Cultcow EvaXephon / Yanderedev / Alex Mahan / Alexander Stuart Mahan / cannotgoogleme - Edgy weeaboo coomer with pedo tendencies and 15+ years internet history as a lolcow, now known as a disaster developer behind eternal debug build called "Yandere Simulator", confirmed groomer and dollfucker

[David Brown]

Since when do you people take moral guidelines from fucking governments

I blame the Constitution worshipping boomers. They need pieces of paper to tell them right from wrong

 

[Lusty Parasite]

Watching that stream was a nightmare. He’s completely fucking brainwashed her.

 

[Diggus Bickus]

Update: After almost ten years, Michaela is stepping down from voice acting for the game.

Edit: The voice actor of Budo is also stepping down.

 

[Ultrapenguin]

That’s it, that’s the nail in the coffin now. All the “talent” will most likely leave too until it’s just Alex (if there was anyone else). I expect him to kill himself.

But his goal isn't actually making the game, he just collects money from...someone. Now that I think about it I'm not sure who Alex Mahan's paying demographic is.

Either way Patreon is like government welfare, once you get it it's tough to get taken completely off: there are still people who give Noah Antwiler/Spoony money, and he's made nothing for like a decade.

I really question how much this will affect him in the end. He's got an entire child cult that will be clamoring to be in his game as soon as this whole thing blows over and it isn't fashionable to make a show about it anymore.

It's still weird to me that anyone didn't expect this though, he doesn't even try to hide that he's a creep. Maybe some people don't know about his impassioned public statements about how age of consent is bullshit and should be based upon "sex tests" instead.

Either way if he's been able to maintain support up to this point being as much of a faggot as he is, idk if that's suddenly going to stop now.

 

[Trombonista]

Cunny isn't a lolicon slang term, its a brit slang term in general and is pretty common. Even appears in brit tv series and movies. Hell titus pullo says it alot in rome, including describing cleopatra as good cunny

I also saw the term in a short story based on the song "Maggie May" (meaning that the vagina in question belonged to a middle-aged woman). That being said, lolicons have clearly appropriated the term and use it to refer to their favorite lolis. I'd actually rather they just call them lolis.

More directly on topic, I think the tenth anniversary of development is going to coincide with YandereDev either cancelling the game or releasing its current state as the final product. Yansim is doomed regardless.

 

[Spedestrian]

Editing this to also add to show her opinions and why she won't go to the police with it.

Spoiler

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She has no experience with the law, and doesn't understand that no, she wouldn't be charged. She's a dumb teenager.

If you read closely she actually gives several reasons why she won't go to the cops.

First she says "I'd have to take down my whole garden and that would strongly impact my source of income." So it sounds like she's growing and selling weed, and she doesn't want the cops to come sniffing around and find her plants.

Next she says "Distribution of cp is illegal for both parts. I can't press chargers without also being charged." Depending on where she lives this may actually be true. There have been cases of kids getting charged with possession of CP for having their own nudes on their phones, and a lot of states have adjusted their laws in response to those cases, but in some states it may still be a crime.

Lastly she mentions not wanting people in a court to look at her nudes and fearing that her single father would disown her. I'm not sure how cases like that shake out in court, but I assume they probably censor the evidence or just rely on the testimony of an investigating officer rather than showing CP to the whole court, so her concern about that seems unwarranted. The concern about her dad seems a bit silly too, because presumably her father wouldn't blame her for getting groomed by some old creep, but who knows.

So yeah, she's a dumb teenager, but her reasons for not wanting to call the cops aren't completely retarded. She's clearly growing weed or something else she doesn't want the cops to find, and it's also possible she lives in a state where she can't legally possess her own nudes. Sure, she'd probably get off with a slap on the wrist even if the DA bothered to file charges for either of those things, but not wanting to take that risk is hardly unreasonable.

For the niggers in the thread debating age of consent laws for some fucking reason: Could you retards stop showing your powerlevel for five minutes and just laugh at Alex?

Here's a little food for thought in case anyone still thinks this is an appropriate place for that debate:

 

[BallsMcLongDong]

I probably should explain for those out of the loop: “cute and funny” is a false etymology for what the word “cunny” means, in actuality “cunny” is lolicon slang for a little girl’s vagina. Lolicons use this false etymology a lot in order to be coy about their sexual deviancy and as a dogwhistle to other degenerates.

"And this button kills the soul."
I feel worse off for having learned this.

 

[Trigger Me Timbers]

For the niggers in the thread debating age of consent laws for some fucking reason: Could you retards stop showing your powerlevel for five minutes and just laugh at Alex?

What I hate most about AoC niggers is that they are essentially defending Alex and all essentially implying “he should be allowed to not only talk to her, but meet up and fuck her”.

Even if we take AoC off the table, Alex still shouldn’t be fucking talking to 16 year olds, but he deliberately did, and deliberately provocation sexual conversations or continued sexual conversations because even if Alex wasn’t too overtly ask for sex off to this minor, he would definitely meet up with them if they suggested it, and if they were to be overly flirtatious and suggest sex I am 110% sure Alex would’ve gone for it.

Spoiler: Anime == pedo?

Also, I have seen a lot of “lol anime man is pedo, anime = pedo” but I’m actually going to defend my emotionally stunted anime enjoying man children.
I don’t think the anime is a high indicator of pedophilia. I do a believe having a sex doll is…. like MaiWaifu who Alex probably has on his bed dressed as Samus right now.

 

[Mion Sonozaki]

Update: After almost ten years, Michaela is stepping down from voice acting for the game.
Edit: The voice actor of Budo is also stepping down.

lmao

Losing financial backers would be bad enough, but losing a major volunteer who's been working for you for free for almost a decade? I wonder how he'll respond to this. This is hilarious

 

[AnIntrepidCrow]

When reached by email for comment, YandereDev melted down and had this to say:

"Stop sending me emails! If you keep sending me emails about my sexual degeneracy, I'll never have time to finish my game!"

 

[Wheat Skeleton]

Not the biggest shock in the world, right? The dude ticks all the boxes: Fat, into anime, terminally online, lazy, fat, uses Discord, speedrunner at one point, fat, retarded, does that thing where he creates a cartoon OC idealized version of himself, fucking fat. What an actual fucking blight, wasting our precious air and frostyflakes.

 

[斯尼 德之王]

What make me a little bit sad is that this shit is now expected of these creeps. They surround themselves with socially inept teenagers and no one bats an eye, or if they do they just get ignored.

 

[Peasant]

Keep it two dimensional, kids.

 

[Activelo]

Watching that stream was a nightmare. He’s completely fucking brainwashed her.

The stream is this for anybody who doesn't know what he's talking about, where Cameron interviews the victim. No chance of archiving the entire thing since it's 4.5 GB for me, but I do have it downloaded just in case.

Mulberry gave her support to Michaela stepping down

Austin Hively, voice actor for Senpai, is also stepping down.

And Alex made another response on his blog.

Hi. You’ve probably heard some really concerning stuff over the last few days. You might have seen a video that has left you feeling worried, disappointed, and wondering what I have to say for myself.

There’s a part of me that wants to say, “No, you don’t understand, the video was edited in an extremely dishonest and misleading way, blah blah blah…” but, no, I’m not going to focus on that.

There’s a part of me that wants to do what I usually do, and type out a massive essay where I over-explain absolutely every single detail about the entire situation, provide context to absolutely everything, go point-by-point down the list of every possible fact that could make the situation easier to understand.

But, no, I’m not going to do that. This isn’t a blog post about how, “Actually, you see, I didn’t really do anything all that bad, if you consider all the facts…” I’m just going to take accountability and own up to a really, REALLY huge fucking mistake that I’ve made.

A few months back, a fan of the game DM’d me and wanted to chat. I normally just turn fans away and tell them I’m busy, but in this case, the fan seemed really funny and interesting, so I agreed to talk. After around 2 months, I agreed to do a voice chat with her.

Right off the bat, she let me know that she was 16. At the time, I didn’t even perceive this as a problem. “What do I care what her age is? She’s just a funny fan of the game who wants to talk to me. This is no big deal!” I rationalized to myself that it was fine. (This was massive mistake #1. More to follow.)

We talked for a while, and eventually, I started to feel really comfortable speaking to her. I started talking to her the same way I would speak to any of my other friends – like she was “One of the Guys.” I made the same type of vulgar jokes that I make when voice chatting with my other friends. This was an absolutely unacceptable mistake. No grown-up should ever use adult language or make adult jokes in the presence of a minor. Just because I “felt really comfortable speaking to her,” that doesn’t make it okay. That’s no excuse, not in the slightest.

Occasionally, she would say something flirty towards me. Most of the time, I would shut that down immediately, and refused to reciprocate. However, there were times when I didn’t shut it down, and let her talk to me that way without stopping her.

Obviously, it goes without saying that THIS WAS ABSOLUTELY NOT FUCKING OKAY. This was the point in time when I should have instantly disengaged and ended all contact with her. In any interaction between an adult and a minor, it is the adult’s responsibility to put an immediate stop to any inappropriate behavior. There is absolutely no excuse for tolerating this as if it was okay. “I didn’t want to be a buzzkill” or “I didn’t want to ruin the vibes” or “We were just having a lighthearted jokey conversation, it didn’t really feel like anything wrong was happening” are not acceptable excuses in the slightest.

At some point, she started recording our conversations so that she could share my jokes with her friends. However, one of her friends interpreted my remarks as showing sexual interest in her. They convinced her that I was trying to “groom” her, and that she should release all of her recordings to “expose” me.

Her friend pressured her into providing the recordings to a drama YouTuber who began producing a video about the situation. A preview of the video revealed that the intention of the video would be to characterize me as a predator/groomer by presenting clips of the conversation that sounded sexual.

(Obviously, it doesn’t matter how the recordings were made public, because the entire situation never should have been allowed to happen in the first place. I am just explaining why such a video even exists.)

Watching the recordings of the way I interacted with her has been mortifying for me. I keep thinking, “I actually did that??” and “You god damn idiot!!” whenever I’m reminded of something inappropriate that I said in conversation with her. I’m not going to spend a million years belaboring this point, but I want you to know that I have been kicking myself nonstop since this situation happened. I feel disgust and disappointment in myself on a level that I have never before felt on my entire life.

It was foolish – EXTREMELY damn foolish – for me to think to myself that it was possible to rationalize an adult becoming friends with a minor, because no matter what the adult’s intentions are in the beginning, there are so many potential things that can go wrong involving an adult and a minor alone together that the scenario should never even be allowed to happen in the first place. (Not to mention the inherent power imbalance, etc. I could write out every single reason why an adult and a minor can’t have a meaningful friendship, but then this blog post would be twice as long.)

Over the years, a lot of people have contacted me to tell me that they look up to me. That they admire me. That I inspired them. Right now, I’m thinking about all the people who ever said those words to me, and I realize that my actions have completely invalidated their words. No, someone who makes this kind of mind-numbingly stupid mistake is not admirable or inspiring.

“I let the fans down.” I keep saying that to myself, over and over. Years of trying my best to prove that I’m not the bad guy that people say I am, and then I go and screw up so badly that I’ve retroactively vindicated some of the hate that has been directed at me.

It’s ironic. I’ve always tried so hard to disprove the hateful remarks that people make about me by doing the opposite of what they expect of me. For example, if people say I’m lazy, I respond by working more hours than usual. If people say I’m greedy, I respond by turning down opportunities to make money. If people say I’m interested in minors, I respond by adding rules to my Discord server to actively discourage minors from participating. At every turn, I try my absolute best to disprove every ignorant and hateful false accusation that people make about me.

And now, look what I’ve gone and done. Instead of doing everything in my power to disprove the allegations that I’m attracted to kids, I made some remarks that sound really, really, REALLY fucking questionable. I’m not even going to say, “It only sounds bad because it’s out of context! If only you had the context, you’d understand that it wasn’t so bad…” I’m just going to own up to this one. The fact that it even happened at all is bad, regardless of the context. There is no excuse. It is an outright fuck-up, pure and simple.

After that video went public, some of the game’s volunteers started receiving harassment and abusive messages. Several of them have already contacted me to inform me that they can no longer be associated with me or my project, and want me to remove their assets from the game. I get it. There is a part of me that wants to profusely beg them to reconsider, but whatever they decide, I’m going to respect their wishes.

It’s one thing to make a stupid mistake that results in self-humiliation. It’s another thing to make a mistake that affects all of the people who associate with me. However, it’s a mistake on an entirely different level to make a mistake that involves an inappropriate interaction with a minor.

At this point in time, it’s difficult to determine exactly how much this is going to impact the development of Yandere Simulator. If I have to replace huge numbers of assets – hundreds of voice-acted lines, for example – I won’t lie, that’s going to be a pretty big setback. I really only have myself to blame for it, though.

For what it’s worth, I’d like to make you aware of the fact that the fan I spoke to has expressed her feelings on the situation. You can find her post here: https://www.reddit.com/r/yandere_simulator/comments/16ponuy/disrespecting_the_victim/

I feel like it’s going to take a really long time for me to forgive myself for such a stupid mistake. But, as the first step, I’ve donated $1,000 to RAINN, an organization that provides care and benefits to survivors of abuse:

(pics)

I know that it doesn’t instantly wash away my bad decisions, but I hope it demonstrates that I’m willing to do whatever feels necessary to begin atoning for my mistakes.

I’d like to apologize to my volunteers, to my fans, and to anyone who has ever called themself my friend.

I am truly and sincerely sorry. Actions speak louder than words, though, so I’m going to try my hardest to grow as much as I can from this and make absolutely sure that nothing even remotely similar to this ever happens in the future.

The proof he gave in the post:

 

[Jimmy Hopkins]

God this sockgirl lady is insufferable. I can't stand the stupid overreactive facial expressions that Tiktok zoomers do. Anyways, I'm not at all surprised that EDPdev has been caught up in another scandal. At this rate he'll be in prison before yanderesim is released.

 

[Rockzo]

private bool IsEven(int Groomer){
if (Groomer == true) return false;
else if (Pedo == true) return false;
else if (Pedophile == true) return false;
else if (GameDev == true) return true;
else if (Janky == true) return false;
else if (Awesome Coder == true) return true;
else if (Bad Coder == true) return false;
else if ("else if" == true) return false;
else if (Samus == true) return true;
else if (Chalice == true) return false;
else if (Bodypillow == true) return false;
else if (Laughing stock == true) return true;
else if (Finish game == true) return false;
}

 

[Yaks]

I'm honestly surprised this didn't happen sooner. (And that there aren't way more coming out of the wood works to pile on.)

Am I the only one who thinks the "girl" sounds like the BlueSpike calls with Chris?

Anyway I wanna see how far this implodes I'm very excited something is finally happening with the game.

 

[Poultry Enthusiast]

She was 6 when this whole shitshow started. I wonder how this will all careen to its end. Alex seems like a guy who would look for an excuse out.

 

[Kuritan Deplorable]

I'm genuinely surprised he's just giving up and owning up to it. So he's officially, confirmed, a child groomer - Even if you accept his own wording, it was a mistake to do it, not that he didn't do it. Yandev pedo confirmed, I think this is worthy of a celebration.

At this point in time, it’s difficult to determine exactly how much this is going to impact the development of Yandere Simulator. If I have to replace huge numbers of assets – hundreds of voice-acted lines, for example – I won’t lie, that’s going to be a pretty big setback. I really only have myself to blame for it, though.

Also lmao, he spent a fucking decade assembling this talent and team, between this and his name being so far in the shitter its paying rent to Master Splinter, he's done. The potential Patreon crash from this too is going to be incredible. I think this could be the moment that well and truly kills yandere simulator. If the Patreon crashes too far, he literally won't be able to afford to keep doing this, even with the family tugboat, and if his reputation stays in the shitter, he won't have the ego motivation to even try.

 

[Activelo]

The VA for Tsuruzo Yamazaki is bailing too.