F-List Horrorcows

[Doctor Professor Timon]

Given the current situation I believe I have every right to be defensive, but Im trying not to be. I am being publicly shamed for my kinks- which is fine, I am a freak. I just want to ensure you guys know Im not a pedophile or something who rubs their dick in shit or something.

Fantasy fetish. I have never even considered doing any one of these things IRL.

So, the opposite of Nick Bates in that regard.

But... how have you never considered doing them if they're a fantasy of your's?

 

[Anasebiel]

We got ourselves a horrorcow in denial in this here thread.

It's time to prep the popcorn and wine.

I'm not in denial. I fully understand why I like the things I do, I understand they are wrong, and I keep them to myself outside of rp. I just want to clarify my stance, I guess. I dont mind if you guys laugh at me, I probably deserve it.

 

[yasscat]

Given the current situation I believe I have every right to be defensive, but Im trying not to be. I am being publicly shamed for my kinks- which is fine, I am a freak. I just want to ensure you guys know Im not a pedophile or something who rubs their dick in shit or something.

(This is irrelevant, but for some reason, I assumed you're a woman.) But you go from being defensive, to not defensive, back and forth. It's really strange.

 

[Zvantastika]

Telling a lie here would not benefit me. Not even remotely.

Telling a lie will make you get hunted, telling the truth will make you get hunted faster. Sometimes the best course of action is no action at all, also:

• Hide your Powerlevel. Avoid revealing intimate, personal details about yourself in public boards. These threads are not your personal blog and we are not an asylum.

Anyway, glad you're here to talk instead of shouting how mean we are and that you're contacting the police.

I'm not in denial. I fully understand why I like the things I do, I understand they are wrong, and I keep them to myself outside of rp. I just want to clarify my stance, I guess. I dont mind if you guys laugh at me, I probably deserve it.

Well, internet foot print is such a bitch. Because if someone manages to get your real identity and since you're leaving this huge trail with those type of crazy antics, don't you think it might bring you trouble on the future?. I mean, some stuff are better kept in our minds and never let them out for our own sake.

 

[Anasebiel]

So, the opposite of Nick Bates in that regard.

But... how have you never considered doing them if they're a fantasy of your's?

Man I mean fantasy in the case of like lord of the rings and shit, not in the case of like "I wanna own a business"
They are not things I aspire to. Actual examples either disgust or infuriate me in the case of say, reading it in the news or seeing images of it in like, shock shit or the offended page. They are things I enjoy reading weird fucked up stories about.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Macabre
That. Its like, why watch a horror film, kinda thing, I guess? On some level.

 

[Doctor Professor Timon]

Man I mean fantasy in the case of like lord of the rings and shit, not in the case of like "I wanna own a business"
They are not things I aspire to. Actual examples either disgust or infuriate me in the case of say, reading it in the news or seeing images of it in like, shock shit or the offended page. They are things I enjoy reading weird fucked up stories about.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Macabre
That. Its like, why watch a horror film, kinda thing, I guess? On some level.

Except, in this case, you fap to horror and being horrified? Doesn't that just tie into exhibitionism and humiliation? You should be right at home, no?

 

[Aquinas]

Honestly, i think we may be a bit too harsh on him right off the bat. Anasebiel, why don't you have a seat right over there and we can talk about this in a more civil manner.
Why do you want to fuck kids?

 

[Anasebiel]

Telling a lie will make you get hunted, telling the truth will make you get hunted faster. Sometimes the best course of action is no action at all, also:

• Hide your Powerlevel. Avoid revealing intimate, personal details about yourself in public boards. These threads are not your personal blog and we are not an asylum.

Anyway, glad you're here to talk instead of shouting how mean we are and that you're contacting the police.


Well, internet foot print is such a bitch. Because if someone manages to get your real identity and since you're leaving this huge trail with those type of crazy antics, don't you think it might bring you trouble on the future?. I mean, some stuff are better kept in our minds and never let them out for our own sake.

None of this has happened to me before, ever. Ive been into these things for like, four years, so this is just one mistake of mine. And I've already made the mistake of acting, believe me, if I could go back and not post here I proooobably wouldnt post here. But, I'm in too deep now!

(This is irrelevant, but for some reason, I assumed you're a woman.) But you go from being defensive, to not defensive, back and forth. It's really strange.

Because I'm a little stressed by this whole situation, but again, its the internet.

 

[yasscat]

Because I'm a little stressed by this whole situation, but again, its the internet.

Exactly, it's the internet. So why take it so seriously?

 

[SpessCaptain]

They are things I enjoy reading weird fucked up stories about.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Macabre

Macabre is reading about the dissent into madness and understanding it's meaning
Macabre is looking at Goyas work and to understand his momento mori and visions of war.
Macabre is adoring a Beksinski painting for it's landscapes of loneliness and it's sense of depth

Being an edgelord is liking something because it's the edgy thing to do.

 

[Anasebiel]

Except, in this case, you fap to horror and being horrified? Doesn't that just tie into exhibitionism and humiliation? You should be right at home, no?

The point is totally flying over your head and I think you're doing it on purpose.

Honestly, i think we may be a bit too harsh on him right off the bat. Anasebiel, why don't you have a seat right over there and we can talk about this in a more civil manner.
Why do you want to fuck kids?

I dont. Its wrong to fuck kids, and I know that. Because I know its wrong I am attracted to the concept of it. And so, I just do that in rp. Believe me, this entire shitfest is something I've mulled over in my head before.

 

[Doctor Professor Timon]

None of this has happened to me before, ever. Ive been into these things for like, four years, so this is just one mistake of mine. And I've already made the mistake of acting, believe me, if I could go back and not post here I proooobably wouldnt post here. But, I'm in too deep now!


Because I'm a little stressed by this whole situation, but again, its the internet.

Don't go , buddy.

I think the first mistake was throwing yourself at random people in the first place. Stress happens when you do things and know you've messed up.

 

[Anasebiel]

Exactly, it's the internet. So why take it so seriously?

We are in a thread talking specifically about me and why Im fucked up. Panic sets in, and I wanted to clarify where I stand.

Macabre is reading about the dissent into madness and understanding it's meaning
Macabre is looking at Goyas work and to understand his momento mori and visions of war.
Macabre is adoring a Beksinski painting for it's landscapes of loneliness and it's sense of depth

Being an edgelord is liking something because it's the edgy thing to do.

Do you know how, like, you say something that is one thing, and then you say something else that is different, but has a similar mentality to it?
Its called a comparison. I was making one.
And maybe I am an edgelord, I dunno.

 

[Aquinas]

I dont. Its wrong to fuck kids, and I know that. Because I know its wrong I am attracted to the concept of it. And so, I just do that in rp. Believe me, this entire shitfest is something I've mulled over in my head before.

Alright, seriously though, why that paticular thing specifically if its the taboo, why not some other deviant fucking thing?

 

[Anasebiel]

Don't go , buddy.

I think the first mistake was throwing yourself at random people in the first place. Stress happens when you do things and know you've messed up.

Your friend was willingly taking part in the rps.
I approached them because I realized they'd probably be into it. I dont throw myself at random people, I actually have very picky tastes in rp partners.

 

[Frank Rizzo]

The point is totally flying over your head and I think you're doing it on purpose.

I dont. Its wrong to fuck kids, and I know that. Because I know its wrong I am attracted to the concept of it. And so, I just do that in rp. Believe me, this entire shitfest is something I've mulled over in my head before.

even if you know it's wrong, fantasizing about is still hella weird as fuck.

 

[Doctor Professor Timon]

Your friend was willingly taking part in the rps.
I approached them because I realized they'd probably be into it. I dont throw myself at random people, I actually have very picky tastes in rp partners.

I know for a fact they told you they were new to roleplay and you edged them in it. I might not have those logs anymore, but it's a common tactic for a predator to gently prod and nudge. Good thing it wasn't a kid.

 

[Aquinas]

We are in a thread talking specifically about me and why Im fucked up

But its not specifically about yoyu, its about people from F-List in general, you just got lucky in being one of the first linked.

 

[Anasebiel]

Alright, seriously though, why that paticular thing specifically if its the taboo, why not some other deviant fucking thing?

Because the things I despise the most are the ones I will get attracted to. The ones that I simply dont understand or are just "meh" to me I just kinda ignore because they dont interest me.

even if you know it's wrong, fantasizing about is still hella weird as fuck.

I know, and I am ashamed of it. I just wanted, again, to clarify, that I am not actually any of those... horrid labels. If you guys want to laugh at me, go for it. I just dont want this leaving here or you guys thinking I do this shit IRL.

 

[Doctor Professor Timon]

But its not specifically about yoyu, its about people from F-List in general, you just got lucky in being one of the first linked.

If not for this person's account, this thread would not have been possible.