It gives me hope to see people questioning this sort of thing.
Think of just how much stuff you have to take by [authority figure]'s word. Think on just how often there's a
whooole institution or organization or committee or whatever other gatekeeping technique employed to surround [thing you don't know] in obfuscation. It can create quite a cozy racket in a hurry.
I'd suggest anyone questioning things to keep it going. I mean
really think on how you know the things you know, and realize how much of it is just taking someone else at their word.
The "photographic evidence" where you can't even tell what you're looking at without (once again) being told what it is.
-ambiguous video evidence
-cgi models
-news reports
-historical facts
-"scientific" facts
-religion/government figures
Etc, etc.
Hell, they'll even tell you that you can't trust your own 5 senses (especially those pesky lying eyes of yours). They'll try to shame you or make you feel guilty for daring to think on your own**.
If you do this honestly and without shying away from
any subject, you will find yourself in very strange waters very..very very quickly. Think about how you feel when you know something. Take anything at all that you >know< as an example (however mundane or simple). Now try to apply that same feeling to some bullshit peddler's hot take. Feel the difference?
Hope you're prepared to lose some friends and get called a loon. It's part of the fun.
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Incidentally, this is a pretty good way to realize you're on the right track. Truth need not hide behind anything, let alone shame/guilt.