Corissa Enneking / fatgirlflow and Juliana "J" Aprileo / comfyfattravels - Delusional fat-acceptance lesbian couple, junk-food addicts with expensive taste, denied a mortgage due to excessive Doordash ordering

When will Juliana become bedbound? As of January 2022

  • Within 3 months

    Votes: 33 4.3%
  • Within 6 months

    Votes: 118 15.4%
  • Within a year

    Votes: 206 26.9%
  • Within 3 years

    Votes: 140 18.3%
  • Never

    Votes: 21 2.7%
  • Shes already there

    Votes: 247 32.3%

  • Total voters
    765
Whoa, at his age too. Cancer is never a joke, but pancreatic cancer is very often fatal. 5 year survival rate is what, 10%?

So dad might outlive J!
No. If it's an adenocarcinoma of the pancreas, which is by far the most likely option, and it has metastisized, which, again, is very likely, he's looking at 2% overall survival at 5 years which doesn't mean disease free survival or that the patient has any quality of life. Also, 5 year survival statistics like that are misleading. I recently read a paper about a child who lived for 5 years, 40 days, on intense treatment the entire time, and was still counted in the 5 year survival percentage.

If it's a pancreatic neuroendocrine tumor, which is unlikely, he may fare slightly better, with survival rates of up to 95% if it was caught at stage I.

Pancreatic tumors are never caught at stage I, though. Because of the location and nonspecific symptoms, almost all pancreatic cancer is widely disseminated upon diagnosis. If he is a candidate for surgery, which I cannot emphasize enough is not a guarantee, the procedure he's most likely to have is called a Whipple procedure, and it is a major undertaking. In my experience, even when a patient is believed to be a candidate for a Whipple, most often, the surgeon finds upon opening the abdomen that the cancer has spread too much since the surgery was scheduled to justify continuing. This means that they'll close up without removing anything and initiate palliative chemo to lessen the symptoms. The pancreas is a very delicate organ and any kind of surgery to fuck around with it is very complicated, with a long recovery, and a constellation of long-term effects.

Thank goodness he has a young, healthy adult daughter who lives locally and can help hi- oh, wait. Shit. Never mind. Uh, good luck, dude.

His life as he has known it is already over, and I give him 6-8 months of abject misery before the universe finishes the job. Julianna is in for a ride awakening regarding how brutal and intensely ugly death from this type of cancer is.

Edited to add that if it really is stage I, he needs to buy a lotto ticket immediately because he's the luckiest man on earth and will be looking at 30% 5 year survival if it is an adenocarcinoma. However, as I mentioned, it's not uncommon for a surgeon to discover that what was thought to be stage I is now stage IV and you're fucked. If he has a stage I pancreatic neuroendocrine tumor, his odds of making it 5 years are great, around 95%.

However, I don't think it's a neuroendocrine tumor and I don't think it's stage I.

I wonder if J will be triggered by watching her dad waste away to a pile of bones and sinew. Since the pancreas produces enzymes that help digest food, the usual cancer associated weight loss is even more prominent in these patients.
 
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Fat Camp 2022 is on. They had 12 cabins blocked all sold out in a day.
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Corissa wanted it to go to her patreoners, but the co-host opened it publically early:
 
I wonder if J will be triggered by watching her dad waste away to a pile of bones and sinew. Since the pancreas produces enzymes that help digest food, the usual cancer associated weight loss is even more prominent in these patients.
She comes off as having some kind of PD being so chill while her dad is dying of cancer. I guarantee she will be triggered by her dad's weight loss from cancer and use it as an excuse to be worse than useless. I hope she lectures her elderly dad like Sapphire Crimson Claw did recently about how going on a diet is orthorexia and she doesn't want him to develop an ED, lol.
 
She comes off as having some kind of PD being so chill while her dad is dying of cancer. I guarantee she will be triggered by her dad's weight loss from cancer and use it as an excuse to be worse than useless. I hope she lectures her elderly dad like Sapphire Crimson Claw did recently about how going on a diet is orthorexia and she doesn't want him to develop an ED, lol.
She just got the news, and the reality of it doesn't seem to have sunk in.

Denial does serve a self-protective function at times like this, helping people keep their shit together as they gradually process what's really happening. Calmly saying, "Well they caught it early enough, and it hasn't spread," may just be due to her ignorance of how pancreatic cancer acts and what its treatment involves (for I have no cause to believe she is anything but totally ignorant).

But then again, her affect has always been rather shallow; either she doesn't feel strong emotions, or she has an inhibited ability to express them, short of the occasional towering rage (which would not be surprising in someone coming from her background, even without a PD involved). But people who are feeling strong, unexpressed emotions like fear or grief still show some evidence of it, even if it's subtle, and she's just not, and it's weird.
 
I'm pretty sure J is 30 years old and 600 pounds largely due to her inability to process feelings like a relatively normal and mature person. Eat, eat, eat, tamp it down, eat, eat, eat, post a stupid video.

Oh, yes, and she is also terribly uneducated and naive. She probably has no clue about the grim survival rates for pancreatic cancer.
 
Agreed with the people who said it hasn't sunk in. Whether it's the father who sired you or the one who raised you, the idea of this person dying is incredibly sad. It's part of the path that leads to you being lost. There are things they won't be able to tell you, things you missed, etc. The chance for growth with your relationship is gone.
 
When a relative of mine was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, one of the first things he was told to do was eat a lot of fatty food (presumably to buy a bit more time again the aforementioned turbo weight loss?)

I can imagine J picking that advice and running a mad extrapolation on it wherein it becomes healthy to eat deep fried everything asap.

Fwiw my relative died after a few months. V thin but surrounded and held by family who loved him. I hope J's dad gets shown plenty of love, maybe J will pull it out of the bag for this.

Agree she will be "triggered" by the weight loss though. I have comparativly sane, well adjusted family members who reacted to weight loss with "omg maybe I/you have cancer" for few years after my relative's passing; and no-one there was looking for an excuse to be a super morbidly obese pig.

Man, fuck cancer.
 
Possibly it hasn't sunk in, but I'm leaning more towards the 'black hole' hypothesis. I knew someone who reminds me of her once, and all through our aquaintance, I had the overwhelming and unbelievably creepy impression that I was interacting with a person shaped emptiness. Every expression, every mannerisim, every opinion was a carefully constructed facade for a great yawning nothing underneath. Juliana's got a void inside. As much as she pretends to have a personality and convictions, emotions beyond the very superficial are completely beyond her capability. That's why she eats; she's trying to fill the hole.
 
Possibly it hasn't sunk in, but I'm leaning more towards the 'black hole' hypothesis. I knew someone who reminds me of her once, and all through our aquaintance, I had the overwhelming and unbelievably creepy impression that I was interacting with a person shaped emptiness. Every expression, every mannerisim, every opinion was a carefully constructed facade for a great yawning nothing underneath. Juliana's got a void inside. As much as she pretends to have a personality and convictions, emotions beyond the very superficial are completely beyond her capability. That's why she eats; she's trying to fill the hole.
Anna O'Brien/Glitterandlazers and Tess Holliday put up very different façades, but they exemplify that "person-shaped emptiness" you've described. Russell Greer is such an echoing void of humanity, I imagine he must sit in a corner and power down for the night, instead of going to bed. And yeah, I can see that hollowness in Juliana, too.

At rock bottom, all Narcissists are like that—including the ones whose inner emptiness isn't quite so obvious because they're much more skilled at hiding it. In lieu of a real self—because they learned very early that their real self was unacceptable—they interact with the world through a persona. But if there is one emotion they are capable of feeling deeply, it's rage, even if they're careful not to let it out in public view.
 
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C loves the smell of yeasty bread...no wonder.
Is butthurt that J is alarmed by her cutting skills.
C explains what the room temp water is.
Being exceptional with food processer. Ended up going to buy a new food processer.
Makes sweet potato/curry soup with bacon bits topping Curry and bacon/bacon fat is a weird combo, usually it's ghee or butter.
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I was wondering about that because...well...acanthosis nigricans:

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Beetus becomes her

Why do all these fatties use baby speak? It just pushes the repulsiveness over the edge. I don't have much of a strong reaction to smelly fold pics as I do to a grown ass woman referring to her "happy belly" and "broccoly salat" and "yummy" which might be the worst word on the planet.

I generally agree but may I suggest something that is slightly worse than "yummy"?

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C'mon J. Get in there and tweet some pedo Alok at her about how free range body hair is beautiful and feminine.

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Of course the book club selection is by Samantha Irby, a miserable, self-obsessed obese dyke who constantly talks about shitting herself and who's one of the writers for the execrable Sex and the City reboot full of joyless woke themes.

I don't know her (not a SatC fan) and had to look her up. The way you describe her is exactly how I imagine these women's friends:

She is friends with writers Roxane Gay and Lindy West.

God, "cabins (with a/c)" made me snort. FAT

I remember one time when Virgie did her Babe Camp or Camp Thunder Thighs or whatever it was called she had to add that not all the rooms had electrical outlets next to the bed for CPAP machines so they'd have to plan accordingly. lul
 
She just got the news, and the reality of it doesn't seem to have sunk in.

Denial does serve a self-protective function at times like this, helping people keep their shit together as they gradually process what's really happening. Calmly saying, "Well they caught it early enough, and it hasn't spread," may just be due to her ignorance of how pancreatic cancer acts and what its treatment involves (for I have no cause to believe she is anything but totally ignorant).

But then again, her affect has always been rather shallow; either she doesn't feel strong emotions, or she has an inhibited ability to express them, short of the occasional towering rage (which would not be surprising in someone coming from her background, even without a PD involved). But people who are feeling strong, unexpressed emotions like fear or grief still show some evidence of it, even if it's subtle, and she's just not, and it's weird.
I doubt she's seen him yet, and even if she has, the really nasty symptoms have not yet set in. If he's having the Whipple, that is a major surgery - on average, it's 6 hours in the OR, and that includes places like Mayo, where a Whipple is done as often as a tonsillectomy and they even have robot-assisted procedures for some patients.

I predict it will all start sinking in after his surgery. For those who have not yet had a parent be seriously ill or require a major surgical procedure, it's eye-opening for even normal folks to see a parent so weak and diminished. For many adults, it's like it flips a switch and suddenly you realize that you're the caregiver now. You start ruminating on how fleeting life is and how ugly it is to get old.
When a relative of mine was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, one of the first things he was told to do was eat a lot of fatty food (presumably to buy a bit more time again the aforementioned turbo weight loss?)

I can imagine J picking that advice and running a mad extrapolation on it wherein it becomes healthy to eat deep fried everything asap.

Fwiw my relative died after a few months. V thin but surrounded and held by family who loved him. I hope J's dad gets shown plenty of love, maybe J will pull it out of the bag for this.

Agree she will be "triggered" by the weight loss though. I have comparativly sane, well adjusted family members who reacted to weight loss with "omg maybe I/you have cancer" for few years after my relative's passing; and no-one there was looking for an excuse to be a super morbidly obese pig.

Man, fuck cancer.
Unfortunately, one of the major symptoms of any kind of pancreatic dysfunction, whether tumor or otherwise, is called steatorrhea, a term which is from the Greek for "fatty stool". Because the pancreas produces enzymes which break down fats into a digestible form, when it is sick and not working right, fats just pass through the digestive tract. The result is copious loose, greyish feces with a very distinctive, very unpleasant odor. It's also very uncomfortable for a patient to eat fatty food. Pain from the pancreas is among the most severe of any, and many patients with pancreatic disease just stop eating altogether.

Basically, if your pancreas starts to go, you're trapped between a rock and a hard place. You need to eat caloric, fatty food to maintain your weight so that you can get treatment, but doing so is extremely unpleasant on the best day.

I can't emphasize enough that this is going to be really ugly for J's dad. I almost feel bad that J will have a front row seat to all the frailties of the human body. Fortunately, the toilet at the Baldwin house is probably used to copious greasy diarrhea.

Also, just a reminder that if you have any weird pain in your abdomen, especially if it is up high or centered between your shoulders and is worsened by eating, or if you notice that you suddenly have more floater turds than sinkers or your shit is greasy and light colored, get checked out by your doctor. A lot of upper GI cancers (pancreas, gallbladder, common bile duct) are really, really bad and are frequently caught too late to be treated. If something seems different or not quite right inside your body, don't ignore it. Even if you're young and healthy, this can happen to any of us. It just takes one rogue cell. Eat right, don't drink too much alcohol, stop smoking and vaping, and get regular checkups. ❤️
 
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