I agree with L50, I was going to say that although I'm sure he still does sometimes, Josh probably knows better than to dwell on regrets and what ifs.
That's a childish thing to do, since making a single different choice could have completely unexpected and horrific side effects.
Joshuan is alive, he isn't physically crippled, he hasn't chopped off his dick or pumped himself full of HRT; having your health and your mind is already more than many, many people have, and a wise man counts his blessings.
Probably annoyed mostly when he has to deal with some new occurrence that forces him to spend extra money to deal with it or take time to have to fix it.
I’m surprised he hasn’t picked the nuclear option already. Probably thinks about ending it all daily, still hasn’t yet tho and we love him for dealing with our nigger shenanigans.