should have had their website shut down immediately.
I will say this: I refuse to be silenced by very toxic people who has enabled the white supremacy rooted in all our marginalized communities, and I refuse to be silenced on matters related to, and they’re gonna have to actually kill me if they want me to be silent. But rest assured, they are not aware that I am registered, licensed, highly trained and have the ability to actually defend myself against white supremacy groups, transphobes, racists, ableists, etc., so they are gonna lose. And most importantly, they’ll be in the hospital stuck with the bills they gotta pay, if they ever attempted to go after me. I can break bones. I can aim very well with a bow and arrow. And I can put people in the hospital for weeks or months. Even with my own health issues and disabilities, I can successfully defend myself.
However, what I WILL NOT DO is kill. There’s an ABSOLUTELY, NON-NEGOTIABLE STRONG LINE that no one, not even me, should ever cross, in terms of proper self-defense. Self-defense at home or anywhere else, is absolutely critical in learning the ability to communicate clearly your boundaries, the ability to de-escalate any and all intense/violent situations without making it worse and to disarm our right-wing extremists without going too far. Unless someone such as myself have to absolutely defend myself to the death in order to actually survive and live to breathe another day and be at peace, then that is a choice we all have to learn to live with for the rest of our lives.
I am saying all this, in the event that something does happen, that they, the transphobic white supremacy groups and the members of that hellsite must be aware, including law enforcement agencies, that everything I do is in absolute 100% self-defense to ensure survival, to stay alive and to have the inalienable NON-NEGOTIABLE RIGHT to be able to be proud of who I am, to live as long as I can and enjoy a peaceful, quiet life without them and without their extremist violence. So if the world is indeed a better place without them in it, due to future self-defense methods I might have to employ, then so be it.
A true leftist defends themselves and the marginalized communities that they care about. And so many “allies” (notice how I use the air quote here), they are enabling white supremacy, transphobia, ableism, audism, xenophobia, racism, etc., even if they said it was “unintentional” — they have way too much to unlearn about how to address issues facing all of our communities and find new ways to learn more about how to ACTUALLY BE ACCOUNTABLE, BETTER, ACTIVELY ANTIRACIST AND TRULY INTERSECTIONAL ALLIES of our various marginalized communities, even in this day and age.
Misinformation does kill, and if you are not careful enough, it can lead to multiple waves of what is called “cancel culture” tactics that is unfortunately rooted in white supremacy as well. Many will not be awakened, and unable to embrace the truths that I have spoken here thus far. In fact, by the time everything settles down, and the truth is finally seen and heard from me and me alone, along with my actual evidence, witnesses that actually saw everything that I went through and the trauma I had endured for being wrongfully accused of things I never actually did, since I have proof that someone, definitely a transphobic white supremacist WHITE CIS MALE from the U.K. (since a few of my hearing friends told me that his accent sounds exactly like a British accent from a MAN in his mid to late 30s and the way he talked is sounding VERY MENTALLY UNSTABLE, and I had to ask them to translate everything and to ask them to get sign language interpreters to help translate it too — long story short, I received really traumatic audio recordings from the MAN who did all those horrible things on CuriousCat and multiple harassing/threatening emails he has sent me over the years), it has led me to be severely traumatized, emotionally and mentally exhausted and absolutely ISOLATED from various marginalized communities that I thought I was safe in, due to my being a independent leftist, a person with various disabilities, health issues and including developmental/learning disabilities, being deaf and of course, being a non-binary trans woman who’s had 2 surgeries so far and beat cancer twice, and have the medical records and everything else to prove it and back up what I am saying and talking about here, along with my actual diagnoses of C-PTSD, Depression, Social Anxiety Disorder with a mild case of agoraphobia (which was triggered in the early days of the COVID-19 pandemic), Gender Dysphoria (soon to be Gender Euphoria, with one final surgery left to go), and literally NO PERSONALITY DISORDERS, NO BIPOLAR OR SCHIZOPHRENIA/SCHIZOAFFECTIVE DISORDER and ABSOLUTELY NO NARCISSISM WHATSOEVER, as I have been intensely and THROUGHLY EVALUATED, TESTED and PROPERLY DIAGNOSED with some of the best specialists and doctors in the world so far, and have actually been diagnosed with autism at a young age as well, with high support needs level of care, and while I am now able to live independently on my own for the last few years, I still have specialists and case managers to come see me with masks on, set up transportation schedules and appointments, ensure that I try my best to find work since I have been out of work since March 2020 (and STILL ON SSI/EBT benefits and Medicaid — I had gotten PUA benefits and other COVID-19 stimulus supports) while I stream/create content and earn some money monthly via Twitch, Trovo, Patreon, merch store sales, etc. and doing promo ads whenever I can handle doing the video editing/work (since I’m a Spoonie and can only do so much in a day before being exhausted and having spoons depleted from me), so yeah, I see all sorts of doctors, specialists, case managers, a therapist, a psychiatrist, a psychologist and a psychoanalyst to continue living a healthy-ish, stable and happy long life, assuming I survive the next decade-plus, and taking extra precautions to get vaccinated, boosted and so forth to prevent myself from getting infected or sick, and that absolutely includes masking, washing hands before I leave home and after I get home and living in a quiet, beautiful and peaceful townhouse on my own, with a lovely girlfriend who visits me occasionally from upstate NY, and enjoying this peace and quiet, while allowing my lawyers to take care of everything in regards to a defamation lawsuit that I filed, restraining/cease and desist/no-stalking orders that will be filed against the ones truly responsible and they must be held accountable as well, once the truth finally comes out, and to ensure that my life from here on out becomes better, stable and at peace with the end results and finally moving forward.
Rest assured, the end is coming. And it ends with karma, true accountability and justice against everyone who’s been involved in this from day one.
It does not matter if you were a part of our various marginalized communities: YOU PARTOOK IN AN LIFE THREATENING, HARMFUL, DANGEROUS, TRAUMATIZING AND DEADLY TRANSPHOBIC MISINFORMATION CAMPAIGN AGAINST ME. You can be trans, non-binary, a BIPOC or BIWOC or BIMOC, disabled, neurodivergent, autistic, deaf/hard of hearing, chronically ill, immunocompromised, etc. — YOU ABSOLUTELY FUCKED UP. And for that, you have to pay the price.
However, unlike most people who are so beyond help, so far gone and too toxic, I will not call you out, but instead call you in. We can have a civilized, calm, rational, peaceful and nonviolent conversation to resolve all issues peacefully and do what is called a court settlement session that involves conflict resolution, ethical community resolutions and the ability to communicate clearly and honestly and find a way to move forward without actually going to court.
However, since some of you have been facing serious defamation and financial fraud charges, I am trying my absolute best to give you a final chance to come together, hold the real culprits accountable (the culprits being ONE WHITE CIS MALE and the entire website’s list of members on that horrible website) and perhaps, an accountability/apology statement from each of you, whether in the form of a TikTok video, a Instagram reel, a YouTube video, a written blog post, an news article (if you need to do that), etc., and it must be absolutely PUBLIC so all marginalized communities can witness the truth and finally welcome me back with open arms and I will respond with kindness and respect with a video, article, blog post, etc. of my own, asserting strong boundaries and accepting your apologies with a grain of salt, as you will have a lifetime of work ahead of you to continue undoing and repairing the damage you’ve caused.
A settlement check to be sent to me for loss of income from my previous projects/work I’ve done (this settlement check will be known as punitive damages) will most likely happen, along with possibly court mandated therapy sessions for most of you, and if some of you actually end up in prison, there’s nothing I can do about that, as the laws in America are absolutely clear: you cannot commit financial fraud (especially on websites like GoFundMe), and there are consequences for what you’ve done. Like I said, karma is real.
I’m not going anywhere. I refuse to be forced into social media silence again. I refuse to be afraid and hide until the real culprits are arrested. And I ABSOLUTELY REFUSE to entertain your sick, sadistic pleasures anymore. I will SPEAK MY TRUTH, SHARE MY TRUE JOURNEY and YOU WILL LEARN where I’ve actually been, what I’ve actually done and where I am nowadays, from the day I was born to this beautiful place that I live in here in Vermont, and to end your ridiculous, toxic, manipulative and hateful so-called “vendettas” against me and redirect your justified anger in constructive and healthy ways towards the TRUE CULPRITS: white supremacy groups, a WHITE CIS MALE from the U.K. who was impersonating me online for years and using my two deadnames to frame me for his illegal internet crimes and the ENTIRE website. Once you’ve embraced the truth and actually DO BETTER to research thoroughly before wrongfully accusing members of our very own marginalized communities, such as wrongfully accusing me since I was actually truthful since day one, then you can begin to truly heal the wounds of all our communities, and perhaps, offer guaranteed and reliable ways to help us protect our safety on the internet and across all social media platforms. A VPN is a good start, but we have to do more to ensure guaranteed safety not just for myself, but for other people who has been harmed and targeted by very vile, toxic, abusive, horrible and deeply troubled people.
I want to give you that final opportunity to get out of the holes you’ve dug for yourselves, and I want you to embrace the reality and the truth at last. And I want you to finally dismantle white supremacy.
If you can do that, all of that and accept accountability, and TRULY WAKE UP, then our communities has a real chance of not just surviving but absolutely guaranteed to be thriving and not being treated like shit by our politicians and our world leaders who constantly see us as less than human. Once you’ve done all that I have aforementioned above, you have a true chance of finding a way to hold the politicians/world leaders accountable, the rich and corruptly powerful accountable and start to make real progress in the world in terms of human and civil rights, climate change, economic issues, policies that should benefit the 99% and not the 1% and effect real meaningful change together for all marginalized communities, the poor working class, those in poverty, all families and then, and ONLY THEN… the Republicans and Democrats will finally fall and bow to us in a peaceful, nonviolent revolution to effect the changes we absolutely need before it’s too late.
So in conclusion, I have come a very long way for nearly a decade-plus, and a even longer way for the last 20-ish years of my life, and I am almost 34 years old this Fall of 2022, to attain absolute peace, quiet and calm in my life’s journey, my life’s work and to truly heal from the toxic people, the traumas that I never actually deserved and to finally set stronger and better boundaries with everyone, even you.
If you are truly awakened like I am… then I invite you to join me and enjoy a beautiful world, a beautiful future and be stronger together in all marginalized communities and be among people that we care about and love and appreciate and respect and show kindness, a sense of empathy and sympathy towards them all and to find new ways to truly coexist together while reaping the benefits of REAL PROGRESS, REAL MEANINGFUL CHANGE and no longer suffer at the hands of our true enemies as we let capitalism die and be born again in a economy, a system rebuilt to benefit ALL OF US, not the 1%.
If you can see that, see what it requires to achieve absolute true leftist revolution for a better tomorrow, and put aside toxicity and drama and hold the real culprits accountable and be truly about us going against the rich — it’s always been a class war rooted in white supremacy, just like everything else is also rooted in white supremacy that MUST BE DISMANTLED IMMEDIATELY; you just don’t see it yet — and come out on the other side of the revolution, better, stronger and happier together, then imagine the possibility of more. The possibility of a cleaner, greener future. The possibility of marginalized communities finally being safe. True safe spaces for everyone that includes true intersectionality, true intersectional feminism and true intersectional equality for everyone. You can reap those rewards, those benefits of that beautiful, perfectly imperfect tomorrow and a better world for everyone.
But it all starts here: with you accepting accountability for wrongfully pursuing and accusing me. It also starts with holding the true culprits accountable and finally letting me sleep, letting me have my peace and letting me truly be safe again among you all. If you are leftists like I am, then you need to do this. There are no safe spaces in right wing/far right extremist circles or left-wing/leftist circles and absolutely no safe spaces in independent/centrist circles anymore — so how do we change that? How can you truly earn my trust and my respect and everyone else’s trust and respect again? Can you show us the work you’re doing, and perhaps do better this time around?
Like I said, I’m not calling you out; I’m calling you in to give you the final chance, the final opportunity to change the course we’re all on together, and start truly working together to go after said culprits, face accountability for what you’ve partook in, and to grow, to live happily ever after and to move forward finally together.
And that includes respecting my boundaries, stop deadnaming me (as I had to legally change my name for SAFETY REASONS since my stalker — a transphobic, racist WHITE CIS MALE — kept using my two deadnames to frame me for his crimes, and there is absolutely real evidence and proof that he did all that toxic and horribly hateful shit and not me), and finally wake up and accept the absolute truth from me, yours truly.
If you can do all that mentioned above, then perhaps, just perhaps as it is a very long shot, you can begin to earn my trust again and I’ll begin to feel safe again with all of you. Like I said, I am ABSOLUTELY NOT GOING ANYWHERE. Not until the truth is SEEN, FELT, HEARD and EMBRACED, and not until justice is finally served and not until karma comes to take care of all of you and hold yourselves accountable for partaking in a life threatening, harmful and toxic/dangerous transphobic misinformation campaign against me.
Thank you. I appreciate you listening and reading this far, assuming that you have actually read this far and REALLY LISTENED TO ME. If you did that, then we can begin to heal and move forward and hold our true enemies accountable. Let me finally rest in peace and enjoy a beautiful, quiet and peaceful life out here where I truly belong and truly feel like I am finally home, even in my new non-binary trans and tattooed and pierced body. This is home for me. I’m gonna be okay, with or without you, depending on how you choose to go forward from here. This is the final opportunity, the final chance for you. Otherwise, you are facing serious prison time and paying in far more larger punitive damages via a settlement check, and going to be locked up for a long time, alongside the same WHITE CIS MALE STALKER who framed me, and he’ll be in prison with you all and all of our marginalized communities will move on to the revolution without you.
I do not want to see any of you in prison. I don’t want to see a criminal record on your permanent files for the rest of your lives, since defamation/fraud charges are pretty serious felonies for you, and I want to ensure that you have a real equal opportunity to hold the true culprits accountable together with me. My lawyers are informing me that they are finalizing all paperwork to the courthouse and you will not be able to escape accountability. Some of them are actually subpoenas to force you to go to court and do the right thing. If you want to be called in without going to court and potentially go to federal prison for a long time, we can have a conversation together and do it in a community meditation meeting to resolve all issues peacefully and then we can move forward like I said.
All I want is absolute peace. So talk to me, bring your own lawyers if you want to and let’s have the community meditation meeting together to come up with real, concrete and realistic solutions together and discuss our next steps moving forward. This is the FINAL call-in for community meditation, conflict resolution and absolute peace in our various marginalized communities. Can you rise above and truly accept this call-in to come together? Or will you fail and not be the truly intersectional allies and leftists we needed you to be in order for our revolution to succeed finally?
The choice is yours. I hope you listen this time and find new ways to come together at last. Otherwise, I cannot help you. You’ll be left behind in prison with the real culprits (my stalker, the website members and other white supremacy groups that was involved in this from day one targeting me — they’re gonna share cells with all of you and that’s not a good situation to be in, so please truly listen to me) and everyone else will go with me to survive and finally thrive in the revolution without you.
That’s all I wish to say. My journey to finding justice for the wrongs you’ve committed ends soon. But my journey to finding myself, finding peace and being alive again is almost finished in a few years from now. With or without you. At least I know who my true friends and my true allies are and I know who my true enemies are. Do you know who they are? Or are you truly lost in the madness of very toxic “cancel culture”, which was created and absolutely 100% rooted in white supremacy?
Sincerely yours,
Lorelei (aka Rory).
New Twitter account has changed multiple times already, currently @LK_AutisticNerd
Was @The_LKOfficial at time of rant
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Rant on TwitLonger by @The_LKOfficial on Aug 8:
A Journey to Finding Myself, Peace, Justice and Being Alive Again
It’s been nearly a decade. A near-decade of being traumatized, emotionally and mentally exhausted, being doxxed/cyberstalked/etc., and dealing with very toxic people who should have been in prison for illegal internet activities and needs to learn how to respect my boundaries.
Deadnaming me based on things that I never actually did was not okay. And coming after me when they had literally NO IDEA that what they were doing was allowing the real culprits to escape, allowing a WHITE CIS MAN who was the actual stalker harassing everyone and is definitely several years older than I am, to escape accountability and enabling transphobic white supremacy by partaking in a life threatening, harmful and ILLEGAL transphobic misinformation campaign against me and not knowing the sources actually came from a website known as
, a website run and managed and owned by actual white supremacy groups, and full of TERFs, transphobic/ableist/audist/xenophobic/racist people, and right-wingers in general, who has been implicated but unfortunately exonerated by admins of the website, in various dangerous and ABSOLUTELY 100% ILLEGAL CRIMES, including impersonating innocent people like myself by stealing our identities, using our deadnames or nicknames, stealing other parts of our identities, including photos and trying their best to imitate our cadences, our writing styles and so forth, without people wrongfully accusing us to really realize the clues or failure to read between the lines and see what’s really happening and what’s worse, they are truly and utterly relentless.The members of
also were involved in the solicitation of several disabled/trans/BIP(M)OC/indigenous/deaf, etc. people’s attempts to unalive themselves (though very few in our various marginalized communities has actually succeeded in unaliving themselves), or partaking in ACTUAL IRL hate crimes, including plans to murder several people in our communities, sexual assault and even extremist violence against all of us.How they’re not on a watch list yet or even on the FBI’s radar to be taken seriously to the point where many members of
needs to be held accountable, arrested, serving life sentences and be rehabilitated in psychiatric facilities (if it requires that by court decisions, assuming many of them will try to go for the insanity plea), is just beyond comprehension. They should have been arrested years ago when it got worse for a trans woman named Chloe Sagal, and should have had their website shut down immediately.I will say this: I refuse to be silenced by very toxic people who has enabled the white supremacy rooted in all our marginalized communities, and I refuse to be silenced on matters related to
, and they’re gonna have to actually kill me if they want me to be silent. But rest assured, they are not aware that I am registered, licensed, highly trained and have the ability to actually defend myself against white supremacy groups, transphobes, racists, ableists, etc., so they are gonna lose. And most importantly, they’ll be in the hospital stuck with the bills they gotta pay, if they ever attempted to go after me. I can break bones. I can aim very well with a bow and arrow. And I can put people in the hospital for weeks or months. Even with my own health issues and disabilities, I can successfully defend myself.However, what I WILL NOT DO is kill. There’s an ABSOLUTELY, NON-NEGOTIABLE STRONG LINE that no one, not even me, should ever cross, in terms of proper self-defense. Self-defense at home or anywhere else, is absolutely critical in learning the ability to communicate clearly your boundaries, the ability to de-escalate any and all intense/violent situations without making it worse and to disarm our right-wing extremists without going too far. Unless someone such as myself have to absolutely defend myself to the death in order to actually survive and live to breathe another day and be at peace, then that is a choice we all have to learn to live with for the rest of our lives.
I am saying all this, in the event that something does happen, that they, the transphobic white supremacy groups and the
members of that hellsite must be aware, including law enforcement agencies, that everything I do is in absolute 100% self-defense to ensure survival, to stay alive and to have the inalienable NON-NEGOTIABLE RIGHT to be able to be proud of who I am, to live as long as I can and enjoy a peaceful, quiet life without them and without their extremist violence. So if the world is indeed a better place without them in it, due to future self-defense methods I might have to employ, then so be it.A true leftist defends themselves and the marginalized communities that they care about. And so many “allies” (notice how I use the air quote here), they are enabling white supremacy, transphobia, ableism, audism, xenophobia, racism, etc., even if they said it was “unintentional” — they have way too much to unlearn about how to address issues facing all of our communities and find new ways to learn more about how to ACTUALLY BE ACCOUNTABLE, BETTER, ACTIVELY ANTIRACIST AND TRULY INTERSECTIONAL ALLIES of our various marginalized communities, even in this day and age.
Misinformation does kill, and if you are not careful enough, it can lead to multiple waves of what is called “cancel culture” tactics that is unfortunately rooted in white supremacy as well. Many will not be awakened, and unable to embrace the truths that I have spoken here thus far. In fact, by the time everything settles down, and the truth is finally seen and heard from me and me alone, along with my actual evidence, witnesses that actually saw everything that I went through and the trauma I had endured for being wrongfully accused of things I never actually did, since I have proof that someone, definitely a transphobic white supremacist WHITE CIS MALE from the U.K. (since a few of my hearing friends told me that his accent sounds exactly like a British accent from a MAN in his mid to late 30s and the way he talked is sounding VERY MENTALLY UNSTABLE, and I had to ask them to translate everything and to ask them to get sign language interpreters to help translate it too — long story short, I received really traumatic audio recordings from the MAN who did all those horrible things on CuriousCat and multiple harassing/threatening emails he has sent me over the years), it has led me to be severely traumatized, emotionally and mentally exhausted and absolutely ISOLATED from various marginalized communities that I thought I was safe in, due to my being a independent leftist, a person with various disabilities, health issues and including developmental/learning disabilities, being deaf and of course, being a non-binary trans woman who’s had 2 surgeries so far and beat cancer twice, and have the medical records and everything else to prove it and back up what I am saying and talking about here, along with my actual diagnoses of C-PTSD, Depression, Social Anxiety Disorder with a mild case of agoraphobia (which was triggered in the early days of the COVID-19 pandemic), Gender Dysphoria (soon to be Gender Euphoria, with one final surgery left to go), and literally NO PERSONALITY DISORDERS, NO BIPOLAR OR SCHIZOPHRENIA/SCHIZOAFFECTIVE DISORDER and ABSOLUTELY NO NARCISSISM WHATSOEVER, as I have been intensely and THROUGHLY EVALUATED, TESTED and PROPERLY DIAGNOSED with some of the best specialists and doctors in the world so far, and have actually been diagnosed with autism at a young age as well, with high support needs level of care, and while I am now able to live independently on my own for the last few years, I still have specialists and case managers to come see me with masks on, set up transportation schedules and appointments, ensure that I try my best to find work since I have been out of work since March 2020 (and STILL ON SSI/EBT benefits and Medicaid — I had gotten PUA benefits and other COVID-19 stimulus supports) while I stream/create content and earn some money monthly via Twitch, Trovo, Patreon, merch store sales, etc. and doing promo ads whenever I can handle doing the video editing/work (since I’m a Spoonie and can only do so much in a day before being exhausted and having spoons depleted from me), so yeah, I see all sorts of doctors, specialists, case managers, a therapist, a psychiatrist, a psychologist and a psychoanalyst to continue living a healthy-ish, stable and happy long life, assuming I survive the next decade-plus, and taking extra precautions to get vaccinated, boosted and so forth to prevent myself from getting infected or sick, and that absolutely includes masking, washing hands before I leave home and after I get home and living in a quiet, beautiful and peaceful townhouse on my own, with a lovely girlfriend who visits me occasionally from upstate NY, and enjoying this peace and quiet, while allowing my lawyers to take care of everything in regards to a defamation lawsuit that I filed, restraining/cease and desist/no-stalking orders that will be filed against the ones truly responsible and they must be held accountable as well, once the truth finally comes out, and to ensure that my life from here on out becomes better, stable and at peace with the end results and finally moving forward.
Rest assured, the end is coming. And it ends with karma, true accountability and justice against everyone who’s been involved in this from day one.
It does not matter if you were a part of our various marginalized communities: YOU PARTOOK IN AN LIFE THREATENING, HARMFUL, DANGEROUS, TRAUMATIZING AND DEADLY TRANSPHOBIC MISINFORMATION CAMPAIGN AGAINST ME. You can be trans, non-binary, a BIPOC or BIWOC or BIMOC, disabled, neurodivergent, autistic, deaf/hard of hearing, chronically ill, immunocompromised, etc. — YOU ABSOLUTELY FUCKED UP. And for that, you have to pay the price.
However, unlike most people who are so beyond help, so far gone and too toxic, I will not call you out, but instead call you in. We can have a civilized, calm, rational, peaceful and nonviolent conversation to resolve all issues peacefully and do what is called a court settlement session that involves conflict resolution, ethical community resolutions and the ability to communicate clearly and honestly and find a way to move forward without actually going to court.
However, since some of you have been facing serious defamation and financial fraud charges, I am trying my absolute best to give you a final chance to come together, hold the real culprits accountable (the culprits being ONE WHITE CIS MALE and the entire
website’s list of members on that horrible website) and perhaps, an accountability/apology statement from each of you, whether in the form of a TikTok video, a Instagram reel, a YouTube video, a written blog post, an news article (if you need to do that), etc., and it must be absolutely PUBLIC so all marginalized communities can witness the truth and finally welcome me back with open arms and I will respond with kindness and respect with a video, article, blog post, etc. of my own, asserting strong boundaries and accepting your apologies with a grain of salt, as you will have a lifetime of work ahead of you to continue undoing and repairing the damage you’ve caused.A settlement check to be sent to me for loss of income from my previous projects/work I’ve done (this settlement check will be known as punitive damages) will most likely happen, along with possibly court mandated therapy sessions for most of you, and if some of you actually end up in prison, there’s nothing I can do about that, as the laws in America are absolutely clear: you cannot commit financial fraud (especially on websites like GoFundMe), and there are consequences for what you’ve done. Like I said, karma is real.
I’m not going anywhere. I refuse to be forced into social media silence again. I refuse to be afraid and hide until the real culprits are arrested. And I ABSOLUTELY REFUSE to entertain your sick, sadistic pleasures anymore. I will SPEAK MY TRUTH, SHARE MY TRUE JOURNEY and YOU WILL LEARN where I’ve actually been, what I’ve actually done and where I am nowadays, from the day I was born to this beautiful place that I live in here in Vermont, and to end your ridiculous, toxic, manipulative and hateful so-called “vendettas” against me and redirect your justified anger in constructive and healthy ways towards the TRUE CULPRITS: white supremacy groups, a WHITE CIS MALE from the U.K. who was impersonating me online for years and using my two deadnames to frame me for his illegal internet crimes and the ENTIRE
website. Once you’ve embraced the truth and actually DO BETTER to research thoroughly before wrongfully accusing members of our very own marginalized communities, such as wrongfully accusing me since I was actually truthful since day one, then you can begin to truly heal the wounds of all our communities, and perhaps, offer guaranteed and reliable ways to help us protect our safety on the internet and across all social media platforms. A VPN is a good start, but we have to do more to ensure guaranteed safety not just for myself, but for other people who has been harmed and targeted by very vile, toxic, abusive, horrible and deeply troubled people.I want to give you that final opportunity to get out of the holes you’ve dug for yourselves, and I want you to embrace the reality and the truth at last. And I want you to finally dismantle white supremacy.
If you can do that, all of that and accept accountability, and TRULY WAKE UP, then our communities has a real chance of not just surviving but absolutely guaranteed to be thriving and not being treated like shit by our politicians and our world leaders who constantly see us as less than human. Once you’ve done all that I have aforementioned above, you have a true chance of finding a way to hold the politicians/world leaders accountable, the rich and corruptly powerful accountable and start to make real progress in the world in terms of human and civil rights, climate change, economic issues, policies that should benefit the 99% and not the 1% and effect real meaningful change together for all marginalized communities, the poor working class, those in poverty, all families and then, and ONLY THEN… the Republicans and Democrats will finally fall and bow to us in a peaceful, nonviolent revolution to effect the changes we absolutely need before it’s too late.
So in conclusion, I have come a very long way for nearly a decade-plus, and a even longer way for the last 20-ish years of my life, and I am almost 34 years old this Fall of 2022, to attain absolute peace, quiet and calm in my life’s journey, my life’s work and to truly heal from the toxic people, the traumas that I never actually deserved and to finally set stronger and better boundaries with everyone, even you.
If you are truly awakened like I am… then I invite you to join me and enjoy a beautiful world, a beautiful future and be stronger together in all marginalized communities and be among people that we care about and love and appreciate and respect and show kindness, a sense of empathy and sympathy towards them all and to find new ways to truly coexist together while reaping the benefits of REAL PROGRESS, REAL MEANINGFUL CHANGE and no longer suffer at the hands of our true enemies as we let capitalism die and be born again in a economy, a system rebuilt to benefit ALL OF US, not the 1%.
If you can see that, see what it requires to achieve absolute true leftist revolution for a better tomorrow, and put aside toxicity and drama and hold the real culprits accountable and be truly about us going against the rich — it’s always been a class war rooted in white supremacy, just like everything else is also rooted in white supremacy that MUST BE DISMANTLED IMMEDIATELY; you just don’t see it yet — and come out on the other side of the revolution, better, stronger and happier together, then imagine the possibility of more. The possibility of a cleaner, greener future. The possibility of marginalized communities finally being safe. True safe spaces for everyone that includes true intersectionality, true intersectional feminism and true intersectional equality for everyone. You can reap those rewards, those benefits of that beautiful, perfectly imperfect tomorrow and a better world for everyone.
But it all starts here: with you accepting accountability for wrongfully pursuing and accusing me. It also starts with holding the true culprits accountable and finally letting me sleep, letting me have my peace and letting me truly be safe again among you all. If you are leftists like I am, then you need to do this. There are no safe spaces in right wing/far right extremist circles or left-wing/leftist circles and absolutely no safe spaces in independent/centrist circles anymore — so how do we change that? How can you truly earn my trust and my respect and everyone else’s trust and respect again? Can you show us the work you’re doing, and perhaps do better this time around?
Like I said, I’m not calling you out; I’m calling you in to give you the final chance, the final opportunity to change the course we’re all on together, and start truly working together to go after said culprits, face accountability for what you’ve partook in, and to grow, to live happily ever after and to move forward finally together.
And that includes respecting my boundaries, stop deadnaming me (as I had to legally change my name for SAFETY REASONS since my stalker — a transphobic, racist WHITE CIS MALE — kept using my two deadnames to frame me for his crimes, and there is absolutely real evidence and proof that he did all that toxic and horribly hateful shit and not me), and finally wake up and accept the absolute truth from me, yours truly.
If you can do all that mentioned above, then perhaps, just perhaps as it is a very long shot, you can begin to earn my trust again and I’ll begin to feel safe again with all of you. Like I said, I am ABSOLUTELY NOT GOING ANYWHERE. Not until the truth is SEEN, FELT, HEARD and EMBRACED, and not until justice is finally served and not until karma comes to take care of all of you and hold yourselves accountable for partaking in a life threatening, harmful and toxic/dangerous transphobic misinformation campaign against me.
Thank you. I appreciate you listening and reading this far, assuming that you have actually read this far and REALLY LISTENED TO ME. If you did that, then we can begin to heal and move forward and hold our true enemies accountable. Let me finally rest in peace and enjoy a beautiful, quiet and peaceful life out here where I truly belong and truly feel like I am finally home, even in my new non-binary trans and tattooed and pierced body. This is home for me. I’m gonna be okay, with or without you, depending on how you choose to go forward from here. This is the final opportunity, the final chance for you. Otherwise, you are facing serious prison time and paying in far more larger punitive damages via a settlement check, and going to be locked up for a long time, alongside the same WHITE CIS MALE STALKER who framed me, and he’ll be in prison with you all and all of our marginalized communities will move on to the revolution without you.
I do not want to see any of you in prison. I don’t want to see a criminal record on your permanent files for the rest of your lives, since defamation/fraud charges are pretty serious felonies for you, and I want to ensure that you have a real equal opportunity to hold the true culprits accountable together with me. My lawyers are informing me that they are finalizing all paperwork to the courthouse and you will not be able to escape accountability. Some of them are actually subpoenas to force you to go to court and do the right thing. If you want to be called in without going to court and potentially go to federal prison for a long time, we can have a conversation together and do it in a community meditation meeting to resolve all issues peacefully and then we can move forward like I said.
All I want is absolute peace. So talk to me, bring your own lawyers if you want to and let’s have the community meditation meeting together to come up with real, concrete and realistic solutions together and discuss our next steps moving forward. This is the FINAL call-in for community meditation, conflict resolution and absolute peace in our various marginalized communities. Can you rise above and truly accept this call-in to come together? Or will you fail and not be the truly intersectional allies and leftists we needed you to be in order for our revolution to succeed finally?
The choice is yours. I hope you listen this time and find new ways to come together at last. Otherwise, I cannot help you. You’ll be left behind in prison with the real culprits (my stalker, the
website members and other white supremacy groups that was involved in this from day one targeting me — they’re gonna share cells with all of you and that’s not a good situation to be in, so please truly listen to me) and everyone else will go with me to survive and finally thrive in the revolution without you.That’s all I wish to say. My journey to finding justice for the wrongs you’ve committed ends soon. But my journey to finding myself, finding peace and being alive again is almost finished in a few years from now. With or without you. At least I know who my true friends and my true allies are and I know who my true enemies are. Do you know who they are? Or are you truly lost in the madness of very toxic “cancel culture”, which was created and absolutely 100% rooted in white supremacy?
Sincerely yours,
Lorelei (aka Rory).
- Joined
- Jul 22, 2015