And I totally agree with you. I am a tranny, I am not a woman. I wish that I could have accepted just being a crossdresser when I was younger but instead I turned my body into something alien, and there is no going back to where I came from. However I try to think in a positive way, that I am fortunate that my mental illness in my younger years did not cause me to remove parts of my body, or spend many thousands of dollars on plastic surgery that in time will degrade, leaving me deformed beyond recognition. Most people are kind and refer to me as a woman, but I do not correct people on the rare occasion that they refer to me as male, because I am. However I do not believe any form of therapy could truly cure someone of the mental anguish that had been beset upon me. Only faith in Christ can truly set us free. When I pray to god he answers, and he tells me that this lifestyle does nothing but burden me, and the closer I get to him, the closer I get to casting it off. I thank the Monad every day that I am alive and that he has filled me with his light. I am grateful to him that I am not a slave to the Archons will. I am hopeful that when die I will join the divine in their eternal kingdom. Through prayer and meditation on the words of our savior I will leave this hellish world behind. This is why I pity the tranny hater, the racist, the sexist. They can not see past the illusions of the Demiurge anymore than a tranny who believes that they may find fulfillment or enlightenment through warping their own flesh, and by it, the will of god. Neither shall find peace upon this earth.