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A woman because he enjoys "natural physical beauty", yeah, men look at asses and tits every day in porno and in person and most don't care to know what radical feminism is.
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A woman because he enjoys "natural physical beauty", yeah, men look at asses and tits every day in porno and in person and most don't care to know what radical feminism is.
to my savings account every month (for gender reassignment surgery in the future and other creative entrepreneurial projects
A few possibilitiesince I lost the majority of my clothes in a domestic violence situation with an abusive ex-boyfriend who took advantage of me
Can you sum all this up in something that isnt one big saltpile of didnt read?
So.... you've been stalking me for what, a year now?
I joined this forum to see why you've been stalking me, given the fact you can't do shit to kill me.
You're just a bunch of right-wingers who doesn't know what love is, what compassion is, or what being a bigger person to walk away and grow up is all about.
You see, I am not stooping to your level of transphobia, bigotry, hatred, etc. Here's why:
You're not worth it.
I am better off living my life than to worry in fear all the time on when you're actually planning to attack me.
And finally...
Your hatred, your ignorance, your transphobia.... it truly makes me laugh. I'm laughing because you all have no lives, and I do. I have a career, I have a stable life now, and I just finished my surgeries. So ha. ha. ha. Joke's on you, motherfuckers.
You stalk for no reason other than to target people who are transgender for your own sick pleasures, and you automatically assume that all transgender people are pedophiles. You see, we're not. You don't know anything about transgender issues, our history or where/when transgender people all started. We've been around for eons, and we'll still be around for generations to come. You started a war that you cannot win. Wanna know how I found out about your forums here? A reporter for a magazine has contacted me saying that I may have been a target of anti-LGBTIQQA+ bullying, and I didn't even know about this forum or this thread you started about me for however long it's been.
Pretty much everything you ever posted was a fucked up series of lies. Here's the thing - none of what you posted here is true. Sure, there's photos of me from way back then, and sure, there's old bands I used to be in, and sure, I used to have a website that I no longer even keep active or even bother to update anymore, and sure I got a FetLife profile, but hey - your bullying still can't affect me. Why is that, I wonder? Because I'm not even angry. In fact, I let go of my post-traumatic anger, my demons and my pain years ago, and it took me even longer to truly heal. I am happier than I've been in years, so feel free to stalk me all you want, and try to bully me - it won't work. You know why? Because there's a beautiful thing called the "block button" and I can just simply click that block button any damn time I want. And here's another reason why: because I am better than you, stronger than you, and happier without your type of ignorance, hatred, bigotry and transphobia bringing me down.
But I am not a pedophile (mostly because I never touched a kid in my entire life - thus the definition of a pedophile - and I've never even watched anything related to underage porn my entire life, because if I had, I'd be in prison right about now and not knowing about this forum at all and writing to you in this day and age), and I want to clarify something here. Yes, I lost both my wife and daughter in the same year. I even have a tribute tattoo with their names, dates of birth and dates of death. I've been married a few years between the age of 18-21, and before that I was dating her all throughout high school and middle school. She supported my gender transition and we were really happy. She committed suicide on my 21st birthday, a few months AFTER our daughter had leukemia. So when our daughter died, I wasn't 21 yet. It happened on August 2009, just 2 months before I turned 21. My wife was depressed and couldn't handle the loss of our daughter anymore so she committed suicide. I still have her suicide note to this day reminding me how much she really loved me and wishing that she didn't have to deal with the loss of our little girl.
I lived through more hell than you can ever imagine. I was tortured in conversion therapy and broke out of the "Christian" boot camp that my own white supremacist father put me in. I punched the living shit out of him, and to this day, even after nearly 20 years, we still haven't talked at all. In fact, I got a restraining order stating that he cannot even call me, touch me or even come near 100 feet of me. He can't even write a letter. I grew up in a broken, transphobic, right-wing, racist home. I chose to live my life with love, passion, empathy, and above all, compassion for others. I chose to live and be free, to be alive, and to smile more. You'll never kill me, you'll never take me down. And you'll never, ever be able to target me. Why? Because you're not worth fighting with.
I mean, I'm literally smiling and laughing, knowing how truly pathetic your lives are. You're all probably still sitting in your mama's basements jerking off to everything I post and share on the Internet, right? Also, I won't be running for office at all, mostly because it's just not fucking worth it. Both parties (the Democrats and the Republicans) are truly an one-party oligarchy, fucked up and corrupt. So instead, I'll just do my part as activist, sharing important and vital truths about our failed government, and voting for people who truly represents the 99%. Or, I can always leave for Canada - or will I? That's the beauty of being me - you'll never be able to find me.
Look, it's not even worth it, okay? You can plot, scheme, threaten, bully, curse at me, or even try to kill me. But chances are, you'll either be dead at my hands before you can try to kill me (I'm really good at what I do when it comes to self-defense), or in prison for a very, very long time - but that's what your hate will lead you to: a grave 6 feet under or a life sentence behind bars (if you're really lucky not to get the death penalty) -- I want you all to think about that a bit. Is it really worth hunting me and every other transgender man and transgender woman and genderqueer/gender nonconformist person on earth down until we're all dead or we get bullied to the point of suicide so that you can celebrate our deaths by invading our social media platforms? I mean, is it?
No wonder people aren't taking you seriously - your right wing ideologies, your violence, it never ends. You want a so-called functional government and you want to have your "freedom", "patriotism" and all that bleeding red, white and blue shit going on, right? You want that life? You wanna be as American as Apple pie, then you need to do the following:
If you can try living your right-wing "American" life with your families, loved ones, friends, etc., and not even bother the rest of us, we'll leave you be. I mean, think about it - this is a one-time-only "Get Out of Jail" free type of opportunity that we're all offering to you: a chance to live your lives and be yourselves, and not bother us, shoot up any schools or concert venues, and get the help you need so that you can live your lives and be happy, and still vote Republican all you want, and we get to live our lives, get our surgeries, do our things that we do (in whatever industries or careers we're in), and be who we are. We won't bother you, and you won't bother us.
- Grow up. Let go of the anger and hate and live YOUR OWN LIVES. Don't even worry about who we are, what we do, or where we live, etc. Just go live your own lives. Tote your guns around, enjoy a few beers, kick it back with your families and loved ones and just be you. We won't bother with your religions, your ignorance, your racism, transphobia, etc. - hell, I don't even wanna talk to you about the fucked up shit you do in your everyday lives. I just will let you be and let karma take care of you.
- Secondly, all the hateful shit you can do, just do it in your own homes. No need to spout it around town and whatnot. You leave us be, we'll leave you be. Simple as that. But you attack any one of us, you lose your lives, your jobs, your homes, your families, everything - with a trip to prison or a trip to the graveyards. Is it really worth killing us over? It's not, and that's because I honestly want you all to live your lives and go about your business. I don't even care what you think, what you do, what you practice or believe in. Hell, you can believe in whatever God you want. But don't bother me, don't bother my friends or my loved ones. Let us be. We're not hurting you, and we're not targeting you. You've been targeting us, so why should we fight you?
- Thirdly, you can vote and support Trump all you want. But know this: it will backfire on you in the end. Your beliefs is your beliefs, but they're not mine. I remain to be who I am, live my live and don't even worry about what you think, say or do. Why? Because I am actually happy. I mean, it's funny, really -- you'd think that the bullying would get to me after all these years and that I'd crack and fall apart. But it hasn't. I found a way through therapy (and trauma therapy as well - I do art/music therapy and I'm getting into this new program that I heard about called the F You Point, where I can turn my "Fuck You" into "Thank You" by letting go of the past, anger, pain and hatred and turning it into gratitude and permanent closure) to ignore all the shit you do. I don't even watch the news anymore, because everyone's a corporate liar. Fox News, CNN, MSNBC, etc. - all liars designed to brainwash you from the truth. And I know you can't handle the truth.
- I live at the speed of my mind, and I love with the strength of my heart. I am happier than I've ever been. But only because I know where I have been. Do you know what I was in jail for? A false report. Actually, I was a victim of police brutality that night when I was calling a crisis line to help because I was bleeding and freaking out from cutting myself deep to commit suicide years ago. The Austin Police Department decided to slap me with a "false report" trumped-up charge to treat me like shit because I'm transgender and I spent only 10 days in jail. In the end, I was able to walk away, and that's probably still on my old records, but ever since then, I have never been in jail and always followed the law, did a fine job as a citizen and worked my ass off to get out of poverty, out of making 700-something a month, and into a better, stable and more financially secure life. Sure, I got problems like everyone else, but I know how to deal with it in a safe, sane and consensual manner, and I know how to heal from any kind of suffering, emotional/mental pain or trauma. I am stronger than my demons and I am stronger than you. Which brings me to my point - go live your lives. Hate isn't worth losing your loved ones, lives, jobs/careers, your homes, friends, families, etc. over - because the second you give in to that hate you hold for me and every trans person on earth, that's when you lose it all. The cops will arrest you - they won't shoot you because you're white supremacists. So at best, you'll spend 25 years to life in jail, or get death row. But I know my lawyers will fight you tooth and nail to ensure that you spend life behind bars or get you on death row. It's called justice for the fallen. I will never succumb to your hate, your bullying, none of it. It's not worth fighting you. It's not worth hunting you down. And it's not worth targeting you and giving you a taste of your own medicine. It's just not worth any of that, because I'd lose my life, my mind and even be dead or in jail as well, just like you.
I'm going to be okay. I know it because I finally realized that your hatred and transphobia no longer bothers me. I'm alive. I'm breathing. And I'm smiling every day. Because I know there's a better tomorrow for you, for me and for EVERYONE. There is. You just gotta find it in your hearts to call yourselves TRUE CHRISTIANS and being CHRIST-LIKE by actually doing good things. Donate, volunteer work, whatever strikes your fancy. You claim to be right-wing, right? I am assuming you believe in Christianity or some shit, and you probably do, since most right-wingers believe in God and all that shit. Well, if you do believe in that, then do what's right - stop the bullying and the hate, and just go live your lives. Who knows? You may even get lucky with your entrance past the Pearly Gates and get weird with God all you want in the afterlife, but that is only if you actually make a change right now, and just go be you without resorting to actual threats, physical violence, or murder.
This is my one and only time I'll ever be on Kiwi Farms. After this post, I am deleting my account for good. I am only joining tonight to share this with you all, and hope that you will try to do the right thing. I wish you luck in whatever you do with your lives, because it's honestly none of my business what you do with your lives. But it is NOT YOUR business what I do with MY LIFE. There's a line, that's the wall - you can't cross it. You can't enter. I won't give you the pleasure. Go live your lives, okay? Just leave us all alone - leave TransEthics alone, leave me alone, and leave every single trans man, trans woman and genderqueer/gender nonconformist person in the world alone. We'll be alright without you. Because your hate no longer bothers us. Goodnight and good luck.
You know what I look like, obviously, but remember my warning: you use those photos to find me, be prepared for hell. Because that's what I'm going to put you through. But not if you choose to do the right thing by walking away, and I will walk away as well. We all get to live our happily ever after, and live our lives, and be us. You can do that while you still can. I hope you find it in your hearts to be good people and live your right-wing Republican lives without interfering with our lives or trying to kill us or target us. We're really not worth fighting, trust me. You're not worth my time, my energy or even worth fighting. You're just acting like children, man. I will never take you seriously because you behave so childishly like the manchild "President" know as Trump. And if you remember your history well, and I hope you do, when Hitler fell, so did the entire Nazi party in Germany at the end of WW2. They all went home to prison or ended up dead, but they did in shame because they were ashamed of the hate crimes and the war crimes they've committed. They were ashamed for following a tyrannical fascist leader to the death for years before realizing that it tore apart their own families and loved ones. Hitler even had his most trusted second-in-command leaders of each battalion and group threaten lower-level Nazi soldiers by kidnapping their own families and their friends/loved ones, and threatening to kill them if they didn't comply with Hitler's orders and plans for world domination and the Nazi order. You will face a similar path since history repeats itself, apparently. Trump will come after your families, your friends and your loved ones and he and his GOP goonies will threaten them to make you comply with their plans and their orders to take us out. You are going to follow a man who wants you to kill transgender people, immigrants, black people, Muslims, etc., for no reason whatsoever. You'll be brainwashed to the point that when Nazi Amerika falls to the ground like Nazi Germany did at the end of the war, that you'll wake up in the morning realizing that you've been overwhelmed with grief, regret and guilt. You'll probably even commit suicide because of that guilt eating you alive due to the fact that you lost your families, friends and loved ones to Trump's psychopathic bloodbath for world domination.
I know that I don't want that to happen for you. You all seem like good people who are just going through hard times. I honestly feel you can rise above your own ignorance, transphobia, racism, xenophobia, etc., to become better people. I believe you can do well in society, get jobs that pay well and be able to still put food on the table for your families, kids and loved ones. I believe you can still be Republicans and vote whoever you wanna vote, and live your lives quietly and enjoying said lives without having to grab your guns and target every one of us who has done nothing wrong to you or even threatened you, like you have threatened us so many times before. I see the good in you because the world doesn't want to see you as equal. If you can't rise above and you still want to be hateful, that's fine. But don't take any more lives. Because it will tear you apart, and it will haunt you for all of your short years on earth until death. And it will tear apart the lives of your families, your loved ones and your friends. Murder, rape, hate crimes - none of what you plan to do to everyone who's not you, it's not worth going to jail for, and it's not worth dying for. Grow old, have as many kids as you want, and just live your right-wing lives without attacking us, and we'll live our lives without attacking you.
You're really not worth it for me to fight you. Honestly. I hope that what I said here tonight will make you rethink a few things and maybe do better in your lives. If not, then I will say that I have tried to make peace. I'm sorry that you're so hateful, and I'm sorry that you're so angry. I hope you find a way to heal. I truly do. Someday, you may become better and healthier people, but not if you continue to hold onto the anger and the hate. I wish you all good luck. Go enjoy your lives, I will go enjoy mine. Namaste, everyone. Goodnight.
I'd like to delete my account. I got bored and didn't find it interesting.
Nothing exciting or important to read.
Thanks.