Sorry, I'll be having an autistic moment in this post.
I've been a tranny for the last 6 years and I believe I just peaked. Nothing could budge me before that, not the disapproval of elders and peers, not the meds, not the gods, but a PHPBB forum that is dedicated to making fun of mentally ill people is making me question my life choices. I laugh at the absurdity of it all.
I think the point of no return is me finding out that that shady DIY shop, Otokonoko Pharmaceuticals, has a "keep out of reach of parents" writing on the box. I mean, if the fetish anime crap wasn't cringe enough. If the lack of any description of the process used to manufacture these wasn't cringe enough. Holy shit, I'm losing my mind.
I've seen more child molesters in dresses on this funny website than any human should, and yet I cannot avert my gaze. It Just Doesn't Happen always flew with me before - part of it is growing in the Other Empire, where the possibility of being killed for being a fag remains very real to this day, so it was hard to imagine that any one of ours would fucking squeak, let alone feel someone up in the toilet. I now know this to be false.
I think I'm gonna need to figure out a new life for myself. I don't wanna stand with these people. Homegrown boobs are cool & all, but shit, I really don't want people to assume that I want to she/her their son if they take their eyes off of me.
Sorry for being theatrical, again, having a moment. Needed to get this out of my system.
So far I've discussed this with my therapist and closest circle, ie the SO. I was really afraid to do that and was basically shellshocked for the last week, but I received a ton of support. Therapist said basically "yeah I didn't wanna troll you but these are the conclusions I've come to basically too, did you see this 6-year-old trans girl on tiktok", well, he was always a real dude. The SO is very woke, despite coming from TERF circles in her earlier days, but she took it very well too, told me she'd check the links and we marveled in horror together at a story or two.
P.S. If there any trannies/ex-trannies toiling in the fields, please do write in on what you did after being exposed to manmade horrors beyond your comprehension that are yourselves.
I think the point of no return is me finding out that that shady DIY shop, Otokonoko Pharmaceuticals, has a "keep out of reach of parents" writing on the box.
Maybe the bright colors and uWu anime girl on the box from Otokono is to distract you from looking too closely at what's in the vial incase you notice the pubic hair and other contaminants. (This isn't a joke, there's a pic on the Bob Posting thread where someone found hair floating in it ) Nothing dangerous at all about minors injecting estrogen sourced from the lowest bidder in China, cooked up in kitchen in a Brazillian Favela, I'm sure they take all precautions to make sure the cheap animal grade estrogen with the benzene contamination is sterile.
The suspicious hair that looks like a pube just makes me worry the sick fucking asshole wasn't selling these kids Troonshine mixed with his splooge.
Maybe the bright colors and uWu anime girl on the box from Otokono is to distract you from looking too closely at what's in the vial incase you notice the pubic hair and other contaminants. (This isn't a joke, there's a pic on the Bob Posting thread where someone found hair floating in it ) Nothing dangerous at all about minors injecting estrogen sourced from the lowest bidder in China, cooked up in kitchen in a Brazillian Favela, I'm sure they take all precautions to make sure the cheap animal grade estrogen with the benzene contamination is sterile.
The suspicious hair that looks like a pube just makes me worry the sick fucking asshole wasn't selling these kids Troonshine mixed with his splooge.
Oh yeah, I've seen that. No, it's just bad practice probably - if you're not careful, the tiny hairs that grow on you everywhere get everywhere. Sheer incompetence is enough explanation.
I legit love that hologram style, though. Shame. Wonder how they printed it, wish they'd paid as much attention to not being creepy and bad quality.
Oh yeah, I've seen that. No, it's just bad practice probably - if you're not careful, the tiny hairs that grow on you everywhere get everywhere. Sheer incompetence is enough explanation.
I legit love that hologram style, though. Shame. Wonder how they printed it, wish they'd paid as much attention to not being creepy and bad quality.
Yeah it looks like cat hair to me rather than a pube, it's too transparent. Still fucking shocking hygiene standards considering its supposed to be fucking injected.
Sorry, I'll be having an autistic moment in this post.
I've been a tranny for the last 6 years and I believe I just peaked. Nothing could budge me before that, not the disapproval of elders and peers, not the meds, not the gods, but a PHPBB forum that is dedicated to making fun of mentally ill people is making me question my life choices. I laugh at the absurdity of it all.
I've only really been close to two trannies in real life. One's an autistic F-to-M, and they don't really bother me at all. I lean into the social contagion theory with that group. Outsider at school, her friends were all gay boys, I think she just embraced the troon lifestyle to fit in. While I think their choices are a bit sad, I don't think they threaten the social order in the same way that male troons do.
The male troon I knew was a young black M-to-F who worked as a sex worker in the early seventies. Inter-family rape was a big thing in his household. One of his brothers was the most notorious rapists of Young Prisoners in the UK prison system. At least four of his brothers have murder convictions. One is serving time for raping his daughter. I believe the father must have raped all of the kids on the regular, and consequently at some point, the kids started raping each other. My friend was one of the younger brothers. I assume he grew to enjoy and be complicit in his rape and consequently adopted a female identity as a way of dealing with it, and also to make money as a sex worker.
I've known a couple of others -- professional men who mostly live as men, but troon out at home and for the occasional social occasion, but I've never been close enough to them to ask what motivated them. I've always assumed it was an autogynophile thing -- that they dressed as women because it was sexually arousing to them, but we weren't close enough that I could just ask them about it. Both were men that I knew in the early years of the century, so there really wasn't the widespread embrace of troonery that we see these days and I generally had the sense that they were a bit embarrassed about it, but like many men with sexual fetishes, it was an overwhelming and compelling urge.
So I'm curious, what is it that made you identify as trans? Did you ever have your doubts? What kind of doubts were they? Have you ever attempted to desist, and what happened when you did? You mention a SO. Is this a woman? Do you identify as a lesbian? What does she make of it all?
I hope these questions aren't intrusive, but they're things I've always wanted to ask somebody who embraced the lifestyle and might not be offended by my curiosity (and my scepticism).
The male troon I knew was a young black M-to-F who worked as a sex worker in the early seventies. Inter-family rape was a big thing in his household. One of his brothers was the most notorious rapists of Young Prisoners in the UK prison system. At least four of his brothers have murder convictions. One is serving time for raping his daughter. I believe the father must have raped all of the kids on the regular, and consequently at some point, the kids started raping each other. My friend was one of the younger brothers. I assume he grew to enjoy and be complicit in his rape and consequently adopted a female identity as a way of dealing with it, and also to make money as a sex worker.
I've known a couple of others -- professional men who mostly live as men, but troon out at home and for the occasional social occasion, but I've never been close enough to them to ask what motivated them. I've always assumed it was an autogynophile thing -- that they dressed as women because it was sexually arousing to them, but we weren't close enough that I could just ask them about it. Both were men that I knew in the early years of the century, so there really wasn't the widespread embrace of troonery that we see these days and I generally had the sense that they were a bit embarrassed about it, but like many men with sexual fetishes, it was an overwhelming and compelling urge.
So I'm curious, what is it that made you identify as trans? Did you ever have your doubts? What kind of doubts were they? Have you ever attempted to desist, and what happened when you did? You mention a SO. Is this a woman? Do you identify as a lesbian? What does she make of it all?
I'm not sure this is the place to share the story, but also 1) as a histrionic person, I cannot turn down an offer to make a life-dump, and 2) sharing this kind of story might be helpful.
I've fell into being transgender around 19, I think. I was in 1st year university, I was at the same time profoundly depressed, profoundly lonely, and couldn't stand co-living with 3 other people in a tiny space so I tended to be only awake at night. Also, moved to another city 2 years ago but these were spent in a boarding school. Not for sob points, just to give you an idea of the kind of social isolation going on.
I remember being exposed to the transgender question thru Tumblr, it was a social network at the time where the wars between TRAs and TERFs were waged. I initially fell hard on the side of TERFs, and in a way, many sentiments that crossed my mind then come back to me now. However, eventually the person I followed wrote an article about how penis-in-vagina sex is rape, so I stopped following TERF circles. After a painful breakup in a long-distance relationship that I handled in about the poorest way possible (sans punching people), I really gave thought to the trans thing. (I am typing these words down and considering for the first time how fucked up that was).
I eventually dropped out of uni into another one, moved out of douchebag dorm with my new GF at the time & some friends from the trans support group. (I genuinely made a lot of lasting connections there, and we talked about sad and bad shit too - not as cult-y as you might picture). I was offered HRT sans-prescription but something in me told me that taking pills without prescription is a bad idea. I also finally started taking antidepressants, talking to people, and having sex at this point. I had a bunch of physiological trouble with sex, which obviously didn't help the conception that I'm in the wrong body.
3 years after being on Da Pipeline, I've found an endocrinologist to look after me, and started HRT. My GF at the time was initially supportive but eventually ran away from me (I'm sure this wasn't the sole reason, we had our disagreements). My parents found out - I no longer lived at home, but that didn't spare me beating and screams when I came back. Also, I realized I'm giving up my chance of having kids. So I desisted. For 4 years, I was just kinda putting my life in order in general. I haphazardly started taking hormones a couple of times but dropped out after, like, 2 days. That's when I got therapy, mostly fixed my social issues and got over my parents. Talking to therapists about gender shit proved unfruitful, though, I didn't receive external validation nor meaningful deconstruction of what was going on with me.
Then I met my wife. We know each other for 5 years, 2 years dating and 1 year married. She's been the most supportive person I've known and she's a good friend. She used to identify as "trans-inclusive lesbian" - which you might also call "bisexual who has issues with men". Though I don't subscribe to genital essentialism the farms seem to operate under, as presentation is an important part of attraction, and, you genuinely can be feminine to some degree. I myself has always identified as bisexual/pansexual, depending on who's asking - I kinda fit the AGP profile of being "actually hetero", though, probably, as there isn't a single good flick I've had with a man who wasn't trans.
I started HRT again fairly recently, less than a year ago. We've discussed that with her, made necessary preparations in case we want to have kids (which we might, after we figure out "escaping the war"). I was worried she'd try and shout me down after the spell was broken, considering there's a definite fetish/sexual element in it for her (more than for me, in fact!), but no, turns out she's staying supportive throughout. I don't really know whether to detrans right now - rationally, I do have a chance of passing and adaptation, especially considering I'm currently in a place where high-T characteristics in natal women (tall, broad shoulders, sculpted face) are the norm, but at the same time, I'm long time tired and newly disgusted with the trans community at large. Thus far, I'm trying to calm down and avoid brash decisions.
Another topic entirely, dunno if this counts against "autistic illuminati" rule, but I'm soliciting advice.
I do have membership in a number of trans chatrooms, medical help oriented and otherwise. Haven't really figured out what to do there yet. The urges to either scream-spam with links from kiwifarms/transwidows or whatever, or slam the door on them, are both enticing but probably a bad move.
You can't really link kiwifarms to trans chats though, either, not only because of the social stigma, but because you guys are fucking ruthless, incredibly biased, and for every ~5 good points any thread makes, there's 1 objectively wrong one, or jumps to conclusions so wild you could break your neck. Not dissing - this is just very clearly not an education website, and had I not been conditioned by the IRC days of old, and had quite a thick skin on me, I probably would've ragequit before finishing a single thread, as I'm sure many visitors have.
So, I guess I'm looking for any sort of advice not necessarily how to "peak" my fellow mentally ill men, but how to have discussions with them about that. Last time I tried discussing Men Trapped in Men's Bodies, I got shouted down by a bunch of annoying youngsters shouting what amounts to "lalala can't hear you, it's not a fetish, and if it's a fetish, it doesn't matter, and if it matters, it's what Normal Women have". (For anyone unaware, the book is basically an AGP survey done by an AGP - it is extremely pro-trans other than the fact that it uses evil Blanchardian terms and dares to describe the reality of AGP being very connected to gender dysphoria).
That's basically what peaked me- I was fully on the 'this is valid' train, not really giving a fuck, and then someone (probably in the GRS thread) linked to Blanchard and a blog from one of the old-school 'circa '95 surgery' trans and I fell into the wildest rabbit hole. The HSTS and AGP didn't lie back then, you can find hundreds of old blogs on the wayback machine where they talk about stealing their wives underwear and 'I'm her girlfriend now' shit that nobody is allowed to say today and it spun me out a little. I'm an old millenial, gender shit never fucked up my life and thank god for that, but it's just so blatantly obvious that the reason these people are such a big deal and getting so much attention is because dudes are used to yelling the loudest and getting what they want. What's happening right now? A bunch of tantruming dudes screaming about what they want (fEtiSh LiFe 24/7) and getting it.
The Blanchardism-to-gender-realism pipeline is real. This is probably precisely why trans movement currently makes such a big deal out of disproving a 40-year-old-study. I legit saw an article on some trans resources claiming it's been disproven by followup studies, who, drum roll, found that there's a minority of people who identify as transwomen who cannot be accurately described as either AGP or HSTS. I mean, I guess this disproves the original observation that there are two groups neatly (most likely sample size issue), but it doesn't disprove the existence of AGP, ffs.
WHY ARE WE BEING INVADED BY MENTALLY ILL TROONS WHO ARE CONVINCED THAT IF THEY JUST TALK ABOUT THEIR FUCK UGLY DEFORMED CHESTICLES AND MUH TRAUMA THAT WE'LL UNDERSTAND THAT THAT THEY REALLY ARE A WOMAN ON THE INSIDE?
As Germane Greer says, she can wear a brown fur coat and get a plastic surgeon to make her ears floppy, but it won't make her a fucking cocker spaniel. Just like growing hideous bitch tits won't make you a woman, you'll always be a man, only really fucking UGLY one who thinks that taking chemicals will somehow render people blind to the fact that you are a MAN. Your terrible fucking childhood has happened to people all throughout history and all over the world. You are not special, you are a mentally ill, autistic narcissist and your 'lesbian' girlfriend is just a trauma victim trying desperately to pretend that she's not fucking a man the way her daddy fucked her, and is destroying the culture and spaces of REAL fucking lesbians because she's just as big a deluded narcissist as you are.
You are not a woman. Taking estrogen will do absolutely nothing except give you horrendous, revolting bitch tits on your male skeletal frame. Your skin won't change, your face won't change, your voice won't change, your hulking male body will not change. NO ONE will see you as female, and the ones that do humour you will be either fetishists or autistics trying desperately to convince themselves that they too can escape their problems by pretending to be something they're not, just like they did in their Otherkin phase.
You are a mentally ill, sexually deviant male in womanface, and ugly in every single cell of your horse piss poisoned body.
Fuck off back to Reddit and go back to exchanging consent accident stories with your fellow predators.
IF you are serious and not just trolling... for fuck's suck, detransition! Injecting hormones that don't occur naturally in your body in those amounts is just asking for medical problems, and if your wife is complicit because it's a fetish for her, that's even worse! You'd permanently alter your body so that someone ELSE, not even yourself, can get that coom? Not to mention the fact that, yes, some women have broad shoulders and masculine features, but people will always, ALWAYS clock you. Maybe you can trick 'em with a heavily-filtered snapchat photo, but in person they'll know. they'll know.
To your other point, you can't help people who are willfully ignorant and don't want the help. If anything, it'll just make them dig deeper into their delusions, lest they face the reality of their terrible decisions...
IF you are serious and not just trolling... for fuck's suck, detransition! Injecting hormones that don't occur naturally in your body in those amounts is just asking for medical problems, and if your wife is complicit because it's a fetish for her, that's even worse! You'd permanently alter your body so that someone ELSE, not even yourself, can get that coom? Not to mention the fact that, yes, some women have broad shoulders and masculine features, but people will always, ALWAYS clock you. Maybe you can trick 'em with a heavily-filtered snapchat photo, but in person they'll know. they'll know.
To your other point, you can't help people who are willfully ignorant and don't want the help. If anything, it'll just make them dig deeper into their delusions, lest they face the reality of their terrible decisions...
Thanks for your concerns, pal. I'm coming round to the idea that being a man is based, actually. Thankfully, there's no urgency to it, to detransition, I literally just have to not do anything, which I am performing as we speak .
As for your latter point, yeah, I mean, "just turn your back" is kind of how we got here. Of course, it is kind of "reap what you sow" situation with the transgenderism now, in that people are starting to notice and voice the problems relatively en masse, so maybe you're right. But I have friends there, so, yknow.
WHY ARE WE BEING INVADED BY MENTALLY ILL TROONS WHO ARE CONVINCED THAT IF THEY JUST TALK ABOUT THEIR FUCK UGLY DEFORMED CHESTICLES AND MUH TRAUMA THAT WE'LL UNDERSTAND THAT THAT THEY REALLY ARE A WOMAN ON THE INSIDE?
I'm terribly sorry to say this, but do you even read, bro? Cuz it really seems like you're flying off the handle at the first sight of things you disagree with, instead of applying reading comprehension.
Thanks for your concerns, pal. I'm coming round to the idea that being a man is based, actually. Thankfully, there's no urgency to it, to detransition, I literally just have to not do anything, which I am performing as we speak .
As for your latter point, yeah, I mean, "just turn your back" is kind of how we got here. Of course, it is kind of "reap what you sow" situation with the transgenderism now, in that people are starting to notice and voice the problems relatively en masse, so maybe you're right. But I have friends there, so, yknow.
I get it. Really, I do! I like to think I'm a pretty sympathetic (or empathetic, whichever) guy, despite my proclivity for dropping N-bombs, so it sucks to see people who others would describe as TERF's caring more about dysphoric people than TRA's, who don't give a shit about your misgivings once they've cracked your eggs and made you take the titty skittles. If you care about those people, leaving them may be the wakeup call they need. Regardless, no sense going down with the ship if you can extricate yourself!
Thanks for your concerns, pal. I'm coming round to the idea that being a man is based, actually. Thankfully, there's no urgency to it, to detransition, I literally just have to not do anything, which I am performing as we speak .
"I'm coming around to the idea that being a man is based'
What you think is irrelevant. You've always been a man whether you accept it or not.
This is the 2nd thread I've seen you splerg out your life story and while the people who entertain you are idiots as well I'd like to remind you that even in your attempts to be "one of the good ones" who "aren't down with this shit" you are still actively proving the stereotype right by being an attention craving child. As if that wasn't enough you invited even more trannys to come in this thread and share their life stories as well almost like some kind of trans batsignal. What the fuck?
Accept that you are a man 100%. The larp is over and even when it was going on you weren't convincing anyone other than yourself......is what I would say but going from the previous thread you couldn't even do that.
I'd insult you more but I know you get sexual satisfaction from being reprimanded like this. Finally, no, homegrown tits aren't cool you fucking faggot. Have a nice day.
Thanks for your concerns, pal. I'm coming round to the idea that being a man is based, actually. Thankfully, there's no urgency to it, to detransition, I literally just have to not do anything, which I am performing as we speak .
As for your latter point, yeah, I mean, "just turn your back" is kind of how we got here. Of course, it is kind of "reap what you sow" situation with the transgenderism now, in that people are starting to notice and voice the problems relatively en masse, so maybe you're right. But I have friends there, so, yknow.
As you've probably already figured out, you can't fix people unless they realize there's a problem, trying to "peak" trannys is like trying to convince a heroin addict heroin is bad.
You can have all the facts and info in the world but it's a realization people have to come to themselves.
I'd be extremely careful about even letting people in your social circles know you post here tbh, let alone trying to link them threads from here, they'll just cut you off and probably try to fuck you up however they can.
It's a Cult in every sense of the word, you're just gonna get yourself labeled what Scientologists call an "SP."
I know they're your friends but you can't save them unless they're already having doubts, and even then pushing too hard will likely make them dive further into the Cult, because it's more comfortable to live in delusion than realize the horror of what they've done to themselves.
Cognitive Dissonance is a hell of a drug.
For fuck's sake, go cold turkey from the troons, from the groomers, from all social spaces that keep bringing up trans this gender that, and go live a normal life. For your sake, touch grass, pet a dog, ride a bike, and get a hobby and get away from people who will fuck with your body and brain.
This is a fucking cult. The only way to leave it is to leave it entirely. Remind yourself how fake it all was if you find yourself wanting to return for the dopamine and oxytocin hit.
"I'm coming around to the idea that being a man is based'
What you think is irrelevant. You've always been a man whether you accept it or not.
This is the 2nd thread I've seen you splerg out your life story and while the people who entertain you are idiots as well I'd like to remind you that even in your attempts to be "one of the good ones" who "aren't down with this shit" you are still actively proving the stereotype right by being an attention craving child. As if that wasn't enough you invited even more trannys to come in this thread and share their life stories as well almost like some kind of trans batsignal. What the fuck?
Accept that you are a man 100%. The larp is over and even when it was going on you weren't convincing anyone other than yourself......is what I would say but going from the previous thread you couldn't even do that.
I'd insult you more but I know you get sexual satisfaction from being reprimanded like this. Finally, no, homegrown tits aren't cool you fucking faggot. Have a nice day.
I am pretty histrionic, that's true. The trannies I invited to my DMs, if that wasn't clear, that's what "writing in" means. Some did, which was very nice of them.
Sorry to piss you off, I guess - I don't think a couple posts a day I make are that disruptive, and I specifically spoilered the part which people might not want to read; the only reason I posted it at all is because I was asked about it. If you click to read and then get mad, that's on you.
I'm aware that I'm a man 100%, thank you. What's with the people trying to hit me with uncomfortable truths when I've snorted a 1kg bag of uncomfortable truths last week, ffs.
We'll just have to agree to disagree on the homegrown tits part. To each its own.
What's an SP? I've seen the term "Uncle Tom" thrown around, but not that. As for the cult shit, thankfully I'm not in the Freedomland, which gives me a lil more hope, but we'll see.
And yup, that's another reason I wouldn't link people kiwifarms - I'm probably easily identifiable.
I am pretty histrionic, that's true. The trannies I invited to my DMs, if that wasn't clear, that's what "writing in" means. Some did, which was very nice of them.
Sorry to piss you off, I guess - I don't think a couple posts a day I make are that disruptive, and I specifically spoilered the part which people might not want to read; the only reason I posted it at all is because I was asked about it. If you click to read and then get mad, that's on you.
I'm aware that I'm a man 100%, thank you. What's with the people trying to hit me with uncomfortable truths when I've snorted a 1kg bag of uncomfortable truths last week, ffs.
We'll just have to agree to disagree on the homegrown tits part. To each its own.
What's an SP? I've seen the term "Uncle Tom" thrown around, but not that. As for the cult shit, thankfully I'm not in the Freedomland, which gives me a lil more hope, but we'll see.
And yup, that's another reason I wouldn't link people kiwifarms - I'm probably easily identifiable.
A "Suppressive Person" its what L Ron Hubbard called people who either left Scientology or people who exposed truths about the Cult that they would rather didn't see the light.
Would you like to know more?
Well sorry about the Wikipedo link but it explains the basics if you want more detail. I know Wikipedia is shit but this article at least is pretty accurate.
I am pretty histrionic, that's true. The trannies I invited to my DMs, if that wasn't clear, that's what "writing in" means. Some did, which was very nice of them.
Sorry to piss you off, I guess - I don't think a couple posts a day I make are that disruptive, and I specifically spoilered the part which people might not want to read; the only reason I posted it at all is because I was asked about it. If you click to read and then get mad, that's on you.
I'm aware that I'm a man 100%, thank you. What's with the people trying to hit me with uncomfortable truths when I've snorted a 1kg bag of uncomfortable truths last week, ffs.
We'll just have to agree to disagree on the homegrown tits part. To each its own.
Ah, look at you try to project emotions onto me.
I am not upset. Just disappointed but I am not your father so you don't need to worry about that.
Me telling you what you are wasn't an attempt at a "gotcha" or "uncomfortable truth". It's affirmation. Like when a man puts on a bargin hot-topic outfit combined with horrible make-up and redditors/soys alike cheer "You're so valid!" "Slay!" "Such a girlboss!".
Good that you acknowledge you're a man and that your cult sucks. Continue learning and hopefully one day we can be friends but probably not since you may be conspiring an orgy with the trannies in your DMs as we speak. I posted my experience previously in this thread I believe but the Otoko Pharmaceutical shit was definitely alarming and no one questioning it was maybe my first indicator something was off. Autistic as I am, I never expected to be a poster here but sometimes the truth takes you to wild places. I can relate to you on that front.
Faggotry aside, I hope you grow to help others out of the cult too. Sorry for the slight derail.
Like when a man puts on a bargin hot-topic outfit combined with horrible make-up and redditors/soys alike cheer "You're so valid!" "Slay!" "Such a girlboss!".
Gods no, I'm too old and don't do nearly enough drugs to get invited to those kinds of events.
Thinking about it, I should probably spread the Otoko info around before I go, thanks for the reminder. Troonery or not, people don't deserve to get literal sepsis.
I am pretty histrionic, that's true. The trannies I invited to my DMs, if that wasn't clear, that's what "writing in" means. Some did, which was very nice of them.
Sorry to piss you off, I guess - I don't think a couple posts a day I make are that disruptive, and I specifically spoilered the part which people might not want to read; the only reason I posted it at all is because I was asked about it. If you click to read and then get mad, that's on you.
I'm aware that I'm a man 100%, thank you. What's with the people trying to hit me with uncomfortable truths when I've snorted a 1kg bag of uncomfortable truths last week, ffs.
We'll just have to agree to disagree on the homegrown tits part. To each its own
I mean, another tough nigh impossible truth for histrionics/many trans to grasp is that requiring external validation to Really Exist is a hamster wheel. Not just that they can't accept it, they don't even understand what that means. "EVERYONE IS ONLINE, EVERYONE WANTS ATTENTION!!" Indeed, perhaps, not really but even if we accept that to be partially true, mentally 'ok' people actually do not need 1000 discords to say "You Are Good and a Real Person!". Internal peace is not somewhere else, there is no real external answer and it's why the spiral and the boundary pushing are basically required at this point. If you therapize yourself for a long time and come out thinking 'I would be fine if I secretly had tits even if nobody ever knew' you might be getting somewhere on the larger scale of Getting a Grip.
) Nothing dangerous at all about minors injecting estrogen sourced from the lowest bidder in China, cooked up in kitchen in a Brazillian Favela, I'm sure they take all precautions to make sure the cheap animal grade estrogen with the benzene contamination is sterile.
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