Skitzocow Connor Murphy - Body Building Youtube Superstar turned Drugged Out Peepee Guru who Drinks Cum for the Health Benefits

[Gamergirl Cleanup Crew]

>a not-gay(TM) bodybuilder microdosing DMT daily and oversharing everything in his life
>well-behaved Christian gamers itt: "Wow, this is just like my stoner buddies, u goyz. Drugs are so bad, mmkay?"

While I don't want to turn this into "Drugs General" because this thread is very funny on its own and deserves better, I just had to say this:
You find your stoner friends insufferable because they're morons. That was probably the case before they started smoking. I'm sure you know people that aren't mouth breathing retards that have smoked weed at least once.
I'm of course not saying that smoking all the time isn't bad for you, it is. You will see change in personality and probably not for the better but that is true for all psychoactive substances.
But it is absolutely possible to do (some) drugs in moderation. (Alcohol obviously being the best example here.)

What most people fail at is actually having a realistic estimation of their discipline. If you can't quit you need to stay away.

The problem is stoners brand their pleasure as a moral good like troons. Everyone has their vice but I don't see any alcoholics suggesting a two week bourbon cleanse to open up their chakras.

 

[jje100010001]

Im not an incel, but I do like to read what are good ole incels are talking about on incels.is
They love to use Connor as an example of the perfect "Chad" stereotype. That was before his balding and subsequent psychotic break.
I feel bad for Connor. If you go to the psychosis subreddit and search for "DMT" many of the stories are of people who took DMT and developed schizophrenia and never recovered. Terrifying.

In regards to the hair loss issue, not sure why he didn’t just 1.) Open up about the issue since many other men are facing the same issue and do a few videos on his journey on coping/fixing it while pivoting his channel to a looksmaxxing one; or 2.) Go to a Turkey/Thailand for a FUE hair transplant, and take a break for a couple of months while his hairline recovered, with the public none the wiser. Plenty of celebrities have done that, he probably had the money to do so anyways at that time.

Then again, I think his psyche was fragile to start with, so the hair loss was probably the least of his concerns anyways.

Idk if anyone remembers Frank Yang but he's been on a very similar spiral to Connor. He is actually friends with Connor and I've seen him post about being happy for Connor's "Enlightenment" in the past. I wouldn't be surprised if Frank played a major role in the propagation of Connor's decline as a lot of what I'm seeing him saying sounds like the kind of stuff Frank has been saying for years now.

Frank has always been weird so it is a little less noticeable if you're familiar with him but he's started to speak more and more nonsense and he always has this really creepy grin (here, here, and here).

Frank + Connor:
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Interesting, it seems like they’re falling into the Tony Hsieh spiral. FYI, immensely rich founder of Zappos, sold the company to Amazon, did some good things for Vegas, but got bored and started ‘experimenting‘. Life spiraled out of control, fell in with the wrong groupies, and died in a house fire last year.

The Death of Zappos’s Tony Hsieh: A Spiral of Alcohol, Drugs and Extreme Behavior

The inspirational executive seemed to lose his way after moving to a mansion in Utah and giving up his corporate role, including a starvation diet and fascination with fire.

www.wsj.com

 

[DyingStarsForever]

If the balding was causing him as much distress as marinating his brain in ayahuasca then that is patently ridiculous. The guy could easily shave his head and look good, he's got the jawline, beard, and body to make up for it by a mile.

 

[MirnaMinkoff]

Connor is visibly tripping, talking about his grand plans for monetizing his guru youtube videos, he's got dopamine surging, bragging about how much ayahuasca he takes, tries to bring everything back to his woke takes. He may have altered his personality but his behavior isn't consistent with schizos I've known. He reminds me a lot more of the rich kid trippers who backpacked through India and came back with Heaven's Gate stares.

>PL
Let's not flex on whose friends are more insane.

I’m not flexing on an insane friends, I’m describing what schizophrenia does to people. Schizophrenia is strongly associated with people that live under bridges because the CIA is controlling their thoughts via microwaves for a reason.

As I said in a previous posts one of the weirdest parts of listening to him talk is you realize what consumes a lot of his thought process are standard rules and tips for making click bait YT content, because it’s been his entire life for four years. I honestly think as they lock the door on a padded room he will be yelling “don’t forget to like and subscribe” over and over.

Spoiler

His entire reality/life has become totally intertwined with creating click bait YT reality videos. He accuses his parents of knowing the “prefaces” or “intro” to his YT video, when they are having a conversation on zoom to discuss his mental health and the fact he was telling them he was Jesus the day before. He gets very upset and paranoid that his parents “know the preface” to his video but aren’t telling him - even though he actually gave the disjointed preface himself several minutes ago. He demands they tell him what the video preface is, accuses them of withholding that vital answer from him and also thinks they told him to do a preface. He keeps fixating on this preface/intro issue and refers to it at least fifty times during their one hour conversation. The format of a YT video seems be a something he’s clinging to because his thoughts are too wildly disjointed to maintain or keep up with a normal conversation with his parents.

To even have this conversation with his parents had to frame it as making a YT video about bringing his parents to enlightenment. I think he started using the rules he memorized for making YT as a way to make sense of most of his interactions with other humans - even his parents.

He’s very fixated on every moment being YT content and adherence to particular rules of making YT videos that are supposed to increase engagement metrics. He’s entirely lost the boundary between his real life and content creation. This is demonstrated in almost every recent video by the horrifying levels of over sharing, total lack of personal boundaries and zero insight on how bonkers the constant insane word salads sound.

If you think Conner seems like a rich kid tripper who backpacked through India then you haven’t been watching his recent videos for more than a few seconds. He’s Amanda Bynes, not Russell Brand.

For all my serious posting about Conner I have to say I find it hilarious in the blackest humor type of way. Sort of like if Disney tried to make a feel good animated movie about incest or having to do a uplifting capeshit musical comedy about suicide.

When he was sane he made totally stupid cringe YT videos using a specific click bait formula. Now he’s trying to apply this same awful vapid formula to ongoing severe mental meltdown.

The bro genius content maker behind “prank hot girls with my big muscle chest” is now bringing you “my descent into a complete and permanent psychosis with DMT”. One has to appreciate the absolute absurdity of what they are witnessing. The one weird trick for accidentally documenting your total mental collapse and life implosion on YT!

Someone reminding you to “like and subscribe” and balancing a selfie stick while guzzling their piss from a crystal bowl they blessed or doing yoga poses while deep soul kissing a homeless tranny while wearing Beats headphones is 100% irresistible content to me. The magically absurd juxtaposition of it all is just fucking incredible.

 

[Guido Mista]

Listening to Jane's video and her comment about him presenting differently online (manic) vs in person (calmish) is interesting. I'm not sure if its a regional thing but even at this level of psychosis it can be difficult to get people institutionalized. Even for trained professionals, if you don't know what to look for, a person may just seem eccentric or overly religious. In theses instances its usually advocacy from close friends and family that get people the help they need.

Spoiler: Old but this small scene from The Ruling Class captures the presentation rather well

 

[Gamergirl Cleanup Crew]

If you think Conner seems like a rich kid tripper who backpacked through India then you haven’t been watching his recent videos for more than a few seconds. He’s Amanda Bynes, not Russell Brand.

Are you talking about the recent video where he brags to his spiritual master that ayahuasca is more chad than 5-MeO-DMT or the videos he put on his channel made specifically for "enlightenment" which he lost interest in once he realized it was getting way less views than his main channel?

 

[Seminal Ointments Lain]

Connor, if you're reading this, you can cum. I believe in you. Kill every woman you see. Imbibe, and become achianed to new flesh. BECOME DREAM THRONE.

 

[jje100010001]

If the balding was causing him as much distress as marinating his brain in ayahuasca then that is patently ridiculous. The guy could easily shave his head and look good, he's got the jawline, beard, and body to make up for it by a mile.

I think it was the needle that broke the camel's back.

When you step back and take it from a bigger POV, it's really not that big of a deal, but if you're caught up in a storm of self-doubt & self-delusion, some hidden underlying mental illness (probably genetic, seeing as how his sister turned out), being surrounded by hedonistic California groupies, and a constant need for attention, then it can metamorphose into something more sinister.

Overall, Connor got the Hollywood treatment, and has ended up like so many other aspiring folks who have failed to 'make it'. I'm not sure that his story is all that unique, but it is unique in that his fall is a bit bigger than the others, and it's being livestreamed for all of us to gawk at.

Too bad there wasn't a Jane to catch him before he dove off the deep end...

This video is terrifying but hilarious. Connor in the midst of his breakdown or manic episode, trying to enlighten his exhausted looking, boomer parents.

Connor asks his dad why he can’t be enlightened, he replies, “well for one, I’ve got to go to work this afternoon”.

I wonder what his relationship was with his parents before? Didn't he reveal that there were some familial issues beforehand?

 

[Faggot Gift]

Jungle man is a Chad who makes thousands off rich liberal kids feeding them toxic shit foraged from the jungle floor.

Insert pic of John Redcorn passing
the peace pipe to Hank and Dale

Edit: also his dad is a real pill. As in literally, his head looks like a pill.

 

[Seminal Ointments Lain]

YOU CAN DO IT, CONNOR!!!

 

[Faggot Gift]

I've seen some youtubers who are into psychedelics say shit like: I'm not saying this to bash psychedelics...
Well I am. Unless you literally explored every other option, don't do it. I hate how normalized some drugs are- in movies, hearsays, other media. I still think it shouldn't be illegal because you shouldn't go to jail for fucking up your life but I went from "oh people should do whatever they want as long as they don't harm anyone, teehee" to feeling absolute disgust when I hear psychonauts or weed users talk. Sure, many of them don't slip into insanity, but they still say dumb woohoo shit. Many of them can't go without mentioning how much they do their drug of choice, how amazing it actually is but the evil government...

I fucking hate it. Even taking something once, no matter whether you did so willingly or you were drugged by someone, can fuck with your brain and trigger panic disorder, psychosis, depression. Bonus bitter points if you were drugged against your will and then you have to suffer from having panic attacks every moment without medication because someone just "wanted to give you a good time". And even if you don't experience immediate issues, it will change you in the long run.
"You don't get it, maaaaan. The weed is making me, like, so creative and chiiill. It's such a myth that stoners are lazy too, I had the most interesting conversation the other day with a friend and I even wrote a poem." he said as he scratched his bloated gut dressed in sweat covered hoodie that smelled sour, surrounded by mess and overly expensive receipts from takeouts.

Drugs suck, they're risky and unless you have a terminal illness I'll always think less of you. Give me the hats.

And you wonder why no one invites you to parties lol

 

[Reluctant MC]

And you wonder why no one invites you to parties lol

I got to make those observations because I was invited to parties. Did I touch a nerve?

 

[MirnaMinkoff]

Are you talking about the recent video where he brags to his spiritual master that ayahuasca is more chad than 5-MeO-DMT or the videos he put on his channel made specifically for "enlightenment" which he lost interest in once he realized it was getting way less views than his main channel?

You are definitely on to his 5-D YT chess fame game.

The privatizing all his old videos that actually made the most Adsense bucks, live streaming 800 hours of him sitting in his apartment babbling nonsense to prove he’s fasting for 40 days and giving out his bank account and SS# online was all a calculated master ploy to rebuild his YT engagement and brand.

 

[ten dollars off]

 

[CoolSixtyNiner]

Here's the full tantric jackoff tutorial, of which @Scarlett Johansson posted an extract earlier in the thread. A pretty generic example of the schizoporn genre, complete with rambling, weird body movements and that utterly insane look in his eyes.

Spoiler: NSFW: Tantric jackoff tutorial

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I have a break from work so I guess i'll watch a gay schizo joi vid. Do gays find this attractive? The dude is clearly well built and goodlooking, but he is also clearly fucking nuts. I wonder if I'd be in to schizo hot chicks masturbating. Probably tbh.

 

[440088]

If you want to listen to some of Conners “woke” insights. One of his gym bros had him on a podcast talking about exactly that:

Connor Murphy: Ayahuasca, Fasting For 40 Days and Psychiatric Hospitals - Storytime with Mo Samuels

Connor talks about one of the most life changing things he's experienced; taking ayahuasca. Has Connor lost his mind or is this journey into finding his true self something that's been going on for longer? Mo and Connor chat for the first time about happiness, consciousness, spirituality and...

poddtoppen.se

remember, when talking about psychedelics and your third eye opening. And giving any entertaining thought to how psychedelics can make you woke. Be mindful that you are just entertaining mental illness and delusion. There is nothing special about psychedelics other than it just fucks your brain sideways and doesn’t even have the decency to give you a call in the morning lol.

 

[Faggot Gift]

I got to make those observations because I was invited to parties. Did I touch a nerve?

Anime world doesn't count. At least you didn't write a teel dear this time

Edit: to get back ot: /fit/cows should not touch a substance that induces something literally called ego death. And his ego death certainly didn't kill the right parts lol, the narcissism and entitlement are still there

 

[wenttobermuda]

So let's talk about the cum:

I've seen everyone from incels to radfems to nazis talk about the magical properties (or negatives) of semen being ingested or entered into a bodily orifice, and of retaining your semen through No Fap and the such.

The Feminists: Don't Cum In Me

Here is this (based?) feminist hit-piece on how semen is being used as a tool of the patriarchy. I've seen it shared on /r/GenderCritical before it got banned, and it seems to be a developing groundswell that men's bodily secretions are toxic to women in the gender critical feminist spheres.

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The article doesn't cite any scientific evidence to support her theories, other than postulating that the evidence of the ejaculate of other animals being toxic to females of the species could mean the same for humans, but maybe that's cause we don't have enough women in STEM.

The Alt-Right: Don't Cum In Her

TL;DW Every time a woman has sex with a male partner part of his cum rewires her DNA or something. That's why whores are easy to detect. Basically the pseudoscientific mandate for slut-shaming. Wonder if this is true for men; if so Connor, there's no turning back now. Guzzle those cocks brother.

The Anti-Masturbators: Don't Cum

The /r/NoFap movement is pretty self-explanatory. Stop touching your dick and you'll have increased testosterone, confidence, yadda yadda. To give it some credit, there have been studies that testosterone peaks after a week of abstinence from ejaculation.

Connor: Cum In Me

I couldn't find much on bodybuilding forums about this specific practice (specifically another man's cum) but there is this gay urban legend:



(source)

Hopefully he's testing his partners. AIDS saga when?

So we have some theories on the powers of this warm sticky substance. Scientifically, any Nerve Growth Factor, testosterone or other substances in semen will not be digested as such because it will break down. So Connor is most likely getting a few extra calories and a fun time, that's all.

Interesting stuff. Add to this the practices of the Sambia of Papua New Guinea, who are convinced that dudes aren't born with semen or the ability to produce it naturally. Not a problem, because the tribal elders have enough to share, and ritualistically blow loads in boy's throats so they can go through puberty. It's a rite of passage.

 

[auxcord]

This video is terrifying but hilarious. Connor in the midst of his breakdown or manic episode, trying to enlighten his exhausted looking, boomer parents.

Connor asks his dad why he can’t be enlightened, he replies, “well for one, I’ve got to go to work this afternoon”.

highly recommend watching this video. He refers to his parents as amazing and perfect people, a far cry from him saying they could never be happy earlier. Is he trying to convince himself that he’s loved? The utter lack of emotion in their faces is very heartbreaking. I have no doubt that these two people fucked up Connor as a kid and now he’s dealing with it by leaving reality. Also has some funny moments in it if thats what youre into

Connor murphy and elora snow are both so tragic, but connor seems like a way better person than liz lansing. Hope this guy can somehow re-engage with reality

 

[Nointey]

i have a high reason to believe this guy is on the fast track to offing himself

i remember the whole etika suicide and this reminds me too much of that

he is 100% going to off himself if he doesnt get help