- Joined
- Sep 16, 2024
I went on a spree of joining random groups, discords, steam, etc to just try and find people to get drunk and play games with and it's impossible to find anywhere that doesn't have any kind of psychotic interpersonal policing. I'm not even that racist or right wing (until the subject of native americans gets brought up) but it seems like everyone on the line is a tranny or christfag or hardcore anonymous. I used to have an assortment of weird online friends but the years have sent everyone apart.
Me, I'm in full-bore midlife crisis mode and have resorted to using Null, PPP & Andy as my background noise/borderline surrogate friends or just voices to listen to while I spend the odd weekend night drinking and gaming. But it's like, there doesn't seem to be anywhere I fit in anymore or just be my usual beligerant drunken self. IRL is out the window until next June-ish because that's when I go back to [IRL place] where I have actual IRL friends and not [current shithole] where everyone acts like a faggot.
I'd considered looking to see if there's any hangouts here but aside from SS13 (which I'm not autistic enough for) there doesn't seem to be anything. And I know that A. It's anti-thetical to what the sites about and B. Anybody willing to do so would be likely malicious or some miserable combination of rat/a-log/ideas guy.
It really feels like the internet is dead, and those who inhabit it anymore are Trannies, Nazis, Lolcows, Corpos, their "Chosen Grifters" and about a billion chinks, jeets and robots. I spend most days working and working and working and nightly stop to shitpost, youtube, drink & game. But I keep seeing all these posts and they're just shadows on the wall. The voices come from a PA system wrapped around my skull. I look outside and everyone is a strange creature I cannot relate to. I several times tried going to a variety of bars and it feels like nobody knows how to hold a conversation, or they're "kids" glued to social media or geriatrics who repeat phrases like an NPC in an MMO I clicked on one too many times. I've got both feet in the sewer with my head in the clouds and all I can seem to do is nightly cope and space until I can return home.
Me, I'm in full-bore midlife crisis mode and have resorted to using Null, PPP & Andy as my background noise/borderline surrogate friends or just voices to listen to while I spend the odd weekend night drinking and gaming. But it's like, there doesn't seem to be anywhere I fit in anymore or just be my usual beligerant drunken self. IRL is out the window until next June-ish because that's when I go back to [IRL place] where I have actual IRL friends and not [current shithole] where everyone acts like a faggot.
I'd considered looking to see if there's any hangouts here but aside from SS13 (which I'm not autistic enough for) there doesn't seem to be anything. And I know that A. It's anti-thetical to what the sites about and B. Anybody willing to do so would be likely malicious or some miserable combination of rat/a-log/ideas guy.
It really feels like the internet is dead, and those who inhabit it anymore are Trannies, Nazis, Lolcows, Corpos, their "Chosen Grifters" and about a billion chinks, jeets and robots. I spend most days working and working and working and nightly stop to shitpost, youtube, drink & game. But I keep seeing all these posts and they're just shadows on the wall. The voices come from a PA system wrapped around my skull. I look outside and everyone is a strange creature I cannot relate to. I several times tried going to a variety of bars and it feels like nobody knows how to hold a conversation, or they're "kids" glued to social media or geriatrics who repeat phrases like an NPC in an MMO I clicked on one too many times. I've got both feet in the sewer with my head in the clouds and all I can seem to do is nightly cope and space until I can return home.
