Cultcow EvaXephon / Yanderedev / Alex Mahan / Alexander Stuart Mahan / cannotgoogleme - Edgy weeaboo coomer with pedo tendencies and 15+ years internet history as a lolcow, now known as a disaster developer behind eternal debug build called "Yandere Simulator", confirmed groomer and dollfucker

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The claim that DID is primarily, if not overwhelmingly iatrogenic is common and while I'm not a psychologist, in my opinion this is probably the case. Despite that, it's a real condition.

Yes, a lot of people certainly fake having it. I still wouldn't accuse someone of pretending to have a fake mental disorder.

I suspect there is a fairly large contingent of people who convince themselves they have a mental disorder, generally one that's in the news / trendy. I'm sure this is a recognized condition, I suspect it is massively underdiagnosed.
 
My god is there any way we can speed up his suicide? Someone tell him Samus wouldn't love him or isn't real. Fuck, straight up lie and tell him she's a lesbian. Anything to press fast forward on this, I wanna see him do a flip.
I got bored and scrolled way far fucking back and I found you

lol go eat a fucking donut burger fatty
 
I suspect there is a fairly large contingent of people who convince themselves they have a mental disorder, generally one that's in the news / trendy. I'm sure this is a recognized condition, I suspect it is massively underdiagnosed.

tbh i reckon autism is way over-diagnosed for this reason
 
Yes, a lot of people certainly fake having it. I still wouldn't accuse someone of pretending to have a fake mental disorder.
I would. Once you've seen enough autistic teenagers who ask for special privileges on Discord servers because of their "condition" and blame every shitty thing they say or do on their "alters", it's easy to lose any desire to play into their mental illness roleplay fantasies.

I really can't blame Alex for wanting Kris out, because I've met people like that -- threaten suicide on a daily basis and have constant breakdowns, on top of the "DID" shit. Having to deal with them is just fucking draining.

Not that I'm defending the way he dealt with Kris, because he handled the situation as gracefully as a bull in a china shop.
 
I would. Once you've seen enough autistic teenagers who ask for special privileges on Discord servers because of their "condition" and blame every shitty thing they say or do on their "alters", it's easy to lose any desire to play into their mental illness roleplay fantasies.

I really can't blame Alex for wanting Kris out, because I've met people like that -- threaten suicide on a daily basis and have constant breakdowns, on top of the "DID" shit. Having to deal with them is just fucking draining.

Not that I'm defending the way he dealt with Kris, because he handled the situation as gracefully as a bull in a china shop.
agreed

mental disabilities are real however it’s when people victimize themselves using their disability is when they get tiring af

If you’re looking at it from that stance Alex has a point I suppose, but it’s fucked up in how he handled that

Who the fuck pissed in your coffee?
idk, but that post was autistic af (mine, and according to reactions, the other one) sorry
 
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The claim that DID is primarily, if not overwhelmingly iatrogenic is common and while I'm not a psychologist, in my opinion this is probably the case. Despite that, it's a real condition.

Yes, a lot of people certainly fake having it. I still wouldn't accuse someone of pretending to have a fake mental disorder.

I suspect there is a fairly large contingent of people who convince themselves they have a mental disorder, generally one that's in the news / trendy. I'm sure this is a recognized condition, I suspect it is massively underdiagnosed.
The problem with DID is that it’s not what anyone thinks it is.
I personally maintain that all mental disorders are windows into the function of the brain, in the same way that someone getting a nail driven into their skull resulting in a gross personality change tells us about the brain. Obviously SOMETHING is no longer working properly, but a more interesting thing to contemplate is what the normal functioning in question actually is and what it is actually for.

There’s a lot of talk of PTSD and retreating into another personality to escape trauma, but I feel what goes on is more similar to the dissociative state when we dream. That’s the “normal function”, the dissociation that occurs in completely healthy people. We dream we are in places we are not, circumstances we are not, and people we are not, acting very unlike ourselves. Doesn’t happen in every dream, but when it does there is nothing to be concerned about. But when stress and trauma leave the more surface level conscious mind at a loss, the subconscious mind - the one that does not shut off when we sleep, and continues to think and work at puzzles during the night - gets involved to problem solve. Thus the dissociative state. The goal isn’t two create a bunch of headmates like the tumblrites want, but to get every part of the mind working on ending the stress and trauma; which results in problems that illustrate why we have our minds split into surface and subsurface as we do.

That’s just my theory of course, and we’ll probably never be rid of the pop culture interpretation or the Fruedian “he’s just hiding his trauma” explanation. Catatonia is what hiding looks like, not DID.
 
There’s a lot of talk of PTSD and retreating into another personality to escape trauma, but I feel what goes on is more similar to the dissociative state when we dream. That’s the “normal function”, the dissociation that occurs in completely healthy people. We dream we are in places we are not, circumstances we are not, and people we are not, acting very unlike ourselves. Doesn’t happen in every dream, but when it does there is nothing to be concerned about. But when stress and trauma leave the more surface level conscious mind at a loss, the subconscious mind - the one that does not shut off when we sleep, and continues to think and work at puzzles during the night - gets involved to problem solve. Thus the dissociative state. The goal isn’t two create a bunch of headmates like the tumblrites want, but to get every part of the mind working on ending the stress and trauma; which results in problems that illustrate why we have our minds split into surface and subsurface as we do.

That’s just my theory of course, and we’ll probably never be rid of the pop culture interpretation
This is very clever. I agree. I think most if not all mental illness is a normal mental function that is too strong or is running too much.
 
The problem with DID is that it’s not what anyone thinks it is.
I personally maintain that all mental disorders are windows into the function of the brain, in the same way that someone getting a nail driven into their skull resulting in a gross personality change tells us about the brain. Obviously SOMETHING is no longer working properly, but a more interesting thing to contemplate is what the normal functioning in question actually is and what it is actually for.

There’s a lot of talk of PTSD and retreating into another personality to escape trauma, but I feel what goes on is more similar to the dissociative state when we dream. That’s the “normal function”, the dissociation that occurs in completely healthy people. We dream we are in places we are not, circumstances we are not, and people we are not, acting very unlike ourselves. Doesn’t happen in every dream, but when it does there is nothing to be concerned about. But when stress and trauma leave the more surface level conscious mind at a loss, the subconscious mind - the one that does not shut off when we sleep, and continues to think and work at puzzles during the night - gets involved to problem solve. Thus the dissociative state. The goal isn’t two create a bunch of headmates like the tumblrites want, but to get every part of the mind working on ending the stress and trauma; which results in problems that illustrate why we have our minds split into surface and subsurface as we do.

That’s just my theory of course, and we’ll probably never be rid of the pop culture interpretation or the Fruedian “he’s just hiding his trauma” explanation. Catatonia is what hiding looks like, not DID.
I mean, this makes infinitely more sense than "someone was mean to me online so I turned into an anime character" a la Tumblr's use of DID. Most of the well-studied instances of separate, well-defined, individual personalities like Sybil, the ones that the popular notions of the disorder are based on, ended up revealed as fabricated anyway.

The actual illness doesn't make for nearly as interesting Hollywood-style entertainment fodder as the idea of someone totally having completely different people duking it out in their head, though, so the misconception is here to stay.
 
Ribaru has more Mary Sue powers now


Alex hates speedrunners
It might honestly be funny to see his hateboner for speedruns tweak something that interacts with his only righteous way to play, and accidentally makes that impossible too. You'd think he wouldn't do that, but every attempt of his to patch these out only proves his tunnel vision for this more and more. All Elissu would probably have to do is post a route that interacts with something that his walkthroughs use, even if it ends up not being the absolute lowest time.
 
i posted this a few pages back but there's lots of good talk about DID/malingerers in the DissociaDID and Plural threads. Chloe was my gateway drug to the farms and her delusion is particularly cringeworthy. also, randos show up every few pages to PL about how *their* DID is totally legit honest guys, so it's good for a laugh in more ways than one
 
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