Inactive Elliot Rodger - The Supreme Gentleman

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Hi Former Wizard Watch here.

I made progress since you banned me. I even have a girlfriend now , she's chubby and ugly , but eh, she came to me and I wanted to feel what being loved felt like.

But man , Now I can just think about this guy.How I could do better or worse via bombs, how I can use my arab ethnicity to make people hate the minorities to make white supremacy win and the jews lose via a false incel manifesto, how my sacrifice will matter to history or not if I did that.

Maybe you were right , maybe I'm paranoid schizophrenic, I'm probably too useless to do all of that ,but maybe I'm turning crazy.

I began to go out,exercise and to talk to people and all,people even called me attractive and intelligent,I don't really want to become evil right now.

What the fuck do I do?It is just delusion of grandeur or attention whoring? Should I just play vidya or read mango and let it pass. Ban me again if you wish,just tell me if it's some sort of OCD or shit.
 
His Father is a hack director and he did grow up going to the Premieres of the Star Wars prequels (his biological Mom was banging George Lucas at the time). I guess Lucas' horrible dialogue rubbed off on Elliot.

You know, watching the Day or Retribution video I thought he sounded exactly like Hayden Christensen in the prequels. I honestly though "Did George Lucas wright this?"
 
Hi Former Wizard Watch here.

I made progress since you banned me. I even have a girlfriend now , she's chubby and ugly , but eh, she came to me and I wanted to feel what being loved felt like.

But man , Now I can just think about this guy.How I could do better or worse via bombs, how I can use my arab ethnicity to make people hate the minorities to make white supremacy win and the jews lose via a false incel manifesto, how my sacrifice will matter to history or not if I did that.

Maybe you were right , maybe I'm paranoid schizophrenic, I'm probably too useless to do all of that ,but maybe I'm turning crazy.

I began to go out,exercise and to talk to people and all,people even called me attractive and intelligent,I don't really want to become evil right now.

What the fuck do I do?It is just delusion of grandeur or attention whoring? Should I just play vidya or read mango and let it pass. Ban me again if you wish,just tell me if it's some sort of OCD or shit.

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It does really make me wonder what they think sex is actually like.

With him being so obsessive about it, I think "sex" to him had a wider meaning than the act. First and foremost, that someone would like him enough to do it.

But, y'know, it's like everything else with him, one big flowchart circling the drain.

1. I'm an amazing person!
2. Why doesn't everyone see I'm an amazing person?
3. Fuck them. Fuck them in the ass.
4. Why go to school or work a job beneath me? Everyone hates me anyway
5. So there's nothing amazing about me at all, except
6. I'm an amazing person!
 
I said this yesterday over chat, but I think that he's intentionally making himself sound as crazy as possible. He'd rather be remembered as vicious sociopath murderer than a whiny child crumbling away from the inside out because he couldn't get laid. It's all a facade, basically.

He avoids practically any reference to mental healthy counseling that we know he had until the very end -- and there's it's only to mention not taking an prescribed anti-psychotic because the therapist is also an idiot much less intelligent that Rodgers. It'd be a lot more copacetic to point out that society's been terrified of his rage and tried to drug him into submission for years if that was his intention.

This isn't a reliable document except for his state of mind at the end -- the obsessive thought pattern that colors every mundane childhood memory he digs up.
 
Okay, so I just finished. The last dozen pages are hard to get through.

There's obviously a bunch he leaves out (he only mentions visiting a psychologist when he was a teen in passing). I don't think "autism" or "aspergers" is going to figure much. He planned to murder his younger brother -- who appears to be one of the only people he feels anything for, and who looks to be around 7 years old -- so his little brother couldn't "surpass" him. He was a deranged fucking psychopath and I'm starting to reconsider our laws against forcible commitment, because there was shit so broken about this guy that it would take a team of scientists years to piece it back together.

The doctors prescribed him -- twice -- Risperidone. I'm not up on this sort of thing so I wiki'd it. It's an anti-psychotic:



Does anyone know anything about this? It seems extremely heavy.

Its not as heavy as haloperidol which is what is given for extreme cases, but its one of the milder anti-psychotics.
 
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This new to me, but I just read he knocked on a Sorority house door and was going to massacre them all...but thankfully they didn't answer. Holy shit, that is terrifying.
 
I just got to the part of his life's work where he describes pulling up next to some girls on a street, smiling at them, and then making a Uturn and throwing his coffee all over them because they didn't see how fabulous he was. What a dick. I also have to wonder about all these people being name-dropped and how they must feel about it. Shit's creepy.
 
This new to me, but I just read he knocked on a Sorority house door and was going to massacre them all...but thankfully they didn't answer. Holy shit, that is terrifying.

"Carolyn answer the fucking door!"

"I can't I'm watching the news and there's some small-dicked psycho on the loose killing people!"
 
With him being so obsessive about it, I think "sex" to him had a wider meaning than the act. First and foremost, that someone would like him enough to do it.

He said as much in one of the quotes from the bodybuilding forum. Sex wasn't about the act, it was about women validating his awesomeness.
 
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I get the feeling that even if he got what he wanted from a girl, he'd still kill her. Just because.
If a girl slept with him, he'd then assume she was a whore, or that she was just using him for his sweet BMW, or call her a bitch because she didn't immediately fall to her knees and thank him for granting her the opportunity to ride his glorious bean-sprout cock.
 
I wonder... did it ever slightly dawn on him that the reason people avoided him was his horrible hateful attitude? His autobiography mainly reads like: "I wanted this and this and that but people wouldn't give it to me pronto. This made me extremely angry. People are so evil. It is very wrong of them to not give me what I want!"

I mean, didn't he ever for one second think: "Hm, if I want people to be good to me I should be good to them!"
 
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