Nyk says that
his jaw is still swollen 4 months later. He points at the swelling.
"Weeeh, being a Youtube millionaire making *one* fucking video a month is
sooo draining", I guess it is when you've totally destroyed your metabolism with androgen blockers. Of course you're going to feel fatigued when you block your T. T is essentially a very an efficient energy transfer system in the male. When you block that, you get tired. That's not because of Youtube being tiring, it's because of you knowingly fucking up your health.
Nyk
claims that going to VidCon is "work". (Bitch, did you get paid to go there? Then it's not work.) Nyk then claims that his Trans Trenders video "killed me" because it was "the most intense". He's still alive though, so this certainly doesn't arouse my interesting in that video. (Which I still haven't watched, I don't even bother watching Nyk's videos anymore.)
He went to visit "sister" Theryn in Canada because
"she always improves my mood". That's all she's good for, apparently.
He says he is already working on the next video and that he wants to get it out
"in 2,5 weeks". Another video I won't be watching.
He brags about having a million+ Youtube subs:
"I am an attention whore who has always wanted this. I always wanted to make art and I feel like I have won the lottery in life.". Then why don't you just STFU and retire with your Youtube millions? Why do you need to bitch about shit if your life is going so well? STFU and hand over the microphone to someone else whose life is actually shitty to talk about their situation. They don't need your attention whore ass to speak in their place.
He admits that he doesn't have a life and that he needs to have a life in order to milk his own life for content. He says he doesn't want to end up being "a Youtuber who makes videos about being a Youtuber", when that's exactly what he is. Now I ask you: Who the fuck would ever want to associate with Nyk knowing that every moment of this association might get milked for content in a future video? This is Nyk openly admitting that you have no expectation of privacy if you chose to associate with him. Anything you might do together - have sex, have an argument, have a conversation - is merely grist to his Youtube mill.
LMAO
he is asked for resources for vocal feminization, when he literally has the shittiest fakest cringiest trannie voice on Youtube. He goes on to describe his vocal training and it's crazy making just to listen to him describing all the crap he put himself through just to make his voice sound unlistenable. He says he ended up deciding he didn't like the way it sounded after he did the Incels video and the Aesthetic video. (No shit genius.)
He claims that
his centrist character Jackie Jackson was inspired by Lauren Chen rather than Dave Rubin. So this is what Nyk does to every woman he hates: he makes a caricature out of her and puts that in his video, whether he's ridiculing Blaire with his Tiffany character, whether he's ridiculing his TERF colleague at Northwestern with Abigail Cockbane or whether he's ridiculing Lauren Chen with Jackie. Everytime Nyk becomes resentful towards a woman, he appropriates her.
He's
talking about horror movies again.
He's
asked about being an alcoholic during his transition. He downplays his alcoholism and claims he doesn't drink as much as he used to when he's visibly intoxicated and drunk during this stream and just months ago he was still making videos about collapsing on his kitchen floor from all the drinking. Here,
he admits that he developed an eating disorder as a student and would some days go without any food and only drink.
"How complicated is dating for you?" LMAO.
He says that "artistically" he wants to go back into boymode for his videos. (Those of you who are still hopeful about Nyk detransitioning to suckerpunch his cult will certainly get a kick out of this.) Then he almost starts crying and janks up the Chopin while he sits there sipping his drink, suppressing his tears welling up. Which is exactly what happened in this commentary video. I used to think these brief emotional outbursts on Nyk's part were genuine but I no longer trust them to be genuine. On the one hand I want to think that Nyk gets genuinely upset when he has these brief moments where the reality of what he's actually doing to himself dawns on him, but nowadays I am more drawn to the idea that he's merely pretending to cry because he, as he put it, he's an attention whore and crying is a good way to get attention. I used to think Nyk's tears were real but now I think they're as fake as he is.
He says he doesn't want to do superchats because
"too many people try to give me money too quickly and I can't deal with it.". Oh, it's sooo hard being a Youtube millionaire y'all.
He is asked to answer a question about trans validations and
he literally has to sit there in silence for a minute thinking whether the answer he wants to give is going to get him cancelled. He fucking knows he could literally murder someone and still his cult would defend him, but he has to maintain this crisis mentality in his herd, like he's on the verge of being cancelled for saying the wrong thing, when in reality no one gives a shit, because no one follows Nyk for what he actually says but for the upper class lifestyle he represents. He makes conspicuous consumerism look good and sexy for the left and this is why he has such a huge audience. Nyk then brags about trapping a non-suspecting straight guy he did not want to date, but like the narcissist he is Nyk merely derives pleasure from the fact that this guy was naive enough to get trapped. In other words it's the mindfuck powertrip that ultimately makes Nyk feel validated as a trannie, not whether he's actually attracting a man he actually wants to date.
He's asked about
his favourite ContraPoints video. In the past he said that it was Debating The Alt Right, which is still a good and genuinely amusing video, but now he says it's "the first 15 minutes of TransTrenders", which still does not arouse any interest in me to go watch it.
LMAO! During this part
he starts meowing along to the music and says he's a secret catgirl.
He says
his favourite places in Baltimore are
the Aquarium,
Walter's Art Gallery and
the Visionary Art Museum.
Here he's asked about his transition role models and he says that it was
"mostly transwomen on Youtube" (but he's still no transtrender folks!) and he specifically mentions Theryn as his trans role model. Once again you see this undertone of jealous envy that Nyk has towards the women in his life. He is not merely content to be with them, he literally wants to be them.
Speaking of
conspicuous consumtion, he admits he's using the Patreon money from his paypiggies to shop at
Farfetch, which is this overpriced website that sells luxury designer brand clothes from all over the world.
Someone else needs to watch Prince of Queen's video.
He says
he's optimistic about trans progress. I guess he hasn't seen that research that said LGBT acceptance is down by almost 10%, especially amongst millennials and that the reason for this decline is that millennials are more likely to directly encounter LGBT people, so they have a more readily negative opinion of them based on their personal interactions with them.
He's
asked about immigration and doesn't know what to say. That's how out of touch he is with the contemporary political discourse.
He says that
he did not feel like a woman until a year into his transition "living as a woman" because then "it became a pragmatic truth that I was a woman", except this is total bullshit because pragmantically he is not a woman. "It was about getting to a point where you don't ask that question in the first", and how do you get to that point? Through Orwellian censorship and State coercion. That's how you get people to shut up and stop questioning.
This is the creepiest part of the stream. Nyk says that if he had a choice, he would invent a fake past for himself and claim that he was supposedly such a feminine boy growing up, that he didn't fit in with the other boys and was sent to an all-girls school as a femme boy. He openly admits that he wants to erase his past, delete all his past video and invent a fake history for himself, just like a vampire who exists outside the passage of time and reinvents himself as the centuries go by.
He says that
the only philosophers he still likes are Wittgenstein and Rorty, whom he describes as the pragmatist anti-philosophers that helped him get out of philosophy.
His envious resentment of "20 year old Instagram models at VidCon" really comes out in this part. He blames them for making him feel like a 40 year old drag queen, just for... existing and being young I guess. You can see here how Nyk almost murderously envies youth.
Nyk reveals the source of his obsession with skulls. Writting shitty impressionistic papers for his Comparative Literature class was to
Nyk is
asked about trans philosophers and he can't name a single one. He asks the chat if they know of any "transman philosophers" and this is basically all you need to know about the blatant anti-intellectual faux intellectualism of the far left SJW trans cult.
He gives an impromptu tucking tutorial. Totally not TMI or anything.
He is asked by an SJW troon about
trans people who self-medicate on HRT in order to protest the medical system of gatekeeping. That's like heroin addicts negotiating whether to ditch heroin for meth in order to coerce drug dealers into improving the quality of their product.
Nyk says
he no longer bashes religion in his videos because "it's disrespectful". Bashing feminists, skeptics and atheists (or really, anyone Nyk choses to target in his videos) and being disrespectful towards them is still fair game though, and it's certainly something hypercapitalist millionaire trannies and megachurch believers can agree on. And remember, these are the same SJW who attacked feminists for doing a talk at the Heritage Foundation. He then says that SJWs should form alliances with "progressive" believers, and you know he's referring to people like AOC. Of course
the Catholic Church has a history of castrating boys in the name of Jesus, so it's unsurprising AOC would like to revive this "tradition" that the Church has thankfully long left behind with her support for the likes of Mermaids. How ironic that so-called "progressive" Catholics nowadays are nowadays more backwards and anti-science than the outright conservative ones.
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